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even tho she came fast, karma came faster

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everything could have changed

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wum wum

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feels💔💔

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I was so in love with you that I forgot I even existed.

R.D.

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no matter what i say or do, i’ll always just be a caged bird. i long to fly around the world; to have the tip of my wings graze each and every ocean; to have my feet hop through every desert and every mountain. i want to sing my songs of freedom and love, letting it echo throughout the day and night. i want to live all my days adventuring all i can, letting the wind be my guide. perhaps they would remember me as the one who let her heart soar, wouldn’t that be lovely? the sky is supposed to be the limit, but it seems that for me, these chains will forever be all that i know.

— caged bird // Samantha T.

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U ter

u ter i gjithi

dhe zemra iu therr

trupi iu dridh si me pas ndodh termet

e ne at qast e kaploi frika

e shpirti filloi ti dhemb

me ne fund e kuptoi edhe vet nmomentin qe ajo i kishte jap fund me te vertet gjithqkaje,se ajo kishte vazhdu perpara pa te

u shkri ne lot per ate qe kish humb por mos ishte pak vone?

mos ndoshta koha se priti me e i zemerthyer qendronte tani

ajo qe sheru

ajo qe sheru nga gjith gjembat e trendafilave tvyshkun qe i kish dhuru

qe kopshtin e zemres se saj e kishin helmu

ajo qe sheru kompletisht e tani veq po rritej po rritej duke vezullu me bukurin e saj

fyti iu ngulfat nmomentin qe ajo preu floket e saj tshendritshem

se ne at qast ajo pat vendos me ndryshu

ne at qast ajo la mbrapa gjith boten duke u shperngul diku tjeter

e sot ajo shpesh kalon para hijes tij

ku keto dy hije bashkohen po spreken me

e syt e tij kerkojne ngrohtesine qe dikur ajo ia falte pa ngulmim

preu gjith vendet qe vizitoheshin nga ata por tani qene vetem muze tmbyllura si papafingo

tanime edhe ngjyra e syve tsaj kish ndryshu e kohes i qe pershtat

tkulluem e mbytes si dallget e jetes

ai qe bere gjysem nga malli per tbukuren qe kish pas po spat qene burr tluftoj per te

qe verberuar nga fakti se ajo po mundte te jetonte pa te

e po e vriste

po e therrte thell ntrup

po gjakonte i teri

gjakonte i teri para saj kur pa se ajo gjindej mu aty e bardh si mjellma dhe e lehte si pupla

tanime ishte zemra e tij qe po lengonte

nqastin qe ajo e pa si te panjohur

me ne fund mundi tkuptoj qdo te thot

te perjetosh at dhimbje

duke u djegur e venitur per dike qe do

por qe per te me nuk ekziston

e bardh qe bere ajo e ftohte sikur bora

pikerisht pershtatej emri i saj me dimrin

ai qe pendu por koha iken e spret

e ajo po lulzonte e po lindte me diellin e perendonte me agim

gjersa ai po digjej nduart e tij

e ngabimet qe e shkrumuen ma shume ate se sa shpirtin e saj

shpirtin e saj qe i linte mbresa

shpirtin e saj tbukur qe as ne enderrime si perket ta quaj te tijen me

denim qe i beri vetes duke e qliruar tbardhen krejtesisht nga e zeza

mallkimin nga mrekullia qe e shpetoi perjete

e tash vajton

vajton se e meriton

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"And"- I said while my heart ached and my hand shaked ,"you should know that I will always love you-and I will always remember the way you also did"-and everything seem the end of the world when I said"I don't know if I ever will stop loving you but I know that you still love me"

Four months from now I still don’t know why I said that to him,if u love someone you can't leave them as same as my heart can't leave my feelings for you..

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“Nothing is so painful to the human mind as a great and sudden change.” - Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

via @the-book-diaries

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“Maybe one day,one day our eyes will have the courage to meet again”