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ragathas entire character really fucks me up because like. pov youre stuck in a strange scary place with only a few other people. you try your hardest to be friendly and kind to everyone but still struggle to be vulnerable and show your true emotions. this inhibits your ability to make connections with others (the thing you want the most.) youre friendly even when you dont really mean it or when you probably shouldnt but is that really that bad? its better then being mean, and how else are people going to like you? (value you?) A new person arrives and theres an oppurtunity to make a friend! she leaves you for dead when a monster attacks but thats fine, she was scared! (but so were you) can you really blame her? you dont hold any hard feelings. (you try not to.) you dont let it deter you and you keep at it! you might be sliiightly smothering her out of desperation but what else can you do? but no matter how hard you try. how nice, how friendly, how helpful you try to be she seems to always be drifting just slightly out of your reach. she starts to form connections that are friendlier and more genuine then the ones youve been building up for years. she even gets close with the shittiest guy there (why???) and even gets him to open up. (something you thought was impossible. god knows youve tried.) even though you tried your best you couldnt be the person that the others needed. what you needed to be. youre stuck in a place where people are practically forced to form bonds and relationships, if only for survival. and you still end up alone

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battered and bruised

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Was I a man dreaming I'm a butterfly; or am I now a butterfly dreaming that I am a man?

weird route bonus

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Holy fuck, that ending... it really hammers home just how alone Kris truly is.

They went to save their mother from the church, thinking she was in danger... and after everything, after facing down an honest to goodness TITAN and winning... she was drunk off her ass with a strange new man, partying away while her child withers before her very eyes.

I... really felt for Kris, seeing that. Not to say that I've never felt for them before, but... fuck. I've been there. And it's... not a pleasant experience. Even when you aren't being manipulated from the shadows.

Sometimes, it's the smallest cuts that hurt the most.

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refseek.com

www.worldcat.org/

link.springer.com

http://bioline.org.br/

repec.org

science.gov

pdfdrive.com

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looked a cool artist i found and instead of her actual art the first result google showed me was AI art made with her work. i hate it here!!!!!!!

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the fucking budget bill of hell passed the house that removes HRT from medicare, general medicare spending cuts, student financial aid cuts, and oh yeah lets the teump regime ignore court orders even harder and lets for even harder executive overreach. they did this shit at motherfucking 2 am so people wouldn’t notice too

it passed house like i said but still needs to pass senate.

tell your senators to invoke byrd rule which is a goddamn real thing apparently

call your goddamn senators i swear to god

and if you’re in DC there’s a protest going on as we speak

go do your civic duty you piece of shit

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a few great films that are free on the internet archive

in decent quality too!

here is the archive collection of these films so you can favorite on there/save if desired.

links below

black girl (1966) dir. ousmane sembene

the battle of algiers (1966) dir. gillo pontecorvo

paris, texas (1984) dir. wim wenders

desert hearts (1985) dir. donna deitch

harold and maude (1973) dir. hal ashby

los olvidados (1952) dir. luis bunuel

walkabout (1971) dir. nicolas roag

rope (1948) dir alfred hitchcock

freaks (1932) dir. tod browning

frankenstein (1931) dir. james whale

sunset boulevard (1950) dir billy wilder

fantastic planet (1973) dir. rené laloux

jeanne dielman (1975) dir. chantal akerman

the color of pomegranates (1969) dir. sergei parajanov

all about eve (1950) dir. joseph l. mankiewicz

gilda (1946) dir. charles vidor

the night of the hunter (1950) dir. charles laughton

the invisible man (1931) dir. james whale

COLLECTION of georges méliès shorts

rebecca (1940) dir. alfred hitchcock

brief encounter (1946) dir. david lean

to be or not to be (1942) dir. ernst lubitsch

a place in the sun (1951) dir george stevens

eyes without a face (1960) dir. georges franju

double indeminity (1944) dir. billy wilder

wild strawberries (1957) dir. ingmar bergman

shame (1968) dir. ingmar bergman

through a glass darkly (1961) dir. ingmar bergman

persona (1961) dir. ingmar bergman

winter light (1963) dir. ingmar bergman

the ascent (1977) dir. larisa shepitko

the devil, probably (1977) dir. robert bresson

cleo from 5 to 7 (1962) dir. agnes varda

alien (1979) dir. ridley scott + its sequels

after hours (1985) dir. martin scorsese

halloween (1978) dir. john carpenter

the watermelon woman (1996) dir. cheryl dune

EDIT: part two here

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This girl is an actual hero and we need to donate to her defense fund please

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by maichin_lucky

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Part 3: Combining shapes, braids, and textures! And utilizing parts and fros!

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Two movies I like

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if you imagine an animatic hard enough it should come true

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when the curse is lifted

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Uk peeps!! Let’s get this going! 🏳️‍⚧️🇬🇧