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bro I'm going insane frrrr 💥💥💥

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I feel like I'm stuck in a loop. Everytime things gets better, something bad happens and everything falls down again.

I'm just tired of this and I don't have energy to keep going

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here we go again... rn I'm not in the best mood, I'm very very sick and that makes me feel alone, I think that's why I came back here.

So feedback time: I broke up w/ that guy, don't really know the reason, but FR we'd Absolut nothing in common, I don't really know why we "dated" anyways. School is fine, I'm happy there and I'm finally in the last year of highschool!!! Idk how to feel yet and I'm worried about my future, cause I don't know what I really want to do on college.

I """dated""" this guy for a couple weeks, but we kinda discussed and this whole situation made me get out of acting classes. I'm sad with that, but I wouldn't feel comfortable with those people anymore.

My stepmother is pregnet again, so I'll have a new brother! called Thomas. I'm excited with that, besides the troubles with my family.

Therapy is going ok as usual, I keep dreaming with my ex girlfriend and I DON'T KNOW WHY and don't know how to stop this shit, also there's this messed feeling that I don't have courage to say out loud or write in here...

I don't know what else to say, the reason why I'm here again is basically loneliness and I don't like to feel this way

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Every since I posted here in 4 months, it's time to feedback.

A LOT happened since may, in a good way. I'm very happy and satisfied in how my life is going these days!!! I changed school, made new friends (they're really nice and I feel comfortable w/them), I started to going out and having a lot of fun, I went to concerts and that makes me fee l very happy cause thats the thing I love the most. I reached 1200 songs in my playlist, and I'm proud of myself. I'm kinda of dating this guy, we've know each other since 2021, but we were too young to make things work, but now we're together and our relationship is so much better :)

Besides, people that were messing with my life are faaaar away from me now.

Everything it's perfect

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hey guys, it's been a while since I posted here. Not much happened, I finally got over my ex girlfriend, we don't talk anymore and I think it's way better this way.

Today was a bad day, but everything is getting better, even I don't have much to do and feel kinda alone tbh. I'd like to be part of a group or something, but that's it..

I'm actually crushing this guy but he's from another city, so we've never met. I'm trying to make friends in real life but idk, it's difficult to get to know people.

Besides I'm liking to stay up at night, that's not healthy at all but I'm way more productive after 11pm, so I'm not pushing myself to hard about that. It's fine to sleep at 4 am sometimes..

Anyways, my feelings are kinda messed but I'll be fine. that's all ;)

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I really don't know what I'm doing here, maybe find some new friends. Nobody knows I have a Tumblr account :p

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I will not be surprised if they really did that. I mean, they're the kind of person that looks for attention in others when I wasn't attending their expectations, so I kinda expect that to happen. It's all about choices and I did what I thought it was right.