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moms fave activity is saying she was going to pick up food but then didnt and its like do you want me to say thank you for having a passing thought like you didnt pick up food? gdfgdgd

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my mom is telling me if the power goes out i need to call the company for it and its just like greta you dont have a phone line and i dont have a phone with a dataplan if the power goes out i cant call anyone and shes doing this thing, been doin this thing where if i dont call itll be my fault the road doesnt have power? not this exclusively but this genre its up to me alone like she has plants and has been like SHOULD I BRING IT IN OR SHOULD I LET IT DIE UP TO YOU and im like theyre your plants how is that up to me? i dont think my singular action or inaction is affecting much when it comes to your personal decisions or how fast the electricity company may or may not get here when the power is like, on rn fdgdg

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im waiting for my mom to leave so i can make a breakfast a little more involved than a heated up bagel and shes taking her time today like she already smoked and drank its Just ten am and shes going somewhere today like hey?????? youre literally going to drive in a second???

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hearing my mom drink two bears and light up at nine am like girl

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why are you having a beer right now its 9 am!!!

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oh and smoking as much as possible least i forget

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mom crazy early like apparently be unpleasant as possible and drink like can you get a hobby or therapy thanks

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mom went to the store for herself and i kept being like we're out of milk hey we're out of milk and she ignored me the entire time and came back in without milk, this is after she used all the milk after saying that she didnt need any and now theres like this massive massive dish of tuna noodle casserole that used all the milk thats going to get thrown out cause neither of us eat something like that beyond a spoonful, like why couldnt you pick up milk at the store you just went to whats wrong with you?

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can we talk about something else

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my mom is on a fourth beer and its only ten am =_=

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my brother is finally well enough to go back to school so my mom's dropped whatever act she does like the first thing she does to do me is yell at me for having the a/c on like its been nearly 80 all week its 62 right now gdfgdfgd and then she turned the heater on crazy high, like i turned it down and gradually raised it like what an awful bully of a person!

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gdgdfg its 70+ degrees out still at night and my mom woke up and looked at the temp that the house is for a while before aggressively snapping the heater on, like it wont pick on, due to the fact it is 70+ out and the house is warm still and i have it turned down to like sleeping temp so its just like, running power for no reason fdgdfg like its your money to waste i guess

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like i dont want her to feel bad for eating cause she should be eating more its just she also uses it to be cruel towards me whether she does or not its so weird its like her default mode

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but shes been getting like too high too drunk to function by noon like at least three days in a row on going rn so i bet she just passed out instead of malding about being told off

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my mom was making toast like loud and aggressive i was surprised she didnt break something somehow like the plate the butter is on she didnt offer me any not that she ever does, so i cut myself a piece of bread and she basically told me to eat it with peanut butter which i dont like on warm bread and she knows that and i was like no thank you im going to have some butter, she then went out for more beer, came back and ate the entire thing of freezer cream puffs??? i thought she was thawing them for us to have together later, she then makes popcorn and uses the last of the butter for it, like again she never offers to share so shes eating a whole bag of popcorn herself--the bread this is also wild cause she acts like its a mortal failing to have bread and now we have like four loafs in the fridge fdgdgdf, she also made two quiches and ate most of one and was like here you can eat it out of the tin and i was like, im not going to do that thank you ill use a plate? after ALL that she came over here, made sure she caught my eye, opened the candy bag for halloween and took one and i was like why dont i put them in bags so we know how much we have? and she was like why dont you just give them one and i was like im going to put them in snack bags and she looked at me with wide like fully galled eyes like shes Never been so insulted gdgfdgfg and now shes fully quiet in her room after that and that was like (the bread, popcorn, cream puffs, halloween candy) all within 20 mins like doing that was like the touchdown the finishing touches to whatever rude thing she was doing in my direction cause that def was the intent the way she was acting about it and all the stuff she was saying, shes also making dinner i cant eat and she knows that which is whatever i can make my own food right, but its like, the stuff she is doing at my direction over it, mostly im like mildly annoyed gfd

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Hello, my name is Tahani, I am 31 years old, a mother of three children, my first daughter Sanaa is 7 years old, my second Hanan is 5 years old, and my youngest daughter hla is 3 years old. We live in the southern Gaza Strip, and my other half, my husband and support, lives in the northern Gaza Strip with his elderly parents.

Since the morning of 10/7/2023, our lives have turned into hell, and every day our lives get worse. We lived the most difficult days of our lives, and we were displaced and displaced 9-10 times. The occupation forced us to flee after destroying our home and destroying our private project, and we were left with neither a home nor a job. We left without knowing where we would go, without shelter, and to this day we do not know where we will go.

We sought refuge in shelters and relatives’ homes. My children and I are currently living in tents. I kept the key to my house in the hope that we would return to it. The nightmare came true in the bombing and detonation of our house, and our dreams became displaced.

My children and I would wake up to the sound of shells, missiles and bombs. My children and I lived days of fear, and when the house next to me was bombed, we were displaced, and I did not know where I would go with the children.

We are living a real famine in the Gaza Strip. My children and I went to bed many nights without food because there was no food available. We had to eat animal and bird feed because of the lack of flour. My children were starving and I was crying over them. Hunger was killing my children. This led to malnutrition and they started to show symptoms of stomach problems, diarrhea, and the spread of skin rashes in their bodies due to the spread of viruses. There is also a lack of cleaning agents and insecticides. There is also a shortage of drinking water, and when it is provided, it is not safe to drink.

My children cry every day because they don't eat fruits, vegetables, eggs, chicken and meat and I can't stand their crying. There is also a shortage of gas that has forced us to use fire in all aspects of life such as cooking, baking and heating water for bathing. We use solid waste to light fires because of the high price of firewood and its unavailability.

My children suffered from a severe health problem. One of my children was infected with severe pneumonia and was placed in the intensive care unit for a long time. After that, my children suffered from hepatitis due to malnutrition, and I was unable to treat them due to the high prices.

A year of war has passed and winter has returned with rain, wind and severe cold. We do not have any winter clothes or blankets to keep my children warm, and I cannot buy them because of the high prices. The tent has become worn out from the sun and has begun to tear, and I cannot buy new tents to protect my children from the cold.

That's why I'm begging you to share my story and post the link to help my children stay alive.

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #226 )✅️

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my mom is loudly on the phone with someone where shes bragging about her plant management how shes keeps the toxic plants away from the cats when in reality she puts them all in the literal space where they sleep like,,,,