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"they're a minor" "they're just a kid" being a minor isn't an excuse to abuse and traumatize people, dumbass. you're too focused on the fact that they're a kid and not holding them accountable instead of paying attention to the person who they hurt.

minors are just as capable of abusing other minors and even adults like anyone else. but this shit is always glossed over because "they're just a kid"

and just because someone is older doesn't mean that they're not capable of being abused by someone younger.

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"What once felt like safety now feels like destruction."

©Artist: @roseshrubs🔥

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the urge to scream feels sharp in my throat.

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All that’s left is the memories.

Spirits I Don’t Know

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softness is a privilege that some take for granted.

kink/porn/sexually centered blogs please stop interacting with this post. your content is triggering and I don't want my art posted alongside it

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There’s a mixture of pain and adoration.

Journal Entries

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Rainer Maria Rilke, Selected Letters, 1902-1922

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https://www.tumblr.com/traumatizeddfox/786898981118738432?source=share

OP is a terf :(

oh are they? ew

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if ur not “traumatized” and it’s all in “your head” then why does it keep u up at night

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you reached your check point!! it’s okay to take a break!! drink some water!! play your favourite game, draw, relax!!

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Is it normal to almost "miss" the abuse? I don't know what it is exactly but I find myself longing for something that caused me irreparable pain ... I absolutely hate what was done to me, but am I broken for wanting to go back? It completely changed the course of my life and ultimately destroyed me... So I ask – why do I want it back? It makes me feel disgusting. But I still see myself yearning. Am I alone in this?

yeah i think it’s normal for victims to miss the abuse. sometimes for us it was our normal for so long that we miss it. it also can add to the part of our brain that crave that destruction. i look at soldiers who after the world wars would go out of their way to cause fights because they missed that destruction. maybe you felt worth something and need that rush.

there’s also trauma bonding where maybe it wasn’t always bad. the abuse cycle. sometimes abusers aren’t 100% evil- they might have told you they loved you after, etc.

it’s very normal for victims to feel this way and it doesn’t take away any of the abuse and ur still valid even if u love ur abuser