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physically im here but mentally & emotionally im at soup

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imagine living somewhere flat….with like……almost no hills…..what do you guys do for fun get picked off by birds of prey or

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The world is so pretty..

I am so small

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So many things in life are just a placebo effect but that won’t stop me from indulging in it all anyways.

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Why tf do I have to work every day of my life for the rest of my life. I want to lay down

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Three more years of this finals shit??!!!

Then how ever many more in years I go to university:((

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Hey. Your friends? They love you. Your partner(s)? They love you! Your mind is being mean to you, friend. Your brain is lying to you. People really do like you. It might be hard to see 100% of the time, but you make positive differences in this world.

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Merry Christmas to my cat I guess 🎉

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Damnit I made an experience up again.

At this point you’d think I would know everything is fake

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I could talk about mushrooms and poisonous plants for hours

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My entire being wants to create something but I cannot leave my bed.

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There’s corpses in everything we do. They’ve decayed in the bed of our food. We breath them and use their remains to fuel our cars but yet we call them scary.

You hear the coyotes in the field in the distance. The field grows tall. We don’t go in the field when it’s tall. How many corpses do you think are in there?

Your cats stare out the window. Making low noises at the vast emptiness of the field. This time there’s nothing there or atleast not that you can see. That’s good. It’s always worse when you can see it.

It’s always worse when the eyes blink back. It’s always worse when they don’t. They see you. They see what you do. Every breath and every step. When they howl and rustle. When they tower high over the crops. It’s always worse then.

There’s so few tress but the ones that are here have things to say. Even a short walk will leave you drained of sense of self and unwilling to leave. The limbs lean down to slither their way around you. A hug and some comforting words. It’s been so long since you’ve revived those things. You relax into the trees as they pull you in and whisper secrets and lullabies. You’ve stayed too long.

You’re one of the trees now. You know everyone and feel everything. Each breath and each living step you feel in your branches. Overwhelmed with so much thought and emotion you want to cry but that’s not possible. There’s no way to cry as you’re one of the trees now. Years and years pass. The corpses no longer send panic up your spine as they pile beneath your limbs and you’ve gotten to know the eyes in the crops well enough to deaden their screams.

Nobody wants to see my story but guess what??? You get to see it anyway.

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Nobody wants to see my story but guess what??? You get to see it anyway.

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i have a tooth kingdom to build

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I just want to scream ALL THE TIME but nooooo that’s not socially acceptable

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The bamboo plant died too

My basil plant is starting to sprout and it’s only been four or five days!!!

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When you’ve been in a funk for a week or two and all of the sudden you listen to Dionysus vibes playlist and get motivation to do your math homework

Someone explain