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15/04/2025, 07:41 IST.

My mom is sick today, so I couldn't study at all. I'll study a bit during night... so yeah, had to keep myself accountable and hence posting.

[tryingmanarchieve]

14-04-2025 00:20 IST (next date- Midnight).

The above is my Time journal.

Things I achieved today:

Learnt discounting of cashflows and everything about time value of money which took around 07:46:06- YTP time.

Things I wanted to do, but couldn't- solving the questions.

I'll do solve those questions just after waking up tomorrow and then proceed to the PM (performance management) topics.

Things I could do better?

Not really, I did what I could today. Yeah, I didn't solve the questions, but not because I wasted a lot of time but the fact that lectures for the entire chapter took a major chunk of my day.

I didn't give in to any bad habit- doom scrolling, or whatever.

Task completion rate?

100%

[tryingmanarchieve]

Sun, Apr 13, 25, 10:52 IST

The above is my time-work journal.

Things I learnt today:

I study better when I don't over plan things.

Watching lectures passively is the worst mistake you can make in an online /recorded learning environment.

The more I delay solving questions, I suffer more.

Things I covered today

Cost volume profit analysis lectures.

Reflecting on the concepts by typing it in my own words.

Solving exam kit questions of working capital and cash management in FM.

Things I'm proud of doing today:

Starting to learn actively.

Facing my fear of solving questions on my own.

Not giving in to any cheap urges like giving in to screen lust.

I'm looking forward for a better tomorrow.

[tryingmanarchieve]

I'm a weird kind of Loverboy. I find kindness cute.

I'm a strange kind of Loverboy— the type who finds kindness unbearably cute.

When a random stranger on the internet says "Good night, sweet dreams," I fall for them for a microsecond.

Just a flicker. A soft sigh.

But I’m also distant enough to not fall in love even after talking for years.

Weird? Yeah... pretty much.

Pretty much too starved to receive love. Pretty much too scared to give it.

[tryingmanarchieve]

Introduction

This isn’t a page about success. This is a page about trying.

I’ve been failing at habits. Exhausted by my own patterns. Still haunted by the man I don’t want to be.

But I know who I want to become — even if I’m nowhere close yet. This is my archive. For every time I fall. And every time I get back up.

I’m not here to sell advice. I’m here to tell the truth. This space is for the man I’m becoming. Not perfect. Not finished. But moving. About me?

23, Somewhere, in between INTJ and INFJ, accounting student (Pursuing ACCA full time).