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Hi guys, I don’t really use tumblr anyone but I felt it necessary to share this as I still have a lot of followers to share this with.

A girl at my school named Sara has recently gone missing (in the North County San Diego area) and we must gather the help of as many people as possible to find her. By spreading this information, we can insure that many people will be looking out for her and increase the chances that we will find someone who knows anything about her whereabouts.

If you know any information about Sara’s current state, please contact her family as soon as possible through the instagram account @missing.girl.sara.bustillos or the Facebook page Missing: Sara- San Diego County. More information is available on these pages as well.

Please take a few seconds to reblog this post so as many people as possible are aware of this situation. I hope we can help reunite Sara with her family soon.

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I’m scared

I’m scared to lose my home. I don’t really care if all of my possessions go up in smoke but I’m scared to lose memories of a place where I’ve been for so long. I wish I could say that as long as I have my family, I’ll be okay. But that isn’t true. Having my family will make things much easier but the fear of losing almost everything I’ve ever known makes it hard to breathe. I leave home and I automatically want to go back because I don’t know if it’ll be the last time I go back. My friends have lost their homes and their schools. I’m praying that it doesn’t happen to me as well because, as much as I don’t want to seem selfish, I don’t want this to be happening. I wish I could go back to Sunday night, fall asleep again, and wake up the next morning to wish my friend happy birthday without seeing all of the news about the fires.

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Sonoma County and Napa

Alright, so there are currently about 6 fires surrounding this area. Tens of thousands of people have been evacuated from their homes. All I ask is that you pray for them. I don’t care whether your religious or not. I don’t care what God you believe in. All I’m asking you to do is send some thoughts for those affected by this. And while you’re at it, pray for the victims and families of the Vegas shooting. Pray for anyone who needs it. Just send some good thoughts to someone who needs them. Thank you.

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The truth hurts.

Well that’s not always true.

The truth doesn’t hurt when you find out that the guy you love loves you back.

It doesn’t hurt when he gives you butterflies in your stomach every time he looks at you.

It doesn’t hurt when he gives you a smile that’s like the sun.

It doesn’t hurt when he kisses you for the first time,

Or when he makes you feel like you’re the only thing that matters.

It doesn’t hurt when he holds you and tells you that you’ll be okay.

It doesn’t hurt when he tells you that he never wants to let you go.

The truth hurts when your worst fears come true.

When the one who said he’d never leave, finally leaves you.

When he comes back weeks later to tell you he wants to be friends.

When every time you see him, you are reminded of all of the little moments.

When you realize that you aren’t the reason he smiles.

When he tells you to move on,

But when you try, he tells you he still loves you but that he’s fallen for your best friend.

When months pass and you realize that you would give anything to be with him again.

The truth is, we can’t control how the truth makes us feel.

It breaks us down and leads us to our worst moments.

It brings our worst fears and crushes us to the point where you can’t breathe.

It makes you want to laugh.

It makes you want to cry.

It makes you want to end it all.

It makes you give him another chance,

Only to hear that another girl made him happy while you were together.

It makes you forgive him,

Only to lose him again a month and a half later.

It makes you try and make him happy,

Even if you’re dying inside because you can’t tell him how you really feel.

It makes you say stupid things aloud when you’re around him,

Hoping you’ll get some sort of emotion that proves to you that he still cares.

It makes you break down into tears when you hear that he has feelings for another friend.

It makes you lash out at him, tell him you don’t want any reminders of what you once were.

It makes you tell him that your time together should be forgotten.

It makes you tell him that you would never want to get back together again,

All the while you’re dying inside because you know you’re losing him.

It makes you apologize the next day and tell him that you want to talk.

It makes you give him once again another chance.

It makes you stay up talking to him until 3 in the morning.

It makes the “I love you” and the “I miss you” come out.

It makes all of the emotions from the past few weeks spill out onto your screens.

It makes the last few months with him a thousand times better.

It makes you appreciate the good and work through the bad.

It makes you realize that you never want to lose him again.