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— first kiss with an experienced lover prompt ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

lowkey projecting LOL, enjoy!

➻ “may i kiss you” with hesitant nods as a response from you

➻ feeling that your heart is about to leap out of your chest

➻ not knowing where to wrap your hands around and the other realizes this, so they guide your hands around their waist or neck

➻ a small, sudden peck that is only processed after it happens

➻ “can we do it again but longer this time?”

➻ tender, exploring kisses while you feel your cheeks burning up

➻ hiding in your partner’s neck/chest out of shyness

➻ they try to hold it together for you, not wanting to scare you, but deep down all they want is to kiss you until you become breathless

➻ you getting addicted, the only thought that comes to mind is "more"

➻ “was that okay?” “it was more than okay”

➻ “sorry i’m inexperienced i don’t know how to kiss you properly“ “it’s fine, you can gain experience with me”

➻ then pulling them in with sloppy heated kisses and tugging a bit too hard on their shirt

➻ foreheads touching together after breaking the kiss, the sound of heavy breathing fills up the room

➻ peppering your face with delicate pecks after

➻ “let’s leave it off here, if we go further i won’t be able to hold myself back”

[unabashedcheesecakezombie]

November 8, I started cutting

January 11 I went into a mental hospital

I was clean for 4 months

Today on March 6 I relapsed

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texts sent in the timespan of 11 minutes. 0 answers, 0 calls, 0 responses, yet 1 cry for help.

I know you were online, texting him, calling him, loving him , when someone I know you care about was suffering. 

7:08

Hey can we talk please answer

I need you to answer me

please

9 missed calls

I love you

I will always love you

12:59 am

Koi? "Koi please im so sorry I was busy

im so sorry please tell me your okay"

How can he lie to my face when the messages his boyfriend sent me tell a different story.

Why didn't you answer me

9 miss calls