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oh and i might as well post an update

me n bf moved to co :3 going pretty well, we love it here but its just been hard money-wise. which we expected and we can get past its just the actual process of going through it. idk. once i have a job again well have more money and thatd be great :,)

oh and we got a dog :b

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not good at being active, idk i dont think about tumblr often

also

whys it so hard to make friends? like bro where the fuck do i meet people im so tired of being lonely all the time

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coming home to a nicely picked up room or to dishes being done is so underrated when it was too overwhelming to do on ur own 😭😭💖🥺

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oh! also changed my degree from computer science to elementary education 😬😬😬😬😳😳😳😳

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lil update!

things are great:) we're planning on moving to colorado together in april 😳 we're making big moves in our lives rn and ive never felt so supported before 😌

plus he knows how to fix my car when it breaks 😭😭😭 lmao

were going to chicago this week to celebrate his 21st 💖

and side note, we're kinda planning to start streaming on twitch once my new computer parts come in:) itll be a rly varied channel, hopefully something for everyone.

id like to apologize again for the lack of content, but im honestly not on social media as religiously as i used to be. but i thank each and everyone of u for the continued support on this page!! 💖💖💖

im going to try and become active on this platform again, so hopefully i'll be posting some cute memes here after a bit.

thank u all 💖, and back to work for me 😭

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i have high hopes for this summer

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idk, i guess a bit of an update? i know ive been off the map for a bit but having an irl relationship as opposed to a long distance/internet relationship means i dont use social media the same as i used to—which isnt exactly something i expected lol

im rly happy, and im so happy im with this boy. i havent been posting or being sappy online about him, but ive been spending every single day with him since ive met him, and i genuinely think he's made me a better person.

dont get me wrong—the ex i used to post about also made me a better person—its kifna weird lol

like he kinda made me into the exact person i needed to be in order to meet clyde and be with him? i hate that i had to go through the heartbreak to get to him but i dont have any negative thoughts for ren. i appreciate the relationship we had, but im happy im with clyde now, and i plan to be for a long time 💖

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hey guys, just wanted to give a big thank you for hitting 3k followers today 💖 it means a lot to me 💖💖

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hes precious

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things are... looking up 😌

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👉👈 if anyone plays apex legends and would like to be in my club, dm me 💖

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remember to be nice to others and have a great day today 💖

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yea okay i admit im a hopeless romantic 😌💖👉🏻👈🏻

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he's getting me an appa onesie for my bday 😭😭

highkey scared to get too involved bc he's moving across the country in 6 months 🙃🙃🙃😔😔😔

and u know i fall fast n hard 😌🤞🏻

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dont get me wrong—im really attached to this boy, hes everything i could have ever asked for

but some part of me thinks we're both rebounding—we get along great and always have fun together and spend every day together—but we oftentimes bring up our most recent exes

like, obviously we're both still hurt over it

idk

im just really trying to enjoy my time with him but sometimes i just feel so guilty?? even though there literally no reason to feel guilty?? like, i need to stop giving myself grief over feeling happy

i think maybe we might be moving too fast which is why im anxious about it

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ive been feeling better. as of jan 30, me and new boy have been official. i keep feeling guilty that it happened so quick—but i don't need to keep justifying my own happiness.

im happy with him. he makes everything feel better. we have so much in common, and there's never a dull moment when we're together. it's such a nice feeling to be able to hold someone's hand when u go out.

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its been about a month now—it still hurts, yea.

i think the thing im most sad over is the fact we lost out on everything we had promised. but it's okay. i hate that i'm not able to completely drop my thoughts of him, especially when i'm alone. i've been spending a significant amount of time with this new boy, we went on a cute date to an art museum and it was so sweet—he's so sweet—and i just keep feeling guilty that i'm still so sad over my ex. i know it was recent, i know i put a lot of time and effort into us—and i know he said it's not my fault—

but damn it just feels like it is.

i actually had a dream involving the two of them last night—both of them found someone better.