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THE STAGES OF SAYING “I LOVE YOU.” - INSP

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MIKE & EL 4.03 | The Monster and The Superhero 4.09 | The Piggyback +

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Mileven Week 2022 |Day 7: Words

“El? I don’t know if you can hear this, but if you can, I want you to know that I’m here. Okay? I’m right here. And I love you. El, do you hear me? I love you. I’m sorry I don’t say it more. It’s not because I’m scared of you, I’m not. I’ve never felt that way. Never. But I am scared that one day you’ll realize you don’t need me anymore. And I thought that if I said how I felt, it would somehow make that day hurt more. But the truth is, El, I don’t know how to live without you. I feel like my life started that day we found you in the woods. You were wearing that yellow Benny’s Burgers t-shirt. And it was so big it almost swallowed you whole. And I knew right then and there, in that moment, that I loved you. And I’ve loved you every day since.”

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Reblog if you love Mileven💜

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Good Bye From Cynthia

So, I’m taking my leave of this fandom (HL, ex-HL, Rupert) for a ton or personal and some “professional” reasons…

At heart, here’s what I’d like to say: Homeland, from where we all came, is not healthy - cosmically (though I’m not actually that kind of girl, but it seems to fit), psychologically, emotionally, or fandomly (is that a word?). There’s no getting out with HL. It’ll always, always disappoint, break your heart, and mess you up. Gansa takes pleasure in it. It’ll always make you want to stab your eyes out. it’s been that way since the beginning, really.

Whether you’re rooting for Carrie as you go to sleep at night imagining a happy ending or a better leather jacket or whatever, or dreaming of Quinn on a beach with Astrid or Carrie or Julia - don’t give these guys the credit of your attention. This season is legitimately an abject humiliation of Carrie for which we’ve seen before. 

As a feminist I say this: Again, really? It’s horrifying that we hang around for it. I don’t even like Carrie very much but if there was a protest against a showrunner’s treatment of her, I’d show up. it’s absurdlly sadistic treatment. 

Seriously, is there anything, anything we haven’t seen before: bad mom drowning-your-baby, honey trapping mom with Aayan, bad mom with SWAT moving in I (S6), honey trapping with a bad guy II-III (I couldn’t be bothered to count the Brody transgressions I), bad mom with SWAT moving in II (S7), bad American working for the Russians (Allison, Dante), and Saul forever, constantly judging Carrie, always. LEGIT, IT’S ALL BEEN DONE BEFORE.

This show is authentically run by dudes who jack off to a bipolar girl who fucks and fucks up and fucks and fucks up and fucks and fucks up and fucks. It’s SUPER clear.

They don’t care about character development and will never did. They’re not capable.

Tens of thousands of tweets from super-smart women (I’m pretty sure we’re up to those numbers) and a protest in THR later - it’s clear that Gansa, et al don’t care about our pleas to explain this clusterfuck. And know, please know, that this is NOT how most shows are run. Most showrunners give a shit. Much larger and better shows than Homeland give a fuck about their fans and respond. I’ve done the research.

I credit the tons of girls on Twitter - friends and foes alike -  for getting there long before me. But on this Martin Luther King’s death date when he read this speech (tonight as I write this) 04/03/18, Peter Quinn feels particularly close:

And He’s allowed me to go up to the mountain. And I’ve looked over and I’ve seen the Promised Land. I may not get there with you. I want you to know tonight that we, as a people, will get to the Promised Land. And so I’m happy tonight; I’m not worried about anything; I’m not fearing any man. Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord.

MLK knew he would die. Quinn knew that too. This beautiful man who kissed his thumbs and crossed himself in church for Sandy while Carrie gave him shit.

In the meantime, MLK, wherever you are, forgive me for reducing you to this RIDICULOUS serial show. 

Here’s what matters to me: friendships were formed on the group blogs and the WhatsApp that I created - mostly single handedly -  to support HYH and Sara. Funny, we all came together for Quinn. Irony. That legacy will go on. 

God bless and thanks to you all!

Sending Love,

Cynthia

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This is just brilliant. 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

Welp, just-shower-thoughts is canceled :/

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Beaut ❤️

Betty after Jughead kissed her the first time vs. when Betty initiated their second kiss

#i stan (1) adorable couple

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These two though 💕

I bought those boat tickets the day I saw that You Tube video. I knew we’d need a back-up plan. The boat was actually Plan C. The church was Plan B and Plan A was marrying her a long, long time ago. Pretty much the day I met her.

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Beautiful ❤️❤️

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“I don’t care if anyone believes me! I am not going to stop looking for him until I find him and bring him home. I am going to bring him home!”

Chapter IV: The Body

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Amen.

insp.

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This was me post ST2. In a massive way 🙈

You know that empty feeling you get after you finish binge watching and entire show in less than a week and you no longer have any idea what to do with your life…. ya thats me rn

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Can’t cope with this cuteness.

bughead + love

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Yeah... me when I feel myself starting to ship a couple after watching a TV show. I’m always like.... uh oh. Tumblr, Twitter, fan fiction, fan videos. Hours and hours lost 🙈🙈

“uh oh” i whispered as i began to ship it

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Haha bless Finn!

you and me both, nic, you and me both.

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Thank you 😊 Shame the Homeland writers couldn’t hit the nail on the head with the direction of the plot in Season Five.... and even more so in Season Six. In 2014, Homeland was my favourite show. Now, I can’t even rewatch without feeling angry about what they did to Quinn.

Homeland is #1.

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I won’t be watching Homeland again. I was so excited for its return last year, once we knew Quinn was alive. Now, I couldn’t care less. The writers sacrificed story and character development for presumed political relevance. Utter shite and I will never, EVER forgive them.

Homeland is #1.