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Ich glaube, der Fehler in der Geschichte bin ich.

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„Bin oft zu viel, doch nie genug.“

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Words do not describe the hate I have for myself

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I'm losing my mind

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I mean, you stop trying when you realize you'll never be enough.

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something i realized over the years is that despite wanting to kill myself, i don't actually wanna die. far from it actually. i want to live. i want to experience all the things i always wanted to do. i want to see the world. i want to look in the mirror one day and say "im happy i stayed". i want to get better. i want to live a life free from the shackles this mental illness has kept me in. but sometimes that darkness in my brain just overtakes that hope for a better future and all i'm left with is the thought that it will never get better.

— i want to live, but not like this.

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I can relate to this

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