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BE UNPALATABLE / SHOW YOUR TEETH

[IMAGE ID: "changing your taste for the cissexuals' palate is to sacrifice your own tongue" in black text. there are wolves on either side of the text with a black border and white background. black stars and trans symbols decorate the image. END]

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I feel very bad and I'm trying to be okay but it's very hard. suicidal thoughts

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Ardbert clearly having the time of his life (in spite of complaining that Thancred is not being very sporting)

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day 1: light ( original prompts by @amyhayanora )

https://amyhayanora.tumblr.com/post/694423518268489728/i-was-thinking-about-this-years-inktober-i // comm info

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I'm not having a good time in fandom being trans

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Remember. When times are hard and the world is dark, there is always nasty transgender sex

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you’re god damn right there isn’t

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Now that my body is about to perish… you and I will have to join together!

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drawings for @waywardriot's vanven fic, Leap of Faith - the second story in his amazing As You Are series

ventus helps vanitas try a binder and clothes on for the first time (and aqua and terra help!)

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Greetings from Deep Space!

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another pride vanven ❤︎ 

vanitas and ventus (now on my shop as a print!!!)

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some kh pride requests i did <3

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so, there are people who never interact with straight ships, and that’s pretty easy to do, I think, in fandom

I’m like that with cis characters (or cis only ships) LOL I try to avoid visibly cis content at all times because after a while I realized it just triggered me bad (it took a long time to admit it was a trigger, and what do you do when you’re triggered by THE most common thing ever), and it makes fandom really hard to navigate, so after a while I just gave up engaging with it, other than coming out from under my rock, posting art and running away

it’s also a big, big reason why I can’t go on twitter anymore, because the muting system is very very very bad

it’s no one individual’s problem, I just wish fandom didn’t make me feel so lonely... certain fandoms have more trans stuff, which is really good. I just wish it was like that across the board

I often feel like a broken, selfish weirdo, but... I do... think it’s not that weird sometimes, especially when I remember so many people don’t like engaging with straight stuff

also, my partner is cis. it’s not that cis bodies trigger me, it’s cis content?? and if there were more trans works out there, I don’t think I’d get so depressed. it’s a mess of feeling lonely and invisible and cis stuff is just a constant reminder. like I’m okay for a while but then after a while I get triggered real bad seeing something cis and going so long without seeing something trans. I calm myself down and force myself to be positive, remember all the positive things, and then it eventually happens again

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some trans icons