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“It’s a bad day not a bad life”

No some of us just have bad lives and it’s why we kill ourselves

right… like i wish it was just one bad day

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Found out my ex lied to me about being a r*pist and so glad they never came to visit because I could've been next. I should've known when they mentioned their victim "couldn't be a r*pe survivor" and made them to be the perpetrator. I feel sick. - ♦️

so thankful they never visited but still is heart breaking to find out 💔

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I love how mental health awareness has become more commonplace, but I hate that a byproduct of that is it's even more difficult to express negativity or dark episodes without someone calling a crisis hotline on you. Sometimes I just need to talk about how I wish I'd die!! I'm not actually going to do anything!! I just need to talk!! To vent!! But the moment you say 'ugh I want to die' even casually someone's calling a hotline on you. Or worse, the cops!! It feels like thought / feelings police and it feels like no one's allowed to be mentally ill unless they're mentally ill in a sanitized, convenient way. People look at the mentally ill like problems to be solved, instead of people to commiserate with. I hate it.

Thanks for letting me spit this into your inbox. I needed to get it off my chest. It's been stewing for too long.

yes i had a friend call the police on me over a post i made that wasnt even me saying i want to die. i know people come from a good place (sometimes…) but its frustrating when you cant even speak about anything without people thinking you need to be institutionalized. and its also terrible bc this can be traumatizing especially with how police treat mentally ill people especially those are from marginalized communities

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Have you ever had a copycat? An ex of mine keeps copying me(or stalking me), whatever I post. I post one thing about something I like (i.e a super small company with a rare following), they do it too. I post a trauma post, they post it 10 minutes after me. I post something about what I got today, they do it too with something similar or the same thing. I could post something completely unrelevant and about something irl, and they'd do the same exact thing but reworded. Am I paranoid or being overdramatic or is this a coincidence? - 🌑🦇🌑

yeah i’ve had this happen. i know some people mirror (i’ve been guilty of this in the past) but from what it sounds they def are copying you 😭

i had a friend do the same thing where anything i did/posted they would do the same thing and it def got weird after a while

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Abuser: You're not my victim.

UH. Yeah the fuck i am. You ABUSED me and USED me. The audacity.

(I hope you've been okay, you haven't been around much.) - ♦️🔪

abusers always be playing dumb as hell

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Botanical [ 8 colors ]

Nature doesn't hurry, yet everything is accomplished.

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i have no mouth and i must scream

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Hi Fox, I hadn’t seen posts from you in a while and decided to visit your blog again, how are you doing?

i’m doing good!! i’m actually a little bit better and i’ve been working lately so i think that’s been helping me <33

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I just feel really unloved and alone. I wish somebody cared about me

i care about you

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It’s very scary that in Utopia USA❤️ queers are under so much threat and I have so many vulnerabilities about me - a had a group of 15 violent criminals try to rape me and bully me and my abusers are protected by the system. Is our government a cult? Because it looks like one to me…

i believe trumpism is a cult

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I will never understand why people sexualize trauma. Like why or how tf is that hot??? T-T

pisses me off so much. trauma isn’t sexy

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i still have the knife in my throat

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kinda wish trauma therapy had the same rules as a shop where if you break it you have to pay for it