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does anyone sometimes want a mild case of anorexia?

like enough to be losing weight but not too much so that ur consumed by it and depressed?

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Dear diary...

I will never be good enough for anyone.

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Where is She - Poem

Looking back I see the flaws and hurt Over the years I felt the hope slip The setbacks fell with the shame Fears below the tears Voice became stuck Trying yet fighting Fading or finding Never gone Only feels Dark I watched her stumble Yet she would rise after each fall Where is she The one that loved with all her heart Once free of fears Before grief shaded her light Every time her heart would break she came back braver When left she kept dreaming Each hurt made her stronger All the betrayal only made her smarter Time hardened the hopes Carrying the broken dreams The days of promise became the heartbroken evenings Left over are the screams What was covered in bruises is now a memory Ignore the pain she tried Pretend she did Showing only what is gained Never show what was lost Only lies become routine While threats become stories Seeking others acceptance over herself Shame robbed her voice Silenced her story Torn between past and future The version she wished and tried to be Search to find her I may Save her I try Love her I can Where is she I ask Will I create her I wonder Without her I question Who am I Where is she And will I ever be her again 

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I hate when people comment on my body/appearance and my weight like stfu dont say shit about me. I know im a sensitive fuck but that shit hurts my feelings and it literally puts a damper on my WHOLE entire mood.

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All I can do is sit here and stare out the window and let my thoughts swallow me up completely. I’m not in control anymore.

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I just got this intense urge to become unhealthily thin

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I JUST FOUND OUT. THAT. MILAN. IS. NOT. IN. SPAIN. 19 FUCKING YEARS OF MY LIFE I HAVE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT MILAN IS IN SPAIN AND I WOULD ALWAYS GO LIKE I REALLY WANNA TRAVEL TO SPAIN I HEARD MILAN IS PRETTY AND SHIT LIKE THAT AND TO TOP IT OFF. NO. ONE. EVEN. BOTHERED. TO. CORRECT. ME. SO IS IT JUST ME OR IS EVERYONE DUMB AS FUCK RIWBDLWBDKW I AM PISSED OFF MY GOD I HAVE NEVER FELT SO DUMB AND DISAPPOINTED LIKE I HAVE BEEN LIED TO MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE.

I am such a disgrace to this world I don’t deserve to live.

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:D

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A little note for the ones who are in need of a little hope

4 years ago, I was 15 and I hated my life so much I wanted to die. I’d hurt myself constantly and I’d cry myself to sleep every night. I was bullied and my so-called best friends were just feeding me negative thoughts about myself. I was surrounded by nothing but negative things that made my life even more miserable.

4 years later here I am, age 19, smiling and laughing along with my friends, having fun with my dorm mates that I consider like my own family, grateful everyday for this amazing chance that I get, living my life in a beautiful place, surrounded by my family and friends who truly care about me and love me for who I am, constantly given positive energy and thoughts, taught many lessons that would make myself a much better person everyday, and most importantly, loving myself and my life and following my heart, doing things that I love and I wanna do, without a care of what people would think of me.

I love life and I love the person I am today and I know that if I told that to 15 year old me, she would’ve laughed and never believe me. But damn have I come so far in 4 years and damn am I proud of myself.

Hang in there everyone, it gets better, trust me. Everything truly happens for a reason and everything will be okay in the end.

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YES.

if you use music to cope with anxiety, depression or to help with your ADHD (like me) reblog, I'm trying to prove a point to my teacher

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“Go f*ck yourself” and “you do you” have similar literal meanings but extremely different actual meanings

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Study hard for your finals guys!

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via @extramadness

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