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- Nabillah & Maria  for Andrea Conti jewelry . 17′

Ph. Marv + Vin.

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Master

PINK CLOUD short film screening

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My muse when I'm not Art'ing. As our minds are one mush-mash

KIMSOMOE

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Pink Cloud master 🙏

KIMSOMOE|A home

A concept thought of on a revolving office chair. This is home. This is not home. This is space and void only in your perspective and not in your perspective.

And i am hungry right now É

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I fell in love with her courage, her sincerity, and her flaming self respect. And it’s these things I’d believe in, even if the whole world indulged in wild suspicions that she wasn’t all she should be. I love her and that’s the beginning and end of everything.

F. Scott Fitzgerald, ”Letter to Isabelle Amorous”, Feb 1920 (via thelovenotebook)

Alive

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It's the butterflies , the fireflies fighting in my storms. Man I've been scared to fly . I don't want to come down , I think I'm ready. I'm getting back in line . Brave . Brave. Because I've never flew before .

-Poetry session I've watched these words were so remarkable I want to tell them to my child when she's born.

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This is the most authentic South African brand . Captivating the craft and beauty of the Xhosa's art and culture on fabric. Let us support our own fashion houses and make it as big as Gucci ! Yes that's Jidenna in a Maxhosa SS17 sweater . Let's do this Mzantsi !

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My hands have been bloody since the day I came, it's such a Shame , you see my violent side. So baby don't come in because I'd like to save you.

Flylo

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I'd like to jump on to the #MenAreTrash wagon

I will tell my experiences in ascending order . Last month while I was in Pretoria , I was staying with a female friend of mine . Now on campus this guy approached me and an acquaintance I was sitting with I was hesitant to give him my number as I was not there for that - I eventually did to get him away from me with the mentality that I will block him and reject all his calls . To my surprise he was moving in the same building as me and my friend were staying in so he bumped into me and asked if we could talk I was like cool whatever . That's when he started to call for a birthday supper he had on Friday at Spur . When I got there it was more like a date . The guy requested for me to go home with him I refused and he respected that . The following week my friend told me its time for me to move out as the complex manager is giving her pressure about the rules etc so I Called home and they told me to come back asap but my timing was shitty as they didn't have money for a ticket so if anyone can help , by month end they will reimburse them . So I asked this guy and explained the situation to him and he said he will help me . I was relieved . My friend returned from work on Tuesday night and was literally kicking me out as I had no money or any accomodation so this guy asked his friend to accommodate me which was sorted . The following day this guy came to his friends place told me to take a few things . In my head I could see myself "paying him" for assisting me and I also needed my ticket so I had to do this ? . Right so we go back to his place which was the complex where I used to stay in . There was only a bed and a sealed fridge . He bought pizza and we spoke . I tried by all means to use my intellectual ability to be-little him for expecting sexual payment for assisting me willingly . He slept angry and woke me up at 5 am demanding sex . I refused. He then got up and got ready for work and told me he will send me money to buy my ticket and an extra to do my hair ( his offer) , I forced myself to kiss him so he can go . I got up as soon as I got that message and went to buy my ticket and did my hair . I texted a friend in Jhb but he didn't answer because I got my ticket and I saw it as a chance to escape before I could get raped or killed for still not wanting to sleep with him . I knew I was stuck so I asked if we can go catch a movie just to be around people. He agreed and we caught a 6pm movie and got out at 9pm. I stayed up till 1 am forcing conversations and avoiding the "pay me back for helping you" agenda . It eventually got to that and I told him I'm pregnant you'll hurt me and my child. He said I was lying and started touching me I asked him to stop and said to me "why couldn't you just be pretty and not question everything , you're making it hard for me, its only natural you give me sex" I told him that I want to leave at 2am and he locked me in and hid the keys in the wardrobe . I was made to sleep naked . Finally dawn broke and I got up and bathed gathered my clothes and asked him to open . He refused and demanded for my ID or half my items and my phone . I said no he must call my dad for his money or we can go to the police to negate the matter . He refused . I gave him my ID and my bank card and he gave me back my card and said he will escort me to to withdraw money because he doesn't believe that I don't have money . He threw my card at me and opened the door . I went outside and asked around for the nearest police station. Told them the story and one of the cops judged me and said that I fought with my boyfriend who stole my ID because I spent his money dismissing the sexual assault . I was escorted in the police van back to his place and we got my ID back . I went to his friends place and got my luggage . With no money or food I tried to make my way back to Jhb so I can catch my bus for the evening . I got a lift to the gautrain station and an artist named Mizo Phyll assisted me he bought me water. Bought me a ticket to get to jhb and offered food and rest at his friends sisters place in Newtown. They carried my luggage and organised an Uber to Park station to get on my bus. He gave me 200 rand to buy food and airtime along the way . He called to check up on me ,Told me to never give up on God .

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Parenting thing is quite scary but you don't die.

The 16th of September . I don't know why you were conceived. Honestly It is really hard for me. I have to plan for you and I . Same time I don't blame you . You fought for your right to live and now its just us my baby. But the day I see you I hope to see the future in your eyes - So that I can keep going for the sake of our lives. May God sought me through this hustle for us .

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Black college grad

IG: _bricole1

Twitter: thatonelingling

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No worries in Jan (Worry) .

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A positive attitude gives you power over your circumstances instead of your circumstances having power over you.

- Unknown (via thelovenotebook)

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Marvins'song

No touch or embrace . But I can tell the lines on your face. Sensed your mind from a cosmic grace As the satellites float In s P a C e I NEED YOU [in] A higher order . Be thine in me . For thine are we . You're my Messiah . Life's torture is deep but I penetrate my wound in your desire. I know how to keep you close to me . We are intellects. The telepathy of "I am in you" it's so close I breathe through your nostrils and feel the burn on your tongue. I can no longer rhyme . You are the rhythm of my realness . Movement so perplexed ... I'm getting motion sick . I'll know you . I'll sing you songs of appreciation . We'll call them Marvins' songs.

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Splinter

Be careful of associating yourself with people who are still trying to find themselves in life . They still need to go through most of the things u went through . So no matter how much advise u give , their perception still needs it's own experience .

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African juice .