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- 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚣𝚊𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚑 𝚜.

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Please tell me i'm not as forgettable as your silence is making me feel.

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dental procedures fucking suck, but at least there are two beautiful women standing over me telling me im doing a good job

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- 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚣𝚊𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚑 𝚜.

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the hardest part of ‘no contact’ is waking up, and hoping that they broke it. even though you know they didn’t. you still hope they did. because all you’ve done is think about breaking it, because you miss them that much.

i just want to tell you about my halloween costume; and the new recipe i tried out for breakfast; how i’m completely unprepared for a test; i want to send you pictures of the gorgeous sunset i watched in my time zone; and i want to share my new favourite song with you; i want to cry about how i miss my family; how i miss you from oceans away. i want to talk to you about all my stupid dilemmas and hear you say “why are you stressing?” with a little frown on your face.

the hardest part of ‘no contact’ is accepting that maybe they miss you, or maybe they don’t; it’s the ‘not knowing’, the most elusive type of torture; the slowest heartbreak.

- every corner of this house is haunted, and i know you said that we’re not talking but i miss you, I’m sorry.

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spoiling a butch ugh ugh

pulling my card out before they can at restaurants, a glare from them and i’m smiling all innocently asking them if they want dessert, my treat. buying them things they mentioned they wanted months ago, laying it in their lap like it’s not a big deal, because it’s not. making them breakfast and being a little housewife that cleans and cooks and kisses them on the cheek when they come home from work. insisting we watch their favorite shows and movies 24/7 even if it’s something i’d usually struggle to get through, it’s worth it when they smile and babble on about their favorite scenes and what else that actors been in. when they’d have a particularly hard day i’d roam the house in their favorite little outfit, sitting in their lap n whispering praise n kissing them all over until they take their frustration out on me. n i wouldn’t even complain when they’d get rough n mean!!!! telling them i love them n writing them notes n packing their lunches n letting them eat me whole if they really wanted.

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1950s Butch-Femme wedding, seen in Before Stonewall (1984)

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lying in bed with someone as we both wake up slowly, kissing down their cheek and neck to wake them up, cuddling up with them and laughing, all of this slowly turning into gentle pleasure as we make each other feel good, happy and safe together

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i’ve come to the conclusion that a hot femme holding me down and saying ”shh baby… let me take care of you, okay?” in a soft voice would probably do more for me than therapy ever could

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Did you know you can call butches baby? And baby them? Like they are babies? And need babying? Thank you for your time.

This post was sponsored by the butch PSA channel

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