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You are getting wrapped up with me

“i know a spot” takes you into my arms under a soft blanket

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@heartsandadoration

“i know a spot” takes you into my arms under a soft blanket

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I've been so sick physically and mentally lately. I don't really know how to explain it, I feel empty, numb, and disinterested in everything and everyone. Sometimes I get angry suddenly.

I can mask it somewhat, but I find myself not wanting to mask any of it, especially the anger.

But I do because I still worry that if I were to be honest about my emotions when I do have them, I'd lose people, or wind up incurring punishment for the system as a whole.

And despite my current disinterest, I still want to avoid abandonment so much so that I've caught myself thinking of cutting connections both in order to spare myself that and in order to spare the people close to me from my mess.

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Definitely

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Fake wanted me to reblog this to his account bc he's an argbur fictive and that's the great wave painting but lego--tubbo

Pintando con lego

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stimboard for @luzertocalaguitarra (our pogtopia/manberg era c!Quackity fictive)

I accidentally lost the sources again Common Fake L/j

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white paw stimboard !!

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pink stimboard !!

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Stimboard of me and Cupid for me and Cupid

sources (top to bottom, left to right): samarastimz lolo-loved fluffygif lolo-loved black-salt-cage talos-stims lolo-loved aliens-stim-too

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Stimboard for a friend of ours

I would put the sources here, but I accidentally closed out of the online notes thing I was using to write them down.

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Intro Post

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Basic info

[Fake]

[He/him]

[20]

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Boundaries

Touch: Ask

Pet names: Ask

Nicknames: Ask

Flirting /p: No

Flirting /r: Ask

Source talk: Yes

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Other info

Role: Fictive, symptom holder

Source: Argbur, Voidarg au by ryemackerel, Burhouse

Partner(s): None

Orientation(s): Gay

Species: Not sure

Birthday: October 17th

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Favorites

Flower: Lilacs

Colour(s): Purple and blue gray

Game: Minecraft

Tumblr heritage post: World war tea

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brb gonna go listen to argburs privately owned spiral galaxy cover

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Maybe you could write some headcanons you have about Argbur -? :D

Argbur Headcanons :D

-he likes a lot of warm drinks but his absolute fav is hot chocolate. please make some for him

-he really likes birds and will tell you various bird facts

-he also is really into poetry, and can recite a lot from memory as well as create his own

-he often goes nonverbal and really only rambles to people he is close with

-He will listen to music with his headphones on full blast

-he loved watching silly cat tiktok compilations, if he is close to someone he will make them watch with him

-he goes on many nighttime walks

-every now and then he edits and uploads his own videos. the content ranges from him playing guitar, reciting poems, filming his walks silently, or calmly reacting to other videos.

Should i do more for him or other burs let me know !!!

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Stimboard for Cupid

(That she'll probably see through tumblr before I even send it to him/lh)

sources (left to right, top to bottom): stim-world transolar transolar scopostims dreamworldstims transolar transolar stardew-stims

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Self-indulgent me-themed stimboard

I couldn't sleep, so I made this

sources (left to right, top to bottom): scopostims gravitywasneveranoption heartnosekid hamelinsnightmare wry-and-erring-stimmer vortigaunt-stims satisfying-shipping-container ssanguineallegory