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They’re inventing a new breed of dog called everything will be ok

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Cooper I'm throwing rocks at you (the rocks say I love you so so much)

i love you mysterious anon in my askbox 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️ i spent hours trying to perfectly understand the cost of living and currency in victorian england for two sentences in that chapter

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FIC UPDATE

The year is 1848, and London is in the centre of a movement.

Lukey, among the crowd, is a bar-keeper, familiar with the many faces who come through those doors. Friends, patrons, revolutionists. 

He makes a game of it, the social side of things—picks their brains and draws stories out of them, satiates his own curiosity. Nobody is shy to share, he learns, when you’re the one filling their glasses. It’s not difficult to get someone to share, he learns this too, once you’ve cracked what makes them tick. 

A man strolls into his bar with a bag in-hand and a secret behind his eyes, and Lukey learns that some people will leave you with more questions than answers.

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chapter three :-)

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i hate dogs with blue eyes. why is fucking jeff the killer at my back door

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lots of discussion around pangi using himself as a tool to protect people recently. about getting a lot of his worth from that. here’s a clip from today.

Pili: You better than anyone know this.

Pangi: I do. I do, but I’ve always tried to protect my friends, alright?

Pili: Pangi. Pangi, yeah, I know, and I get that. But you also need to understand—this is not me… this is not a threat. This is not me saying… but also you just need to understand that sometimes… things will happen.

Pangi: … Yeah.

Pili: And sometimes… It may not be Bad, I’m not saying it’s gonna be me, this is not threatening, but just putting you in a scenario. It may not be Bad, but sometimes it’s good… for people to build these things on their own.

Pangi: So, you’re telling me to leave Lukey alone and let him deal with it alone?

Pili: No! But also… I… he’s just really co-dependent, isn’t he? A little bit…

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hey honey. no i can’t make it tonight. i’m waiting for my tumblr clip to upload.

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He asked for the hug <3

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i don’t even rpf i just understand

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fit mc says pangi is "gay in real life" congratulations

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So bads brain rn seems to be set entirely on people pleasing. He fixated on fixing Pangis mace and his armor just for Pangi. He refuses to answer about his own wants or needs, and may be lying about it just to get something out of someone (a hug). He is willing to lie to water to her face just because she told him shed prefer for him to be happy, and that him being happy is important to her. He's willing to try and switch his entire personality just to alleviate the other persons worry. Hes concerned about curing pili, but ONLY if the opinion of outside resources express to him that the corruption is bad. He's willing to play a game with water just for her entertainment, even though he doesn't understand how to play it fully.

He seems to have a moral compass that used to point its own way, but now just rapidly spins around seeking a magnet to lock onto and nobody's giving him a consistent answer. interesting!

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Thats two whole people who have accepted bads hugs...... Pangi and water. Surely that will be fine!

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tr pangi having bpd is kinda canon when you really think about it. not really related to anything but believe me i would never lie

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bad: do you want a hug?

pangi: do you want a hug?

bad: ...yes.

pangi: c'mere man.

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tr pangi having bpd is kinda canon when you really think about it. not really related to anything but believe me i would never lie

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pangi says he felt weird but nothing out of the usual while he was corrupted...... but he implied to newt yesterday that he felt empty. like there was something missing. guys.

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he's so worried about bad :( what if we all died

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lukey saying yesterday bad is trying to corrupt people with hugs :) pangi is the only person who accepted the hug :) and he's done it twice now :)

ANOTHER HUG