Used to be dietobeaskeleton back in 2015/16, but all my sideblogs were deleted in december 2018. Going back and forth from recovery to relapse ever since. • this is a sideblog • V • 24 • he/they, 4 years on T • 5’4 • CW: 44kg/97lbs • GW: 43kg/94lbs • HW: 59kg/130lbs • LW: 43kg/94lbs
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“You attract what you fear” AHHH I’m so scared of losing 30lbs ahhhhh scary help
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maybe i should start tagging my photos with the exact weigh i was at the time of posting. simply because i can never fucking remember how much i was at any point in time and it makes comparing current looks w numbers so difficult
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I’m 99 pounds again fuckers 🎉
Rb for good luck loosing any regained weight
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Hope none of your clothes fkn fit for the new year. Hope you have to trek it out to EXPENSIVE boutiques to buy clothes that actually look good and have to pay a dumb amount of money to tailor them in to fit your new, sickly frame.
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last time I made a curse, I lost 5kg in 10 days. here’s another to curse us all again hmm
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#me#mine#my body#body check#male thinpo#ftm thinspo#trans thinspo#not thinking i’m thinspo just using the tags
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#me#mine#my body#personal#bodycheck#trans thinspo#not thinking i’m thinspo just using the tags#tw surgery#surgery#surgical#stitches#anyway the difference is just unbelievable#as in I literally cannot believe it#so there was a thin person hiding under these boobs?#no one tells you just how fat having tits can make you feel
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Finally got top surgery. I’m very excited to see how much weight I’ve lost at the hospital, they’ve already told me the combined mass of my breast tissue was 1kg so I’m at least that much down
#words#personal#on another note#it’s insane how much it’s changed the way I see my body#my torso looks so small now?#it used to look MASSIVE to me#not necessarily in a fat way but definitely in a ‘my skeleton is disproportionately wide’ way#and I look so lean from the side too#you’re telling me all of that was hiding behind my tits? that’s crazy
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when I reached my lowest weight, I know I took a picture of the scale saying the number. I remember that morning weigh-in like it was yesterday. And yet I can't find that picture anywhere in the annals of my old backed up hard drives, and I wish I could find it just to see exactly when that was so I could find body checks from around that time to compare and contrast.
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Like for a thigh gap, comment for a tiny waist, reblog to reach your ugw
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Hope none of your clothes fkn fit for the new year. Hope you have to trek it out to EXPENSIVE boutiques to buy clothes that actually look good and have to pay a dumb amount of money to tailor them in to fit your new, sickly frame.
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last time I made a curse, I lost 5kg in 10 days. here’s another to curse us all again hmm
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on and on
#me#my body#mine#male thinpo#ftm thinspo#trans thinspo#malespo#not thinking i’m thinspo just using the tags#body check
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I Will get that Halloween body. I will have a nice birthday body, this is the gift I'll do to myself. Losing as much weight as I can july-august-september-october
Halloween body manifestation
I will be 10 kgs lighter by the end of October!
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What’s the point of having a BMI of 16 if I can never look it and it’s just unsustainable/impossible for me to go under that.
#I told myself I wouldn’t let myself get under 42kg and that means 15 or under is just out of the cards for me#as much as I’d like to I know if I do that I’ll go too far for comfort#but it’s unfair it’s unfair it’s unfair to just look normal skinny when I wanna look sick#I look at all these emaciated dangerously underweight one foot from death people and I wish I could be that#but even when I am that my body just doesn’t look like that#im too short and stocky and wrong and I’ll always look healthy and if I pursue that I’ll literally kill myself#but I want it I want it so bad#I just can’t accept it’s not in the cards for me#personal#words
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#me#mine#my body#male thinpo#body check#trans thinspo#ftm thinspo#not thinking i am thinspo just posting on the tag
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Was taking a video for a friend and accidentally took a screenshot of my arm but it looked nice
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