What she means: Troye Sivan left youtube without any sort of goodbye. Like I know he's growing up and away from that quirky and cute 19-year-old, I still feel we were a part of him and maybe even got him started. Now he's blond and acting all older and I know I should be proud and there for him it's just he kinda just pressed the whole delete button on his past life and I'm not okay with it but I still love him.