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oh clancy i love and miss u

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Tomorrow I'll keep a beat

And repeat yesterday's dance

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Plummet as I sing |-/

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even when i doubt you, im no good without you

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depression is literally going to be the death of me? i am not sewercidal (i am so awfully scared of death) but what am i meant to do. i cant function as a normal part of society, my anxiety attacks and depressive episodes are becoming more and more frequent. i've got a part time job for the summer while im off college, but even last summer i couldn't handle three days a week. three. how am i ever meant to work full time and fiction and do all of the things a person is meant to be able to do if i dont have amount of me to function for three fucking days a week.

my mum died two and a half fucking years ago and it's ruined me. i was mentally unwell before that but it's exasperated it all so badly and i feel pathetic. my older siblings were all in their twenties, either at the end of or out of college, all in their 20s/30s. i was fucking 18. they can all go about their days and do well for themselves and cope and here i am, yeah i got into college but what fucking good is it when i'm a solid 2:2 student.

i know i should be reaching out and getting help when i feel this upset and low but people don't care. they genuinely don't care ! no one texts me first in general, no one takes up on plans to meet up. all of my friendships are so fucking low maintenance on their side but i need more help

moving home for the summer again but it's not even home any more. my father is a full blown alcoholic for my entire life, i'm the only one who lives at home so i have to deal with it. it hasn't been home since the minute my mum died two and yeah i can go into the room she literally died in but what good is that to fucking anyone. i hate being here for college and i hate going home i just want somewhere i feel at peace but ill never fucking have it

sorry i am just so fucking sad

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THE BOYS IN THE STYLE OF ARCANE !! BECAUSE WE WIN AND WE WILL ALWAYS STAY WINNING

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even when i doubt you, im no good without you

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cutting his cake

sorry if he looks like a grown ass man and not 17 idc

sketch

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They should've made a 2d animated dsmp movie filled with love and passion dammit.

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Under communism the wait staff will not ask if Pepsi is okay. You will not even find out that's its Pepsi instead of coke until you take your first sip. Unless you train like me, to know the difference from the sound of the Fizz alone, that is the only way we can beat communism and I can teach you. Take my hand. Not like that you grabbed it gay. Stop. Giggles. I SAID STOP

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i'm currently unemployed... and i'm drawing again... coincidence?

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throws on a mask that will alter his face.

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with all the time we're spending running through the days

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i told you sooooooooooooo 🫡

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colored some sketches