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Tell me how you feel - Mingi {ATEEZ}

pairings: Song Mingi x black fem reader

Genre : smut

Warning : oral (f receiving) / unprotective sex (reader is on pill but wrap it up people) / hair pulling (Mingi receiving)

Summary : When all your life you were taught to control your feelings and emotions but one day a man made you abandon your morale

(English isn't my first language so i'm sorry if there are some mistakes)

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I have never been the shy type of girl. In fact I was pretty loud and out going, always laughing and joking with everyone but something changed when I met Mingi..Nothing drastic but i surprised myself being more cautious around him as if i wasn't sure if i could let myself go. Being older than him somehow made me be on my guard even more.

When we finally got to know each other more and started to develop interest i was able to be a little more myself around him, even having him laughing really loudly at my place at 3am being sure that the neighbour would cuss at me tomorrow when he sees me.

But somehow, the control freak in me still remained but during our intimate moment. I wasn't really what we call a vocal person. So far i had some make out session and disappointing foreplay but nothing to make me scream for more. So once again i was being cautious with Mingi, not exactly knowing how i should react when we were having heavy make out session. The feeling was there but i was somehow restraining myself because all of this was so new to me.

Mingi knew about my very little to none pleasant experience but never pressured me or showed that he wanted to hear more from me.

But the more we spent time together the more i was feeling eager to have Mingi in another way but i didn't know how to bring this on the table without sounding too desperate because losing control of myself and the situation was my biggest fear.

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I was in the kitchen making my 3rd coffee of the night, totally lost in my thoughts with that big presentation i have tomorrow, when two arms wrapped around my waist, making me jump by surprise.

"Hey..it's only me..why are you so surprised ?" Said Mingi while laughing, his face hiding in my neck.

"I thought you were sleeping" I replied, closing my eyes feeling his lips brushing over my skin. "Do you want coffee ?" I tried to keep my cool

Mingi hummed in my neck in reply, sliding his hands under my shirt - well his shirt- making me shiver.

"Should i take this as an yes or ?" I tried to laugh out, finding his clinginess cute. Despite his huge figure and deep voice, Mingi was also a soft cute guy. It was one of the reason why i fell for me, making me want to take care of him.

"Come to bed with me..it's already 2am, you shouldn't drink coffee this late"

I faked a sigh and followed him in the dark room, where only the bedside lamp and my laptop were on. I realized how i spent those past few weeks focusing mostly on my presentation, sparing only few hours to Mingi. He had come back from practice and fell asleep when i was working.

" I know you're stressed for tomorrow but coffee won't help you relax" Mingi said while standing behind me, his hands on my shoulders giving me a soft massage.

"So how should i relax ?"

"Let me take care of you noona" My heart skipped a beat at his word. Despite our age difference he never called me that way before and i don't know why but i was feeling some kind of way by it. Once again i followed his lead and lay on the bed on my stomach like he asked. Soon after Mingi was over me giving me another massage.

"You don't have to do that you know ?" I chuckled.

"I know..but i want to take care of you for once" I didn't argue back and closed my eyes enjoying the massage. After 10min, i turned on back, making Mingi fall on the side of the bed and we both chuckled. I went on my knees and grabbed his face to kiss him. "Thank you so much, i feel much better now"

What started as a soft innocent kiss became somehow more passionate. I didn't even notice when my back joined the mattress and when Mingi started to kiss my neck. It wasn't the first time we were in this position but something was different and i couldn't tell what it was. Soon after my shirt was on the floor letting me half naked in front of Mingi for the first time. He stared at me and i felt so vunerable and shy. Even thought i didn't say anything, it seems that Mingi knew my feelings and smiled at me, caressing softly my cheek. "You're so beautiful". The bold, loud woman that i was grew timid and quiet, not used to compliment during moment like that. Mingi smiled again before going back to my neck, kissing and sucking it while his left hand went on my side, touching me so softly as if he was trying to not scare me. I closed my eyes and took a deep breathe when he took one of my bud in his mouth. Just those few actions got me weak and i kept craving for more. And more i got it faster than i thought when Mingi pushed himself between my legs, kissing my thighs.

"Can I ?" Mingi's voice was so soft, while his eyes were burning with desire. I nodded and he removed my pantie slowly too as if he was unwrapping his present before breathing out a "Fuck". I tried to close my legs, feeling embarrassed at my naked self but Mingi put his hand and caress my thigh. "You're are so beautiful...Don't you dare feel embarrassed in front of me" I was far from being the skinny model with a perfect body. My thighs were bigger than the average women here, my stomach wasn't flat at all neither. As a black woman living in korea i became self conscious and tried hard to lose weight but one day i decided to accept my body as it was and live in peace with it, which didn't mean that i wasn't insecure about it. And being naked in front of Mingi was bringing up so much emotions.

When his lips touched my lower part for the first time, i almost choke on my own breathe. He started to eat me slowly once again but got a little eager. I closed my eyes and let out a moan without realizing it. Mingi smiled and grew more confident to hear more from me and he did the most to keep me moaning his name, adding fingers, biting my thigh, almost overstimulating me. My brain was turned off, not controlling any of my words and actions. Feeling my orgasm coming, i grabbed Mingi's hair, cumming on his fingers breathless. Mingi lift his head, looking at me with a smile, proud to see me panting under him.

"Are you okay ?" Asked Mingi while kissing my thigh. "I need to be honest with you. It has been my goal since we got together to make you let go of yourself and scream my name and tonight i'm not gonna stop until i success" the soft eyes i was used to turned dark, full of lust..I almost forgot how competitive this man was and i never knew that he had those thoughts.

I smiled and sat back, bringing Mingi against me. "Well let see if you can make me lose myself" i smiled and kissed him while removing his shirt.

Embarrassement left the room when both of us were equally naked. I was about to get on top of Mingi when he pinned me down on the bed, holding both of my hands over my head with a smirk. With his other hand he slided his cock in my hole, making me gasp at the stretch. Mingi kissed me while letting me adapt to him. Once i nodded at him, he started to move slowly with one thrust. The stretch was uncomfortable at first but became pleasant and even addictive. "Are you okay noona ?" I clenched around him without knowing and he smirked. "So it turns you on when i call you noona ? My bossy lady does have a little kink" Mingi laughed and i rolled my eyes. "Shut up you...hummm" It was indeed Mingi who made me shut up with another thrust. "Should i keep going noona ?"

This cocky side of Mingi was surprising me yet turning me on even more. "Yes don't stop". And he didn't, going faster and deeper at each thrust, making me moan for him again and again and let go of myself and my obsession with being in control.

I came for the second time but Mingi didn't last long after me. We were both panting and sweating with his face burrying in my breast. "Letting go of myself isn't actually a bad thing" i said, playing with Mingi's hair. "I'm glad that you changed your mind...now how we go to the part where i make you scream my name ?" Mingi looked up at me. "What ? Again ?" I chuckled

"Well..technically i still didn't sucess...let's take a shower." I shook my head and laughed "You're insatiable..but you're lucky my meeting is in the afternoon and that i love how your dick makes me feel" Mingi laughed loud not expecting my comment and dragged me to the bathroom for a second round.

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Encounter - I.M (Changkyun)

Prologue -

Chapter 1 - Chapter 2

Characters : Monsta X I.M and Andrea

Warning : nsfw content will appear later in the story

Hello it’s Maorane it’s my very first fanfic and english is not my first language but i hope you will like it

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Gasped..this is the only thing I managed to do when i saw his face.

-December 5th 2018-

“Everyone thank you for coming. As you all know the world tour will officially start soon and we will work with a new PR team that will assist us during our different interviews and broadcasts overseas.” Said the middle aged man..The room was filled with almost 20 people.

It wasn’t my first meeting, but somehow, doing it in a different country was stressful. I couldn’t control my legs neither my heart beats. When your team manager signaled us to enter the room, I took a deep breathe and stood from my seat, shook my head and followed my team mates inside. The company’s PR Team manager kept doing his speech when my teammates and I stood being him, trying to not faint under the stress.

My mind literally went blank and all i could hear was a very distant voice until claps bring me back to earth. The meeting was over and everyone was bowing to each others, telling us to do a good job for this tour. It was my turn to greet the team i was about to work with for the following months.

“ Nice to meet you..My name is Andrea. I look forward to working with you”…

-January 26th 2019-

“Long time no see buddy..Your idol life has took you away from us ” said one of his friend. It’s true that with the tour preparation, and mixtape Changkyun was really busy and he was about to leave the country for few months so his closest friends decided to have a small party for his birthday

“ Here they are..what took you so long ? ” Wooki, the red handed guy said with a goofy smile while everyone turned to see the two new faces who entered the room.

“Sorry babe, we went to buy some stuff..oh hi Changkyun..how have you been ?” Said Minah, putting the bottles of alcohol on the table. Changkyun just smiled, eyes glued on the other girl.

“Oh right..It’s my friend Andrea…Andrea Changkyun, Changkyun …okayy time to party people”

I don’t believe in accidents. There are only encounters in history. There are no accidents. - Pablo Picasso