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mafiaraised:

It was impossible to miss the duo landing just a bit away from where he had curled up. Despite seeing that one of them was a shapeshifter, Atsushi made no move to get closer to them. Who knew what the other person was? What if he was a vampire? The poor boy couldn’t even hold himself in a play fight with his kind, he wouldn’t be able to take on two persons at the same time. Struck by fear, he reminded where he was and hoped that they wouldn’t notice him and just leave.

No such luck.

Atsushi stiffened when he saw the shapeshifter change forms again, pressing himself against the tree as much as he could when she approached. Was she going to harm him? But he didn’t do anything to them! Nor was he planning to, he just wanted to return home.

Noticing the raven reach out for him, the fennec’s first reaction was to curl even more into himself only to stop confused when he saw that no pain came. Blinking a few times, he looked at the outstretched arm then at its owner and back at it. Slowly, as if still unsure, he moved a bit closer and gave it a sniff.

Oh. The crimson eyed man was actually a human and not a vampire. It was a bit of a relief.

Hearing the human talk, Atsushi tilted his head to the side and pulled back. Should he change his form as well? He couldn’t speak as he was at that moment so that would be for the best.

In the spot where the fennec fox was a moment ago now rested a small and tired looking boy. The clothes hung on him and he seemed to be only skin and bones although oddly enough he didn’t look exactly sick.

“U-uhm, yeah…“ 

Kurashi was used to seeing shapeshifters change, and yet it still felt strange to him, seeing the little fenec fox turn into an equally small boy - not even a little one, but just thin and small for his age. 

The raven continued to smile a soft, reassuring smile, and kept his hand outstretched, not making any sudden movements. He remembered the first time he met Hikari; how distrustful she had been back then. And this boy had to be infinitely more scared of him than she was back then.

“Are you from the Valley of Flowers? I didn’t know it was near here...” Kurashi hummed, biting his lip as he thought. 

“I wish I could direct you home, little one, but I’m afraid I’m quite at a loss of where your home is... Once Hikari is rested, she might take us both up, but then again, we flew here; and there was no sight of the Valley from the air.” Kurashi sighed, obviously troubled. Hikari meanwhile, turned into her default kitten form, even as her crimson eyes didn’t leave the boy. She turned more curious than suspicious by now, though - then again, Atsushi didn’t exactly look threatening. 

“We could always take you wish us, if you wanted to... I know you’d rather return home, but if you don’t want to stay here alone, that’s also an option. We live in Kaer Morhen, east from here. It’s an  ancient shapeshifter keep; right now, only humans, Hikari and her two brothers live in it, though. It’s safe from vampires, at least... what do you think?” 

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tobe-ornottobe:

Having been kissed, William laid there for a moment, his brilliant ruby tones widened for all of a good moment. He was.. Kissed?? This was new. People found him attractive, and said they had liked him, all until they found out what a monster he was, due to his ability.. Though the other knew about all that, and especially how venomous he could truly be… And yet..

The man’s cheeks flushed slightly, clearing his throat. “… You stopped.” He complains, before moving closer to the ebon-haired male, leaning down and capturing his lips carefully, as to not scare him. “Allow me to rectify this.” Slowly but surely, the silver-haired man had reciprocated the affections given to him, raising his hand to gently run through the other’s locks.

“A-ah, I...”

Kurashi wasn’t able to finish. He was hardly able to do anything, before William’s lips were on his again, and the boy felt himself melt, hardly able to believe this was even happening. 

Slowly, he started to return the kiss; his hand dipped in William’s silver hair, as he has dreamed of doing so many times before, and pulled the man a bit closer, moving his lips against William’s, tasting the kiss, smiling into it. 

Was this... for real? It didn’t feel real. It felt too good to be true, and yet...

“I... I seem to have fallen in love with you.” he whispered, shyly, keeping his eyes closed as they parted for air. Kurashi swallowed thickly, hiding his face in William’s neck, to somehow mitigate for the deep blush that still stained his cheeks. 

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tobe-ornottobe:

Following the other into the garden, Will watched, utterly amazed by the night stock, and how wonderful everything smelled. A slow, albeit easy smile curves his lips as he calmly sits down, even moving to lay down and hold the other close, the Brit’s long silver hair splayed about almost comedically along the grass. He didn’t care, though. For once, he was happy.

Safe, happy, and calm.. Three emotions that were rare as of late, but he couldn’t NOT feel safe around the raven-haired male. The other practically radiated calmness and joy, a trait that William adored.

Kurashi watched William lay beside him, so close, his silver hair that the raven loved more than he could tell cascading all over him like a pool of molten silver. William was beautiful, and though he was planning to tell him about his feelings for months now, waiting for a perfect moment, it went entirely unplanned when Kurashi felt himself lean in and press his lips sweetly to the other man’s. 

It was sweet, innocent, like a flower blooming for the first time; and yet, once Kurashi realised what he was doing, he backed away, lips parted and a beet-red blush creeping over his face as he looked away, embarrassed and not knowing what to do. What if William hated it? Go figure, if he just said what he felt, this could be talked about, it would have been safer, but now...

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godlikeschemer:

Ever since morning that day, Izaya could feel some nice, excited anticipation as he waited for the ceremony to come. There were no such feelings as wanting to run away or think about his decision too much, quite the contrary. The time just couldn’t pass fast enough. He was looking forward to making Kurashi his in a completely new sense and he wanted it as soon as possible. Still, he knew he should be patient. And so he was.

When the time came and he was standing in front of the altar in the beautiful kimono he got from his partner, he had to try hard to contain his excitement and cover it all with a cool, relaxed expression. Still, once he saw his lover and how straight up beautiful he looked, he didn’t push back a wide, happy smile that stretched over his face.

His look turned soft and uncharacteristically sweet when Kurashi stopped next to him and he gave him a gentle wink, already looking forward to the ceremony and the time he would spend with his husband after it.

“You look beautiful~,” he whispered, wanting to see his adorable fiance flustered if he could achieve it.

“You do, too.” 

Kurashi smiled shyly, a dusting of blush on his cheek as he looked back at the priest before them.

Once he saw they were ready, the priest started the ceremony. He had to change the ancient text in a few places - he still thanked the gods, though, and purified the little shrine, before calling the attention of benevolent kami nearby. The words were beautiful, ancient, almost feeling like some mystical spell, and though for many it might have been just prolonged monologue, Kurashi found himself listening intently, every word only rising his excitement. 

When the time for san-san-ku-do ceremony came, Kurashi waited for the first, smallest cup to be filled. The maiko was smiling as she poured it for Izaya, who had to drink it in three sips, and then pass it to Kurashi so it could be poured for him in turn, and so that he could drink it, too. Three cups, poured in three little pours, drunk in three sips - smallest for past, medium for present, and largest for the future... with the last cup, Kurashi’s hands were shaking so badly he thought he was going to drop it, but he managed in the end; blushing and shyly looking to the side. It was time for Izaya to move to the altar and read their wedding vows from the scroll laying there, and seal the ceremony.

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godlikeschemer:

Izaya noticed the look Kurashi gave him when he was undressing himself - and seriously, was more than glad to bring that kind of reaction from the other. He wanted to be liked and admired as well, after all. It wouldn’t really be nice if his pet didn’t like how he looked.

Once Kurashi knelt before him, put his head on his lap and meowed so cutely, he smirked, thought his smirk was much gentler than anytime before. Damn, he already loved this setting. He was pretty much enjoying it when he took Kurashi inside for the first time but now he knew it was longterm - and strangely enough, that made everything so much better.

Putting his hand on his kitten’s head, he petted him softly, showing him just how good of a kitten he was being. “You’re doing so well, do you know that?” he said contently, openly giving him his praise.

“Of course I do.” 

Kurashi grinned softly, rubbing his cheek against Izaya’s hand before kissing it playfully. Well, he was - he was doing well, though maybe Izaya thought it might have been harder for him than it really was. With how naturally submissive Kurashi was, and with how much Izaya’s sadism and at the same time, his care, fulfilled everything he wanted from a partner, was it really a wonder he tried this hard?

Izaya seemed to know exactly when to hurt him and when to be sweet to him; when to give him pain and when just be there for him. Kurashi still wasn’t sure if it’ll all work out long-term, but hell... if he was ever to try with anyone, it was with Izaya he will have a shot. 

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Kurashi was nervous, and he knew he had no reason to be. He looked at himself in the mirror one more time. His kimono, complete with hakama, black haori and everything, looked somewhat out of place - or maybe it was just his imagination. Hell, he felt out of place. It wasn’t because he didn’t want today to come; it was because he was so eager, too eager for it to come that he was giddy with excitement.

Convincing the shrine to let them marry wasn’t that difficult after all - provided they’d rather do so in some private place rather than for all to see. Kurashi was fine with that. For the occasion, a beautiful pavilion-like tent was erected in Kurashi’s garden, and his own shrine worked splendidly as the altar. Right now, offerings, the three cups of sake and their wedding rings were already there; miko and the priest also took their positions, ready and waiting. The sun was shining beautifully through the leaves of the tree over the altar and Kurashi put on his geta and stepped outside, biting his lip shyly as he saw his husband-to-be waiting for him.

They agreed Izaya will take the role of the husband in the ceremony; drink the first and third cup first before giving it to Kurashi, and read their wedding vows from the scroll. 

Kurashi’s smile turned bright and sweet as he walked to Izaya and they stood before the altar. 

Everything was ready. 

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tobe-ornottobe:

“It sounds lovely…” He says, offering the raven-haired male a warm smile, legitimately believing the idea to be amazing. William loved flowers after all, but his only problem was that he was clumsy, and due to his ability, if blood dropped onto plants, they would just up and die, instead of enter some sort of sleep.

Since Kurashi had expressed a love for plants as well, William allowed the other to tend to the garden to the other’s delight. William would always go to nurseries with the other and help with transporting the plants, but he never allowed himself to actually plant them, though he would help Kurashi in any way he possibly could.

When he had been given his food, he thanked for the food as well and ate, enjoying the meal. “You really have been improving.” He chimes out in a happy tone. “Even better than my cooking.” He says, offering him a gentle chuckle.

Kurashi blushed softly at the praise, but just shook his head. True, he was improving, but he still had a long way to go - in his opinion at least. For someone who didn’t know how to cook scrambled eggs few years back, he improved quite a lot indeed. 

Once they were finished with their meal, Kurashi took their plates to the sink and washed them with William’s help, smiling as he brushed his hand against the man’s before wheeling towards the garden, grabbing a blanket on his way. There was a ramp reading to the beautiful place their little garden was, and Kurashi easily rode down it, stopping by a small stool that was rooted deep in the ground, stable enough for him to lean on. With a practiced move, Kurashi hopped from the wheelchair to the stool, and from there he spread the blanket right beside the just-opening night stock, smiling as it filled the evening air with sweet, beautiful scent. Once done, Kurashi hopped down onto the blanket and straightened his legs before laying down, rolling onto his side as he waited for William to join him.

“Can you smell it? I love that smell...” 

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godlikeschemer:

“I am going to undress you then, you charming masochist. Make sure to help me though.”

Slowly and carefully, he took Kurashi’s clothes off, making it clear how openly he admired the skin that slowly revealed itself in front of his eyes. Well well, he scored pretty well, didn’t he? Getting such a sexy lover and so submissive too, on the top of everything. 

Once he was done with Kurashi, he slowly took his clothes off as well, in an elegant, subconsciously sexy manner. And then, he let the bathtub fill with hot water while he sat down on the edge of it.

“Come here, kitten.” He motioned to the other to come “I’ll pet you while we wait.”

Kurashi smiled lightly, helping Izaya undress him and then helping the raven undress himself, biting his lip lightly at how sexy his Master was while at it. He’d take him over any professional stripper, no questions about that. Once his Master asked him to come closer, Kurashi happily obeyed, though instead of sitting down he knelt before his Master, a playful glint in his eyes as he placed his head and arms on Izaya’s lap, so that he could pet him.

“Nya~” he mewled happily, letting out a soft purr to match it. Hell, he was officially Izaya’s kitten starting today - he might just as well act it.

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They flew further than they had ever flown before, Kurashi knew, and yet he didn’t have it in his heart to tell Hikari to go back. They could return to Kaer the next day. For now, the shapeshifter in her form of huge bird the likes of which even Kurashi never seen before took him far beyond the forests and rivers surrounding Kaer, over the mountains and now they entered another forest entirely, so green and lush Kurashi couldn’t help but stare in awe. 

Hikari circled a bit over it until she found a round, beautiful clearing to land on; where she did, turning back into a kitten right after Kurashi slipped off. He carried the tired shapeshifter in his arms, let her drink from the clear, shimmering stream that run through the clearing and unpacked their basket, feeding Hikari while taking a bite or two himself, sitting on the grass and enjoying the warm sun shining down on them.

It was few hours later that Hikari straightened up, after a pleasant nap, and sniffed the air. She shapeshifted again, into a wolf this time; as all her forms, it was an albino one, with crimson-red eyes and teeth as white as her fur as she bared them, slowly creeping towards one of the trees on the far end of the clearing. Kurashi followed her, intrigued. 

She turned to a human form just as they got close enough to see the little animal curled up there; a young woman with pale skin, white, waist-long hair and red eyes, naked safe for a bracelet she wore on her leg.

“Shapeshifter.” she murmured, clearly hesitant, wary, not knowing if she should attack or no. Kurashi shook his head and knelt down beside the shivering fennec fox, a gentle smile on his face as he reached a hand out for the shapeshifter to take his scent.

“It’s just a child, isn’t it?” he murmured softly, his own, crimson eyes looking into the fennec’s. “Hey, don’t be afraid. We won’t hurt you, I promise. Are you lost, little shapeshifter?”

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For the life of him, he couldn’t figure out where he had ended up. All he knew was that he was playing with other shapeshifters, chasing each other around until they reached the exits of The Valley of Flowers. He had been hesitant to follow, knowing full well that going past that point could be dangerous and yet. Yet he followed them anyway which, later on, he would find to be a big mistake.

Atsushi sighed softly and looked around. He wasn’t sure if he was going in circles or if he just got even further from The Valley. What he was sure of, though, was that he was entirely lost, all alone and hungry. Just his luck.

With a small noise akin to a sad huff, the boy curled up at the base of the nearest tree. Maybe somebody would look for him?

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silxntrabiddog:

      It was simply too early for having such an abrupt movement right next to him and even in his own bed. Akutagawa turned his head warily to the boy, who shot up with eyes wide open the moment he moved away from him. Just a few little moments of observing the boy was enough for Akutagawa to drop his guards again.       Kurashi was reminding him of his younger self so much, it was almost painful. Akutagawa, too, used to wake up this way at the slightest movement or sound in or outside his room for a long time after he started living in this house. He never got rid of this habit completely.        "Good morning. Did you sleep well?“        Akutagawa murmured, stretching his body with a soft yawn. He would slap that dork for calling him "Master” again, but for now he just let it be. They will need to talk about a lot of things anyway. His dark-silver eyes moved back to Kurashi and observed him for a little while, before he stood up from the bed and took his clothes.       “Get up, wash yourself and come down into the kitchen, okay?”       With that the mafioso disappeared in a door to the bathroom and soon headed downstairs to get a cup of hot tea since his throat was itchy as almost every morning.

“Y-yes master...” 

Kurashi managed to murmur before Akutagawa disappeared from his sight, leaving the boy on bed and quite confused still. 

Get up.

That was easy enough. Kurashi hopped off the bed and just to be sure, made it up flawlessly, as he so often was made to do for the circus people - granted, they never had beds so nice and fluffy and warm as this one. 

Wash yourself.

Well, this was harder... Kurashi opened the door slightly and looked both sides before nervously moving towards where he remembered bathroom was, keeping to the wall, trying to make himself as small and quiet as possible. It was a skill all slaves picked up quickly - the less they see you, the less they beat you. 

...how was he supposed to wash himself, though?

Kurashi stood hesitantly in the bathroom, wondering what to do. Should he do what Master did to him yesterday? But, wouldn’t it be a waste of water? And besides, Master sounded like he was in a hurry. Even pouring the water into the bathtub would take ages. He could just try to splash himself with water like at the circus, but wouldn’t Master be mad if he flooded the floor? He didn’t see any wall that could be used in such a way; so apparently, it wasn’t something Master wanted him to do. 

The more he stood there, the more nervous and unable to decide what to do he became, and the more ashamed he was. He couldn’t even do a simple task like this by himself...

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godlikeschemer:

“I want to wash my kitten myself,” Izaya decided immediately, squeezing Kurashi’s hand softly and pulling him to the bathroom. He had nothing better to do, after all, and he liked playing with Kurashi as much as he could - in more ways than just one.

“I need to wash myself too so I hope you won’t protest against your Master getting into the bath with you. I want to play with you while enjoying some relaxing time.”

“That makes kitten happy~”

Kurashi purred, smiling over at Izaya as he led him to the bathroom. He waited for guidance, not knowing whether the raven would rather undress him, too, or should he do it himself.

“And definitely no protests here... remember? I’m yours now, you’re my Master... and kittens live to please their masters.” he purred again, smiling at Izaya. “So whatever Master wants to do with me, I will love~” 

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godlikeschemer:

“I see…” Well, that actually did make sense. He could already guess Kurashi had some unpleasant experience while ‘unpleasant’ was probably a really weak word in this case. But he knew better than ask right away and he knew better than assuming too much. He believed he might find everything out - one day. If Kurashi keeps interesting him enough.

“Thanks for explaining, such information helps.” Smiling, he kissed Kurashi’s cheek and then gave him a full, actually quite sweet kiss as a reward for doing what he wanted him to.

“Nnnn... with such reward?” 

Kurashi purred, chuckling as they pulled away from the kiss. He moved up onto the raven’s lap, straddling him as he wrapped his arms loosely around the raven’s neck. He was still somewhat hurting from the fucking he endured last time, but that didn’t mean his playfulness was gone. Quite the contrary. 

“It was my pleasure~” 

Ｌｉｍｅｒｅｎｃｅ

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tobe-ornottobe:

Pausing at hearing his nickname, he couldn’t help but feel his face flush slightly. He still wasn’t used to being simply called Will by the other, but there was something strangely sweet and endearing at that. Perhaps it was time for a small change of pace.

Something to refresh him might be best.. He was 27 years old, for crying out loud! He couldn’t waste this time just dilly dallying on politics, especially when he had someone who needed him. “Very well.” He speaks out, offering the other a warm smile.

“After dinner, what would you like to do? Go out by the beach, and watch the sun completely set? Perhaps a night on the town?” He says, humming. “Or simply cuddling in the livingroom, like you like so much?” He seemed pretty at ease with anything the other had planned.

It could be said that in their time together, Kurashi had taught Will that he didn’t always have to be bitter and hate-filled in order to not be hurt. He could be truly kind and caring, and have someone return the favor. In a way, like William had saved the boy, Kurashi had saved him in turn.

“I want to show you the garden.” 

Kurashi said quietly, smiling as he wheeled away towards the kitchen, already quite excited about their evening together. He set the table, with just a little help from William, and put their plates before them as he thanked for the food and ate, looking over at the man before him with softness in his eyes all the while. 

“...I finally managed to get the night stock to bloom. I want you to see it in the evening; when it blooms, it smells like nothing I’ve ever smelt before.” he said, excited in his own, sweet and quiet way. “And afterwards, we can do whatever you want. We can go to the city or just cuddle...” he blushed lightly, thinking about another thing - a little secret he had, that he hoped to tell William about in the garden, as they laid on the grass with night stock blooming around them. 

“...is it okay?” 

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tobe-ornottobe:

William glances over towards Kurashi and lets out a hum. “I’m not sure, and that’s the problem.” He says with a frown. “And who knows! Maybe there are deep secrets!” He shoots back, taking another ship of his tea, deciding to joke around to make the other laugh. “I don’t know about you, but this country makes a good cup of deep secrets.. And by that, I mean the tea.” He seems amused by his own joke, even though it was weak as best.

He didn’t mind the gentle touches at all, even seeming to allow them to take him from his previous grumpy brooding.

“From what I see, my countrymen are not your cup of tea at all.” 

Kurashi chuckled softly, shaking his head at the other’s attempts on making him laugh. It worked, though probably not in the way William intended. Kurashi wasn’t laughing at his joke, but rather at him, after all. 

“There has been a new report on both organizations, and the government.” he said easily after a moment. “I read them through since you weren’t home. Nothing terribly important, much less new from the last ones. I left it on your desk to check out later.” 

Kurashi wheeled away after that, breaking the soft touch of his hand on William’s shoulder as he moved to the kitchen. The whole house has been designed to adjust him, and so the raven could do a lot more here than just read reports. 

“I made dinner. You should eat something, Will... and then, for a change, spend some time with me. You’ve been head-deep in politics of all the organizations for weeks now, it can’t be healthy. You should take at least one evening off.” 

Will. It took Kurashi literally years to stop adding a honorific to William’s names - first he called him by his surname, the best he could say it, and then by his full first name. It was only when, one time, he fell off the wheelchair and William found him hours later, shivering under the shower and unable to get up on the slippery bathroom floor, when Kurashi first called him Will, and never since used another name. As the man carried him to bed, cold, naked and shivering back then, it was a small thing; but it felt as if he had saved him once more.

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godlikeschemer:

Izaya let Kurashi take those deep breaths he needed to calm down, his hands working on stroking his hair softly. It was wet from sweat but Izaya didn’t mind, petting his human kitten was still nice. 

When Kurashi said he would take the painkillers now, he pulled away just for a moment - just enough to take a glass of water and a pill. And then, he put the pill between Kurashi’s lips and gave him the glass with water, smiling unusually softly as he did so.

“I guess we’re going to bring your stuff here another day.”

“I have enough on me not to need my stuff too soon.” 

Kurashi purred, smiling after he swallowed the pill and drank the water. The shock of the rough fucking left him by now, and apart from soreness, he didn’t feel any bad effects anymore. The raven slipped off the counter, taking Izaya’s hand. 

“Wanna wash your kitten yourself, Master~? Or should I clean myself nicely for you on my own?” 

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godlikeschemer:

“I’ve been meaning to ask this for a while now but what do you get from being used and abused? This is probably the one part of masochism I haven’t comprehended so far. So if you could contribute with your views and feelings, it would actually help a lot.”

Yes, because Izaya was naturally curious and he was being very curious right now - both about the masochism and Kurashi himself.

For a moment after hearing the question, Kurashi stilled; he hated talking about himself, especially to his clients, especially of his past.

Then again... Izaya didn’t ask him for that. He could reply just as easily without letting him know anything at all. 

“...safety. If I had to say it in one word.” he answered with a little smile, calm and collected again. “There’s some sort of... reassurance in someone being completely in control of you. And the more they abuse that control, the more real it becomes for you. When you hurt me, only then do I truly feel I belong to you, and belonging to someone means not having to worry about past, present, future, it means not worrying about anything, not having to decide anything, not needing to bother myself with anything but you and what you tell me to do. It’s... safe and freeing, in its own, twisted way.” 

Ｌｉｍｅｒｅｎｃｅ

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tobe-ornottobe:

Throughout the years, William had kept his promise to the other, not harming the other’s adopted family as he had said, and even had let the other visit them if he so wished. It was hard at first, but William did find peace of mind that out in the cold, harsh world, there truly was someone he could turn to.

Upon hearing Kurashi’s voice, he calmly takes in a breath, taking a sip of the tea he had been brooding over for the last five minutes. “Simply pondering.” He replies, looking down at the liquid in the cup, though he does seem to lean on the other ever so gently, his eyes closed.

A medium-sized fluffy cat with dual-colored eyes hops up onto Kurashi’s lap and rubs against him, purring. It simply looked like Horatio wanted someone to pet him was all.

“That I already know. What are you pondering is the question.”

Kurashi smiled lightly, only for the smile to grow as Horatio hopped onto his lap, welcomed with scratches and pets. The raven adored the cat every since William has got him, and the cat seemed to return his feelings entirely. 

“I don’t believe the tea I made has such deep secrets hidden within.” he murmured, reaching one hand up to brush in a soft, gentle manner against William’s shoulder. “Is it Port Mafia again? Or the Agency this time?”