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Hello! It's been awhile since I last posted here. Just a heads up that to whoever's reading this post currently, I'll be deleting the app itself but not this account. This is because I don't want everything I poured out in here to go to waste. I still mean all of them. It's just that I needed to delete unnecessary applications here in my old phone because I will be taking it to the gadget doctor.

If this special someone reads this, take care always and remember that everything will be just fine because you deserve the world!

All the love,

Chimmy 🫶🏼

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Hey there, stranger! I would love to dedicate the song, "Happiness" by sincerely, The 1975 but I think I should gatekeep it for now since from the moment I listened to this song I knew it's gonna be my "go to" song.

Cheers to the 4th day of August! You're on my mind since 110419 but not mine since 070422.

I love you differently now.

Much love,

Omegle Stranger Chimmy 🕺

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I'm really glad you're genuinely happy now. I may not be a part of it, it's just that it's enough for me to see that you really are.

But by being happy for you, can I still be sad? Sad because I can't get over you, and I still believe you're the perfect piece of art to walk on this Earth.

That no matter what I do, wherever I go, I still look for you. I find you at the most unexpected places at the most unexpected time of day, through a certain kind of memory.

I miss looking at you. Gazing your eyes and just let myself get lost at those, then suddenly, I forget my problems for a certain period of time. Will I ever get to experience them again with you soon?

Life moves so fast for the both of us. You're doing your own thing, and so I am. Difference is, you're still a part of it. I'm always ending up remembering the things we used to do when there was still an us.

I'm getting emotional with this line from a song I made you listen a few months ago: "Being broke up, even though we had life".

But I guess to sum it all up, as Lemony Snicket said to Beatrice,

• "I will love you if I never see you again"

• "I will love you if you cut your hair"

• "I will love you as we grow older, which has just happened, and has happened again, and happened several days ago, continuously, and then several years before that, and will continue to happen as the spinning hands of every clock and the flipping pages of every calendar mark the passage of time, except for the clocks that people have forgotten to wind and the calendars that people have forgotten to place in a highly visible area"

• "I will love you as we find ourselves farther and farther from one another, where once we were so close that we could slip the curved straw, and the long, slender spoon, between our lips and fingers respectively"

• "I will love you until the chances of us running into one another slip from skim to zero, and until your face is fogged by and your memory faced by distant fog, and your fog memorized by a distant face, and your distance distanced by the memorized memory of a foggy fog"

• "I will love you no matter where you go and who you see, no matter where you avoid and who you don’t see, and no matter who sees you avoiding where you go"

• "I will love you if you don't marry me"

• "I will love you if you marry someone else"

• "I will love you if you have a child, and I will love you if you have two children, or three children, or even more, although I personally think three is plenty" (yes, I also think three is plenty)

• "I will love you if you never marry at all, and never have children, and spend your years wishing you had married me after all"

and...

I'll switch it up a little bit:

"I must say that on late, cold nights I prefer this scenario out of all the scenarios I have mentioned. That, Ashi, is how I will love you even as the world goes on its wicked way".

P.S. I'm always praying for us. I love you, thank you for sharing Lemony Snicket's masterpiece with me.

- A.M.R.T

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32 months. But not with you.

Is it wrong to still count?

I love you. I miss you.

Always,

Chimmy

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my heart will always beat for you and only you.

you will always be my 102

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30 months with you and I've never been this certain. I love you!

It is indeed a dance music, but I swear I wanted to tell you I'll soon get there. Thank you for staying by my side since '19, Ashi.

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“We ate well and cheaply and drank well and cheaply and slept well and warm together and loved each other.”

— Ernest Hemingway, A Moveable Feast

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I failed to update this blog. I failed to make you feel special on our day. I failed to do my part as your other half.

Please don't give up on me.

I love you, Ashi.

Always.

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"And don't you ever change, 'cause in my eyes you're perfect already, and I know that times will be tough, but I'm sure it'll never be enough to keep us apart"

Happiest birthday to the LOML!!!

Thank God for another year! I love you and I miss you so much, Kulit!

Much love,

Chimmy

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dear you,

you will always be my always.

happy hearts day, my dearest ashi. i love you beyond death!

much love,

chimmy

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Another month, another song especially for you.

Happy 27th! I love you!

Much love,

Chimmy

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you still give me those

26th with my araw-araw.

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By far the hardest part of what I do, is saying goodbye to you.

Happy 25th, Bubby! I love you beyond death!

Much love,

C

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24th. I'm so glad I found you. Where have you been all my life, bub?

I miss you and I love you so much! (this is in reply to your messages that I failed to acknowledge because I was busy doing something else, apologies my love)

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i love you baby

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22 months with my favorite kaaway.

thank you for everything and thank God for you!

i love you beyond death babab!