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Happy Father's Day to all dads in the world!

I've been browsing on my Facebook account; everyone's greeting their fathers. Sharing sweet messages and photos.

Before, I felt the bitterness inside my heart whenever this day came. My parents separated when I was 3 years old. Since then, I haven't celebrated Father's Day with my dad as I haven't experienced him being a father to us.

Today, my heart is overwhelmed with happiness. The bitterness is gone.

I'm thankful that, even though we haven't experienced the pure essence of fatherhood with my dad, God gave us people who really embodied the word "Father".

My sister has a husband who will do anything for them. I have a father-in-law who makes me feel that I belong to the family. Lastly, I have a husband whom I know and feel will be a great father to our kids.

The overwhelming feeling I have right now is pure happiness and thankfulness to God for His blessings to us.

I hope everyone who has the same experience as I do will find the blessing that God prepared for them.

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Sometimes, I feel lost. I don't know what to do while my brain is busy overthinking.

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Hi! It's been a while... How have you been?

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The feeling being a failure is stronger when you realize your weakness is hunting you down...

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I feel so weak and a failure when one of my weakness got revealed...

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I just realized...

The older you get your fear of rejection will grow bigger.

... or maybe it's just me?

I'm not as adventurous as I am when I was younger.

The younger version of me: Rejection made my heart more stronger and the will to survive was more bigger than my fear.

The older version of me: Rejection triggers my anxiety. I'm afraid to try things because I might get a rejection. My will to survive is getting lesser day by day.

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In a fight, I'm always be the first one to say...

"Okay, you win. I'm the one in the wrong, I'm always wrong."

... because I hate confrontation. I hate complicating things.

There will be no winner in a fight where everyone has their own opinion and beliefs. It'll make the misunderstanding grow bigger.

I will always be the one who accepts defeat even if my words has a point sometimes.

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Nakakatawa yung "bilhin nyo kung anong gusto nyo" pero didiktahan mo pa din sila base sa gusto mo.

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Ang kulit ng mga panganay... Maipilit mga gusto.. Hindi na muna iniisip kung nasaang sitwasyon ang mga kausap.. Hayysss..

Hindi ko naman nilalahat pero karamihan ng kakilala ko ganito.. paulit-ulit na kukulitin ka sa gusto nilang mangyari..

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Sometimes, I know my purpose in life but often not...

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Closing a chapter of our lives with our hearts broken will always be the hardest part.

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Everything went from sweet berries to sour grapes.

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It's hard to move on to someone when in the first place you've never been in a relationship with that person.

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2024 has been giving me and my family trial after trial. I'm starting to wonder the purpose of this year...

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Sometimes...

I don't know how to help myself.

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I only have enough social energy for one place at a certain time, and it gets depleted quickly.