Can't be on Tumblr when I know certain people loves to stalk me, see what I reblog and send me shit for it. I repeatedly get harrassed for liking certain things and I can't take it anymore. Especially since they're from a person I used to respect. Congrats you two. Finally got another 'toxic' person off of your tags eh? Well don't need to worry because I won't ever be on here or that tag again.
Don't wanna be here? Send us removal request.
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It's been a long time. How is everyone doing?
For me, staying completely out of Tumblr for a while have been the better choice of me. I've found solace in PSO2 and I've gained a bit of confidence and positivity since I started playing which is good for me I suppose, I stress way less over people writing hate about me under a read more and made me feel like an outcast of the fandom, among a lot of other things which I won't mention because I'm not here to write/think about things that will put me in the same anxiety as before.
The main reason why I'm making this post is to apologize to everyone whom I am/was true friends with from Tumblr, you see, things were really tough for me last year... People I considered friends betrayed me more than many occasions, spitted things without me knowing, turned against me because of a rumor, or previous friends not knowing when to back off when I needed space. I constantly got hate asks about things I liked and despite turning Anonymus off, there was someone making an account just to send me shit. I got sick of it. People claimed that they loved me but all I saw was their actions which contradicted in their words. I became more and more depressed due to real life situations, Doctors telling me everything is okay and therefor I can live with these tremendous ongoing pain, family breaks, a person I do not ever want to see again became pretty much a permanent guest in this house, then a breaking point where I had suicidal tendencies everywhere. Everything became unbearable and then a major incident happened which made me leave the fandom for good(or idk, maybe I'll come back when I hear better words of the fandom.) I was way too stressed over that as well. That was tbh a major blow and I honestly don't care if that certain person will say that I'm taking on a victim role (Most likely, knowing what the person writes..) but that honestly was the point where I did not know who to trust or turn to.
So leaving and not knowing who I'd stay in contact with that didn't dislike me, I deleted nearly everyone off of everything I ever knew, and if that hurted you, I'm sorry. Truth to be told, I miss the fun we had. Skype calls, chatting and being just wonky batshit crazy over the slighest idea popping up in our minds. I hope that one day we can have that again, that is, if you guys forgive me for just completely cutting things off without as much as an explanation. Just know that I wasn't mad at you or didn't like you or anything like that.
Nobody probably cares but yeah, I had to write it. If you want to talk, feel free to readd me to skype or something. Or line if you got that. Or Facebook. Whichever works.
Take care.
#tbh I felt uneasy coming here again after that#but yeah situations and stuff#idk if I'll be active on this blog but I have too many good memories on Turk to delete#and maybe one day I will be who knows#anyways have a shitty apology or label me as something crap
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I'm switching to another Tumblr account. I can't find solace in the fandom anymore, everything is so.. negative about it nowdays. It's not the fandom itself, but certain people have driven me away with their hypocritsy of what this thing called opinion really is.
Before everyone started fighting for the slightest things, I had fun. Doing textures were fun, I loved everything the fandom pulled with the silly but funny edits, it was positive, and I see this has gone away. It used to pull me off from real life, from the shitty place I lived in. I wasn't a freak in people's eyes here, I was a human being who learned vast amount of feelings I thought I never had...
I can't have any of this anymore, everything is too stressful. I can't log in here without feeling like people want to choke me, and from a certain person I'm apparently very disliked, I'm sorry but it has been said and cannot be unsaid.
Thank you for the experience and I wish you luck twdg fandom. Don't fall too much into fights and drama in season 2, please try to create a new positive enviorment again for new people to join and enjoy themselves.
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do you ever have a character you never cared for at first BUT THEN SUDDENLY IT STRIKES YOU LIKE A LIGHTNING BURST AND ALL YOU CAN THINK ABOUT IS HOW GREAT THIS CHARACTER ACTUALLY IS
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it makes me really sad when people have bad teachers because then you get people who are like “god i hate physics so much” but it’s because nobody’s explaining it well and they don’t get it. like they could have become passionate about physics but instead they shut it out forever. this applies to every subject.
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Reblog if you're not American
I get a lot of people assuming I’m from America when they meet me on tumblr. I wanna see how many people here aren’t American!
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If she’s “too young” for her to be wearing “shorts that short”, she’s also too young for you to be sexualizing her body for wearing them.
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It's not just that, when bluewalltack reblogged it with "Literally noone cares" you started replying back very rudely to not only her, but to other people as well asking them to shut up among other things that sparked up drama around the fandom.
Secondly, noone hated on Kenny. The OP asked why everyone liked him a lot when he was a dick to the player. He didn't say "omg hes literalle a piz of shiet why do people liek him omg" What he posted was not hate, but a harmless question. That is the difference.
so when people hate on kenny its fine and others try and change his opinion about him but when i hated on ben people sweared, made posts and argued with me?
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I don't think people like me, maybe I should just leave or something. I dunno. Since that day I've felt extra insecured about myself..
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I don’t understand how humor blogs even thrive on this website anymore because everybody is so damn sensitive nobody can tell a joke without a bunch of motherfuckers getting pissy and starting a virtual riot.
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the problem with tumblr
tumblr: we want people of every gender orientation and sexuality to be accepted!
tumblr: unless you're cisgendered and heterosexual
tumblr: never objectify a woman's body!
tumblr: but hey look at this great photoset of Jensen Ackles's ass
tumblr: all ships are good ships!
tumblr: unless your OTPs are anything but Johnlock and Destiel
tumblr: agnostic? cool. atheist? cool. Jew, Muslim, Hindu, Buddhist? cool.
tumblr: christian? you must be a homophobic, pro-rape asshole in favor of the Westboro Baptist Church
tumblr: freedom of expression! it's your body, do what you want!
tumblr: but if you decide to wear your hair a certain way and act like yourself, we will hate you relentlessly and say you ruin every post
tumblr: accept everyone!
tumblr: and by that we mean if you're in a major fandom and deviate from social norms
tumblr: never send hate!
tumblr: oh my god you don't know who Castiel is why do you even bother going on tumblr? get out.
tumblr: mental illness and suicide aren't a joke!
tumblr: oh my god this show is so sad where's the nearest bridge i can jump off of?
tumblr: this is a safe place
tumblr: but only if you meet certain requirements
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