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《 I will get to Adam stuff eventually, but I'm honestly considering writing my older ocs again considering how they're on the brain for...reasons. :3c 》

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I need to draw Adam and co. again because it feels like it's been ages

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Another line I'm not 100% sure on

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Andi: *cutely ponders what happens if Adam dies in hell*

Adam: *internally flipping the fuck out because he had no clue he was dead until Andi mentioned it*

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It feels like ages since I've used my Tuesniverse OCs; I want to write them again

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...Mobster Adam

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Don't think I've forgotten how cute Quincy and Addie are together...bc I haven't

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I can see Adam feeling morally conflicted because his dad is literally a hero and he doesn't want to be a disappointment, but he's afraid that he'll be separated from Andi when he dies if he's "too goody goody".

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𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒

“ am i not good enough? ”  

“ you’ve been so quiet. what’s on your mind? ”  

“ why did you help me? ”  

“ who do you fight for? ”  

“ why do you hate me? ”  

“ have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? ”  

“ you’re not dating anyone, are you? ”  

“ i’ve got your back, okay? ”  

“ where do you think you’re going? ”  

“ how long have i been asleep? ”  

“ are you going to kill me? ”  

“ why can’t i come with you? ”  

“ we all have secrets, don’t we? ”  

“ did you want to be alone? ”  

“ why should i trust you? ”  

“ wait. did you hear that? ”  

“ promise me? ”  

“ why are you talking like we’ll never see each other again? ”  

“ do you remember anything at all? ”  

“ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say? ”  

“ you wanna know what your problem is? ”  

“ may i have this dance? ”  

“ can i ask… what happened? ”  

“ how many people have you killed? how many? ”  

“ do you ever hear yourself? ”  

“ would you run away with me? ”  

“ could you be happy here with me? ”  

“ you can’t or you won’t? ”  

“ you slept with them, didn’t you? ”  

“ well, how do i look? ”  

“ after all you’ve done how can i possibly trust you? ”  

“ why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of? ”  

“ what did they do to you? ”  

“ so why’s it so important anyway? ”  

“ where have you been? ”  

“ why are you looking at me like that? ”  

“ why did you come? ”  

“ what are you doing out here by yourself? ”  

“ is… that my shirt you’re wearing? ”  

“ you… don’t like me very much, do you? ”  

“ why does it always have to be a fight with you? ”

“ why can’t you look me in the eye? ”  

“ can you forgive me? ”  

“ what if i never see you again? ”  

“ you were going to leave without saying goodbye? ”  

“ how about a little midnight snack? ”  

“ are you… smelling me? ”  

“ how did you get this scar? ”  

“ what do you want in exchange for it? ”  

“ what did you want to tell me? ”  

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I decided to reread the other replies and I find it funny how Andi strikes poses and calculates their moves carefully, but as Adam's walking away from them, he'd latch onto that one moment where Andi is laughing with their little raptor arms.

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{⚡️} It doesn't take long for Adam to drown in his deep ocean of guilt. Someone who truly didn't care about anything or anyone wouldn't be tearing up from these accusations. He can't even bring himself to say anything as Andi gives him the verbal lashing he deserves.

Adam doesn't know anything about Andi—at least, nothing deeper than what some random passerby could see on a surface level. He supposes he now knows Andi doesn't like being kissed out of nowhere, but who would? His judgment was so clouded that he jumped to conclusions he shouldn't have. He didn't have that reaction the first time Andi called him "babe", why did the second time feel so different? Because they put their finger under his beak? Because they purred? Neither of those things were invitations for a kiss and he wouldn't have invaded their personal boundaries if he could actually think in that moment. They were flirting, sure, but playful teasing wasn't on the same level as stealing someone's first kiss!

There's absolutely no way in Hell someone as alluring as Andi could go their whole life without a single kiss...but they did. Adam hurt Andi, regardless if he meant to or not. He can't keep blaming them for his mistake.

"You're...you're right. You weren't asking me to kiss you and I just lashed out at you because I didn't want to admit to myself that I was stupid enough to develop feelings for someone this quickly. If I convinced myself you were leading me on or 'tricked' me into kissing you, I could pretend my walls were as impenetrable as I thought they were. I could dismiss the butterflies in my chest because they're just a product of deceit. I could move on with my life and not be afraid of something like this happening again."

Life would be so much easier if Adam was numb to all emotions. Dimauri wouldn't have made such a horrendous error. Unlike Adam, Dimauri knows better than to form attachments to other people...even his own son. All Dimauri cares about is his job and he seems like he has everything together.

Unfortunately for Adam, turning off his vulnerability wasn't an option for him. No matter how much he wants to throw his heart away, that wasn't who Maddie raised him to be. He's more like his mother than he's willing to admit and Andi just made that blatantly obvious to him.

"It's not an excuse for what I did and I don't expect you to give me another chance. In fact, I'd be surprised if you still want anything to do with me. I honestly don't get why you gave me your valuable time to begin with. I'd say that I'm sorry, but I know that doesn't mean shit."

Adam wouldn't be opposed to learning more about Andi, but he lost that privilege when he kissed them out of nowhere. If not then, he put a nail in that coffin with his emotional outburst. He's just going to have to get over Andi...which will be harder than he wants to believe it'll be.

"I'll just go...that way, you can forget about me and have the first kiss you deserve."

Taking his hands off of Tiny, Adam starts walking away. He's not sure where he's going or how to get back home, but he can't stay here. If that means he's about to put himself in grave danger, so be it. {⚡️}

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{⚡} Adam’s eyes light up when he notices he elicited the same flusterment he had felt because of their advances. There’s a smile on his face—a wholesome smile, a naive smile.

He never thought someone could ever fall in love with someone as hideous as him, but now he’s found someone who feels just as infatuated as he does. He’s found the needle in the hay stack, the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, the thing he didn’t think existed.

“Ah, I believe you have two eyes. Two gorgeous mismatched—”

And then Andi snaps.

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「 ☆ 」   Is it possible to feel both pity and utter exasperation for someone? Because if so, then Andi is feeling that tenfold… With the environment they’ve grown up in, it’s no surprise that they aren’t accustomed to seeing such blatant displays of weakness. Not in front of someone you just met, anyway. And while this does show an emotional honesty that is rather refreshing— and dare-say trustworthy, a rare thing to find —Andi can’t help but acknowledge that this poor boy is going to be devoured alive if he doesn’t get a grip. Literally, metaphorically, and every way in between… Because while they understand the emotions overflowing towards them, they also understand that—

Adam doesn’t have a fucking clue what he’s talking about or who he is accusing.

Fur bristling with indignation at the onslaught, fists clench at their sides and ears flatten against their skull, a mixture of guilt and anger threatening to make them sick. Tail lifted up to flag a bright scarlet underside in an instinctive display of unease, warmth doesn’t fade from their face as they regard the boy- even if they’re certain a bigger part of it now has to do with their boiling-blood. Still, cheeks puffed as they physically hold back a very Alastor-Worthy threat— deciding that despite it being a bluff, they should refrain from any more vivid ‘outbursts’ —Andi emits a frustrated huff, before curtly turning to focus on Tiny as well. Brows lowered, a glare worthy of slicing through exterminator steel itself is aimed at the shadow’s side.

❝  I should knock your stupid mouth right off your presumptuous face…  ❞  Andi snips, unable to swallow that retort before adding in a taut tone,  ❝  Give a damn? You’re actually saying I don’t give a damn about you… Heh— That’s real fucking rich coming from someone who couldn’t give LESS of a damn about me.  ❞  Wiping at their eyes, a hand grabs Tiny’s side, holding onto the shadow as if grasping thick hairs to help ground themself,  ❝  You don’t even care. You don’t even realize you’re not the only person here. You… You shallow-minded, self-absorbed, piece of shit!  ❞  

Head snaps to look at Adam, tears brimming as Andi spats,  ❝  You don’t love me, asshole! You don’t even KNOW me! If you did, then you’d never have pulled that shit! And that’s how I know you don’t care about me! You just saw something pretty who would give you the time of day and that’s all that mattered…  ❞  Cheeks flushed with frustration, arm harshly wipes at their eyes again,  ❝  What makes me happy? What makes me sad? What scares the shit out of me? What do I need but won’t ask for? What do I value more than anything in the world? Hell, I’ll give you an easy one— what’s my favorite color?  ❞  Questions fly fast, Andi’s fur bristling indignantly with each fervent one.

❝  You can’t love someone you don’t know!  ❞  

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I just noticed the Andi reply in my notes and I'm working on the reply rn, but I wanted to post an idea I had for it that I'm probably not going to use—

Adam: "You're right about me. I'm a jerk and an asshole who doesn't care about anything or anyone—"

[Someone is in desperate need of help]

Adam: *helps the person out and then goes back to making himself out to be a monster because bby boy thinks his Self Sabotage is necessary to protect both him and Andi*

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EMOTIONALLY CHARGED SENTENCES STARTERS

❝  i need you.  don’t you get that?  ❞

❝  i’m right here.  i’m always here right in front of you but you never see me!  ❞

❝  you’re my person.  ❞

❝  no,  i don’t wanna have to talk to anyone else right now.  i just want you.  ❞

❝  i know you’re busy and i don’t want to bother you i just—  can i just sit here with you while you work?  ❞

❝  are we okay?  ❞

❝  honestly,  i’m always there.  in my head.  the scars on my body might’ve healed but i never really walked away from it.  ❞

❝  do you want me to make the others leave?  or we could go,  get some fresh air.   ❞

❝  look i’m not coddling you,  i’m just trying to help.  i wanna take care of you cause i,  you know— care about you.  ❞

❝  alright,  here’s your coffee.  are you ready to talk or should i find something to ramble about for a few minutes?  ❞

❝  eventually,  you just gotta learn to let go of the past.  it’s always gonna hurt,  but you can choose when to start focusing on something other than the pain.  ❞

❝  hey,  just breathe.  look at me— look at me.  in and out.  breathe with me okay?  ❞

❝  keep your eyes on me—  just focus on me.  we’re gonna be okay.  ❞

❝  no,  i’m not okay.  nothing is okay.  it never is.  but that’s just how i function most days.  so i’ll be fine.  ❞

❝  i’m not gonna pretend anymore.  i’m still fucked up from it all and i don’t know when it gets better.  ❞

❝  if you keep waiting until you’re done ‘working on yourself’ before you let yourself be with the person you love,  you’re never gonna be with them.  and they’ll find someone else who is brave enough to give them a chance to love them exactly how they already are.  ❞

❝  why do you stick around?  what is it you think you see in me?  ❞

❝  not everything needs an explanation.  i care about you.  i don’t have to sit here and figure out why.  i just do.  so maybe you should try just accepting it too.  ❞

❝  i don’t need your permission to fall in love with you.  you don’t gotta love me back,  but it isn’t gonna stop me from being here when you need someone.  ❞

❝  you love me too much.  i know how that sounds but—  fucking hell.  you shouldn’t care that much about someone like me.  ❞

❝  i don’t care if loving you hurts me.  the world already has enough pain to dole out for no reason,  at least i’ll have gotten these scars from something beautiful.  ❞

❝  if people can hate for no reason,  than i can love for no reason too.  ❞

❝  one day you’re gonna need me and i’m not gonna be there to fix it.  ❞

❝  no,  i can’t fix everything for you this time.  it’s your mess.  clean it up.  ❞

❝  i dunno who taught you that love comes with conditions and limitations,  but mine doesn’t.  not when it’s you.  ❞

❝  i don’t know how to ask for help i just— i’ve never had anyone to ask for help from before.  so…this is me trying i guess.  i need it and i’m afraid to ask for it.  that’s the best i can do.  ❞

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I’ve seen this sentiment elsewhere, and I love it, so I’m going to reword it here: this young woman was so bored and over horny Lord Byron and his boring bullshit, she was like, “I need to get away from these dorks and do something entertaining with myself.” And Frankenstein (and science fiction) was born.

Science Fiction exists because a teenager got fed up with some creep and his bullshit. That’s just magnificent.

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Had to draw her wearing cat ear headphones

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Go on anon and pretend to be my muse’s child. @Adam: “Let’s be isolated, introverted freaks together! The sun’s bad for us anyway, and I’ve got this cool new game we could play for my stream followers! I’ve already got, like, 10 of them, and there’s more to come! We won’t be “sus” to fellow indoor freaks, if you know what I mean!” Adelaide winks at her father. << Sus is a reference to the newfangled Among Us game the children are playing! I’m not sure if it’d already come out in Adam’s day? >>

{⚡} "We? As in, you want me to be on stream with you?"

Adam should have seen this coming. Adelaide isn't embarrassed of him yet, surprisingly enough. His daughter's following is pretty large...at least, from Adam's perspective. Why would she put that at risk?

"Are you sure your stream followers won't mind me being there? I don't want to drive any of them away..." {⚡}

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Since Adelaide can't be out in the sun for too long, I can see her having an indoor hobby like playing video games on a livestream.