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My attempt at drawing a VN pose for Lapis Lazali, tell me what you think!

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A lot of shared sentiments here that are hard to come by

If you're a CSA survivor, then why would you make an incestuous family..?

like on a personal level or are you talking about in general cus in general, it’s a coping mechanism. if you wanna know more details, feel free and read the openings my comics when they come out. they’re all gonna be free (aside from those who want the HD versions with bonus content TBA) and every chapter is gonna have a whole mini essay about the content within it and where it came from for me personally. it’s too complicated to get into here, and i could (cough) quite literally write a novel (cough) on all the reasons why someone would do this, but it’s just best to read those openings if it’s really that much of a concern to you.

it’s like, WAY too complicated. fetishes arent things we decide for ourselves. i was abused and ended up sexualizing my abuse, so this is how i cope! im good at it, it entertains others, its safe, no one is getting hurt, and it’s super helpful towards my mental health. i used to be suicidal because of my trauma. 

When it all boils down to it, i made an incest family because i know other people like me are out there. maybe not a whole lot. but feeling alone is the worst. i wouldn’t wish it on anyone.. i just want anyone else who has sexualized their trauma to know that they aren’t monsters for having feelings for their abusers or for having a positive attachment to their trauma. we know it’s wrong and we spend our entire childhoods wishing we were dead because of it, so getting a chance to just let incest be okay in a fake little world where no one can get hurt is just nice. it’s escape. it’s fantasy. that’s the point.

like.. everyone has an opinion of us fetish porn lovers and creators. but we’re human beings, not spectacles that are up for debate. just because our coping mechanisms arent ideal for others doesnt mean we shouldn’t be allowed to use them.. i think that people take porn too seriously anyway. i think that porn should be more open and honest and full of discussion. and i think that porn should be more diverse and weird and funny too. laughing is jsut as good for you as cumming is! hahahaha

heheh. plus, they all look like me during different stages of my life and i am really into this self love image that i’ve got going on right now. ive been having more sex with my partner (i say more as if i was having any sex at all lmao), taking more showers and doing more personal grooming, and some days, i even wear more than just pj pants and a t shirt. so i think that the weavers are really changing my life for the better right now.

i have butt loads of bonus content to consider for the paid version comics. and im always ready to hear what you guys would like to see as a piece of bonus content as well! if anyone has an idea for what they’d like to see for bonus content, feel free and suggest them. :)

wait what was the question? i got distracted by my weaver excitement. ;p

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Dammit, Dipper! Let the woman work!

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Something tells me "Daddy" won't be as excited if he makes his way around front 😅

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WARNING ABOUT A REALLY NASTY NEW VIRUS.

Meet CryptoLocker. It’s your worst nightmare. A lot of antivirus software, including the big names, cannot yet detect or stop it. If your computer gets it, CryptoLocker takes all your files hostage by encrypting them and giving you a certain amount of time to send a certain amount of money to the man behind the virus.

The encryption is very tidy, and so far seems uncrackable (well, crackable, but it might take a couple centuries). If you tamper with the virus itself, it will pretty much self-destruct and take everything with it. And the way the money is transferred, the dick programmer behind it all for the moment is pretty much uncatchable.

YOU CANNOT GET RID OF THIS VIRUS WITHOUT COMPLETELY WIPING YOUR COMPUTER. YOUR ONLY CHANCE IS PREVENTION AND PREPARATION.

Back up your computer to something like an external hard-drive, or even an internal hard-drive that you just take out and stuff away somewhere for safe keeping. Make sure your antivirus is up to date, avoid skeevy sites, and don’t open random emails. DO NOT download email attachments unless you know exactly what it is, because that seems to be how this is primarily being transmitted.

You can learn more about it here.

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Message Received (Lewd Version)

Message Received (Lewd Version) | scholord [pixiv] http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=61774688

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A slight reimagining of when Connie walked in on my two favorite gems.