unadulteratedsoultrash

[unadulteratedsoultrash]

12:06 am Monday 20th Sept'21

some times some things just hurt me so much, my eyes get filled with tears but I don't let them roll down my cheeks.

this happened months ago, and it hurt me the same it had hurt me before... it took me a lot of time to get back up again and accept what had happened and move on but, there it happened again it was seriously not expected not this time and not from this person. but it happened again and I didn't know why... i had read this thing once which said we often make mistakes when we are emotional.

and you know what i did... i gave those people chances, the first time it happened i lived in denial i refused to believe what was true and i kept on living with the lie that this person still belonged with me right at this place without a doubt. i was wrong... i was left alone with all those false and made up things.

and now... the second time my heart was broken again with the same kind of deception. i just can't understand why does a thing happen with me like that and why would something this bad just repeat itself... i was deceived again. i feel numb and wronged.

i want to talk to this person about all what he has done. i want to tell him that i constantly keep thinking about the things you said about being with me. that one thing haunts me every time i think about him and all the nice time we have spent together. but I'm also scared for what if he leaves me alone or comes with another unfair thing he did and throws this excuse that "you know how difficult this is... this distance" I'm scared and I'm sad.

i feel hurt and i don't know where to go!!!

[unadulteratedsoultrash]

9th August'21, 15:51 !!!

"Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see”

- Mark Twain.

An act of kindness never goes futile. If you are kind to someone it will reflect in your and his behavior.

thoughts:

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I'll always try to make it a little easy here for every one, because being kind&good is not weak, it never was and never will be.

I hope you never believe in anything otherwise.

be kind.🌸

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[unadulteratedsoultrash]

Simply being able to do something well does not make it the right thing to do.

And if that's where you are, then

Dwell on your credo!

-is.it.you.or.is.it.me