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I miss the person I used to be before my heart got broken a million times.

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i just want to feel loved

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You always do everything for others so that they are feeling fine. But what about yourself?

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I don’t have any effort left in me to try anymore. It’s all just pain. Every breath, every movement, everytime I wake up, is nothing but scorching hot razor blades consuming my body. It’s too hard. And I just don’t want to do it anymore

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The thing about being depressed is that your sadness doesn’t have a tangible reason, so you can’t fix something like that and make it go away. So all you can do is suffer and wait for it to pass but it seldom does

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I can't bring myself to tell anyone so instead I simply hope they figure it out even though at the same time I make sure to keep it hidden so they won't

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WHY DO I NEED TO BEG YOU TO CARE ABOUT ME

WHY DO I NEED TO BEG YOU TO CARE ABOUT ME

WHY DO I NEED TO BEG YOU TO CARE ABOUT ME

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Just because I smile for you doesn't mean that I wasn't thinking about cutting my wrists open at the same time.

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they should pay me to be mentally Ill online why the fuck am I doing this for free

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And I fear that I won’t be able to find my way out...

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I don't know if you've ever noticed this, but first impressions are often entirely wrong.

— Lemony Snicket

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Guys I found the only good thing on Facebook.

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