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DIGIMON ADVENTURE BEYOND + Sora, Mimi, Hikari, Miyako and Meiko

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Your parents listed Hades as your godfather as a joke, That would not be an issue if it were not for the 3-headed puppy delivered to your doorstep by Persephone and Hades themselves, planning to protect you from the Olympian’s shenanigans due to Zeus’ bulldickery

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Ideas to Get Rid of Writer's Block Inspo

Have a character uncover a family secret that changes everything. Write about how this revelation affects their relationships and choices.

Force two characters who dislike each other to team up for a common goal. Explore how their dynamic changes over time.

Introduce a flashback that explains a character’s motivation. This can provide depth and context to their current actions.

Reveal that a character has been on a secret mission all along. How do the others react when they find out?

Introduce a mystery illness that affects one of your main characters. Explore the emotional and physical toll it takes.

Allow a character to travel back in time to a pivotal moment in their life. Do they change anything? What are the repercussions?

Develop a story around two characters who fall in love but are from feuding families or groups. How do they navigate their relationship?

Have an unlikely character step up as the hero in a crisis. What drives them to take this role?

Create a plot around a valuable object that goes missing. Who took it, and why is it important?

Introduce a character haunted by their past mistakes. How do they seek redemption or closure?

Write a chapter from a different character’s point of view. How does this shift change the story?

Have a character from the past show up unexpectedly. What do they want, and how does their presence impact the story?

Incorporate a vivid dream or nightmare that provides insight into a character’s fears or desires.

Move the story to a completely new location. How do the characters adapt to their new environment?

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Coercion

Expectation.

The weight of being wanted,

Without wanting.

Knowing you’ll give,

Either way.

All day the weight builds,

It’s your body,

Or a fight.

Picking up kids,

Getting groceries,

Making dinner,

Knowing every minute,

It’s your body,

Or a fight.

Now the weight is crushing,

Your choices,

Have become his property.

The chores are done,

You’re masking,

A relaxed demeanor,

In your own home.

Deep inside,

There’s a storm,

Your back against the wall,

Will it be,

Your body

Or

A fight?

You quickly wipe away a few rogue tears,

They always spring up when it’s over.

He never asks why.

I’m sure you both know.

- E.M

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“Just be fucking honest about how you feel about people while you’re alive.”

— John Mayer

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MIDNIGHT MUSINGS:

I can't sleep because the thought of you torments me still......

If you were to steal from me could it at least be my heart? I can live without it so long as its in your hands.

But sleep? That I need to silence my demons that lurk in the darker reaches of my mind.

The lingering unknown that tugs at my anxiety continues to taunt me without rest......

I love you.

Three words left unsaid.

Three words I can't confess.

Not to you.

Not yet.

Fuck, I just want to sleep

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I didn't want to die.

I just didn't want to disappoint you.

I didn't feel I had value.

I didn't want to live the way you wanted me to.

You had such high expectations and I had no wings to reach them.

I tried to swim through the currents.

I thought I'd survive so long as the waters reflected the clouds in the sky.

I hoped you'd be satisfied.

I didn't mean to drown.

I'm sorry.

I should have told you I couldn't swim.

Maybe then, you could've helped.

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How To End Your Story

The Circle Ending: A story that does a full circle and comes back to the beginning

The Moral Ending: An ending where you learn a lesson and see the character develop

The Surprise Ending: A big plot twist last-minute

The Reflection Ending: The character looks back on their past achievements and experiences

The Emotional Ending: Leave your readers feelings sad, bittersweet, or happy

The Cliffhanger Ending: End on something that will leave your readers at the edge of their seat

The Humor Ending: Finish in a funny or humorous way

The Question Ending: Make the reader wonder what will happen next

The Image Ending: Show, don't tell

The Dialogue Ending: Finish with a quote from one of your characters

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Do you ever hate how every breath you take.....feels as if it is stolen?

I do .....

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Sometimes I think I'm dying.....

That the inevitable end is near.

I wake and think "has it happened yet?"

I sleep and think "Will it be tonight?"

I eat and think " I'm not even hungry.."

I laugh and think " God do I ever shut up?"

I cry and think " Fuck this, when will it end!?"

I scream in silence and hope it all ends.

Sometimes I think I'm dying....

Dying to love, dying to sleep, dying to live.

Sometimes I think.... Maybe it's already happened.

Maybe I'm already dead and this is my afterlife.... Continuous anxiety on when it'll all end.

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Sleeping pills:

The weirdest part of starting sleeping pills.....is feeling well rested, but unsure if you're still asleep.

I'm a dreamer.....and insomniac but when I manage those blissful moments of sweet surrender to exhaustion and sleep..... I come to life in my dreams.

It's been rough these past few weeks..... unfulfilled and routine....with passion and excitement being fleeting and far too expensive......

I was tired.....I am tired.....

I know sadness.... Depression has been a battlefield of friendship and rivalry for the past 4 years- officially- 13 years undiagnosed.....

But I'm not sad lately..... Just tired.

Always tired - as if time is non existent, as if colour in the world is dulling with every waking second. As if I live my days from blink to blink.

Somedays I feel as if I am an imposter in my body and mind...

An imposter because the sadness that had been a constant has abandoned me and all I feel is lonelinesss.

My lonelinesss is a choice.

I could fix it, change it?, surround myself and fill my empty chest with bonds and relations. I could invest properly as I did all those years ago as a youthful pre-teen eager and full of energy......

But I'm just too tired......

I'm so fucking tired.

The true cause of death for majority of society these days is exhaustion...... Like weathered stone constantly bashed against by a torment of storms, waves or rough treatment........

Breathing is death.

Sleeping is death.

Living to die....... is all I feel I'm doing.

I've started taking sleeping pills to silence my mind and finally rest.......

What's weird is that it feels like death.....and I no longer know if I am dreaming in the waking world.....or already dead.

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me, reading my own wips: oh my gosh no ways. that's so good. what happens next though????

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THAT DISCOTEK DROP IS ACTUALLY INSAAAANEEE