toxicgaysludge

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life been keeping me busy af w the move and all that stuff but i finally got time to sit down and cook. Im really loving this style rn but dont be surpised if my artstyle changes again LMAO

enjoy the girlboss ford in the second picture

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First YCH done! only 5 slots are remaining! ko-fi.com/c/e342cd61f2

The commission also includes a full separete image of the characters cutie mark if the commissioner wants one to be made!

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hey everyone! im doing a small YCH thingy on my ko-fi if anyones interested!

https://ko-fi.com/c/e342cd61f2

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hey guys sorry to reblog but ive ended up in a real tough situation and forced to move.

ive been essentially homeless since christmas due to a mold infestation in the apartment im renting (and high levels of radon) so ive been forced to couchsurf at my best friends place

ive managed to save up a good amount of money thankfully but i have not managed to save enough so im extending my discount!

I need to hit my goal of 750€ so if anyone wants to commission me id really appriciate that!

heres also a link to my ko-fi if anyone wants to donate, any bit helps!

ko-fi.com/toxicgaysludge

Heres my commission price sheet! Doing a discount to kick off this year! feel free to dm me or post a comment if you're interested c:

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yall should definitely consider commissiong yuki! Shes an amazing writer and also a great friend n goober!

Attention gravity falls enjoyers! I am opening emergency writing commissions because my cat needs meds and I’m poor!

I can write anything Gravity Falls-centric; AU, ship, NSFW, etc. I’m an English Lit masters student and I type 105 words per minute; you will have quality work within just a few days of commissioning and it’s for a very good cause 🥺

I will charge 1 cent per word, with a $10 minimum. So:

1,000 words for $10

5,000 words for $50

10,000 for $100

For NSFW, there will be a price increase. Expect it to go to 2 cents per word, but we can negotiate specifics on a case by case basis.

I will accept commissions until I reach $150 to cover cat med costs.

If you want an example of my writing, check out my work on AO3, linked on my profile!

And here’s some pics of my scrungly old lady

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commissioned to draw a xenomorph queen with rabbit features!

also small tip to yall, dont fuck up n merge your layers. keep your highlights and shadows separate from eachother 💀

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commission for

@hudie.bsky.social she wanted me to draw her pokesona and i had a lot of fun w it!

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the best way to clean your muse

(its still funny to do gif edits right?)

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First DND commission up! This character is drawn like a paperdoll style so she can easily have clothes and hairstyles swapped out easily

Was really fun to work on her and fiddle around with her jacket.

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Huge ass art commission i did for a friend and his friend. took FOREVER to make

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Heres my commission price sheet! Doing a discount to kick off this year! feel free to dm me or post a comment if you're interested c:

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Introducing a new AU and seeking naming suggestions! (Poll)

What if the axolotl showed up and dumped Bill off at the Mystery Shack, but there was something... wrong with him? What if there had been something wrong with him for over a thousand years, and the therapists had simply given up?

If that premise interests you, check out When I'm Sixty-Four on Ao3, updates frequently! Features Pines family bonding over questions of moral philosophy!

Big thank you to the artists who contributed their interpretations of this sad lil guy! Credits at bottom

Now, as for the name... I'm putting it up to a vote! If you have other suggestions, feel free to share!

Bill floating over hand: my resident artist, Boop!

Red sweater Bill: My #1 fan, @salmon-vive

Teeny tiny itty bitty Bill: my talented moot, @creatimations!

Fresh Off the Axolotl Bill: my very own mother (hen), @toxicgaysludge

Thank you, you amazing artists <3 <3

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Hes just a lil guy, too bad he's gonna get kicked down the stairs again This ford design is from @jellyskink's AU!

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goofy comic based on a goofy convo i had with a friend

(friend is called legosock on discord and mines mother hen goblin for some context)

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Is it true you're a chik-en?? :0

im not a chik-en, im a chkn

smh my head

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“Maybe finding a hidden box filled with items that he had made in honour of bill could set him off. The daily day to day life could be so different from what he's used to, that he could not be able to adjust to it and making him feel more isolated and out of place from everyone else.”

I was in a high-demand religion growing up, and I recently found my old scriptures. I found myself going through them, looking at all the notes I’d carefully written in the margins, passages I’d highlighted and underlined, old flyers and handouts carefully preserved in its pages.

I hate that religion now more than anything, it’s ruined my life, but part of me misses that old sense of purpose it gave me. I did/made incredible things—I WAS incredible, because a high demand religion kind of makes you act like a super-human (until you burn out ofc)

If I didn’t have the support system, interests, hobbies, and new sense of spiritual purpose that I have now, I could see myself wanting back into that cult despite how much it hurt me. It’s surprisingly easy to fall back into old thought patterns when you don’t introduce new sustainable ones

‘fuck X’ only lasts so long, you know? Eventually hate burns out and if you don’t have something new to love you might return to an old love, thinking this time it’ll be different—or even craving the parts you know you should hate

Idk this was quite the ramble and idk if I have a question. Just wanted to say cult relapsing is a real thing and I appreciate it being explored, especially with how hot you draw Ford I wanna slice into him 🤤

exactly!! and thats the scary part too when it comes to cults and abuse, its so easy to fall back into the mindset as you said, not only because its familiar and brings comfort. but because its something you know, and you know what to expect and what you can/need to do. You have a purpous as you said and the abusers knows exactly what to say to make you fall back and in line without hesitation.

im really glad that you managed to get away from that cult and i really hope you the best!

and dude feel free to yapp away im always down to listen! plus glad to hear ya like how i draw him because the struggle is real drawing that goddamn idiot-

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just a goofy thing i made when looking over @yukithefruity and @salmon-vive au's and compare them to mine

still working on mine but in the future im gonna post more details bout it hopefully