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best actor of the year I'd say.

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best actor of the year award goes to

👏👏👏👏

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Khaotung, the best actor I've ever seen in the screen.

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ONLY FRIENDS | Ep 1 / Ep 8

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Nick is 100% red flag sexual. He's inventing an entirely new sexuality based off being attracted to whoever can hurt him the most.

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firstkhao's chemistry is so fucking insane like all they have to do is look at each other and i'm two seconds away from jumping out a window

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The only friends staff had a q and a and the answers about Firstkhao are 🥺😭

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My dream is a lot simpler now. Just being by your side like this. Forever.

Hidden Agenda (Jul - Sept 2023)

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i didn't want to get mushy but..

im so proud of you joongdunk. im so proud of your improvements in terms of acting. you've come so far my loves, always remember that you have each other to lean on.

i am so proud of you and i can't wait for the future thats upcoming.

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i actually didn't want to cry right now, but both joongdunk and jokezo makes me want to so here i am.

my last commentary..

first of all, zo's behavior (him trying to pull away joke from this situation) is understandable. in my point of view, its like zo have been way too focus on working hard to make his parents be proud of him only for him to realize that he should have more focus to his parents..

because what's the use of these achievements if his father won't see it anymore? what's with all of these hardwork if the reason why he keep working will be gone?

although im so sad for joke in this response, as he find himself wanting to take care of zo every single time. joke's commitment in taking care of zo is commendable. i would want someone to take care of me like joke did honestly.

zo's mom and joke's dad have the same problem; expressing their love towards their children. finally, i thank for the directors for not letting this situation slide and have the time to fix the family problem before the series end. i love how frank jokezo are in fighting for each other in front of the families. i love how vocal they are in making them understand that what they need is words of affirmation.

i just love how this is not rush at all. i love how they solve problems quickly but not feeling rush at all. i love how they went back to the night they got their first kiss and redo it all over again but now with certainty of feelings. i love how vocal zo is in wanting joke to be part of his life forever.

i love how the show ends.

love how zo realized that his life doesn't end in losing the scholarship with joke being there, always... always remind zo that he is worth it no matter what path he takes on and no matter whether he had those achievements or not. joke have been a great emotional support to zo and I love how in the end he realize that he shouldn't look down on himself and instead boost his confidence and self esteem.

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im so sorry but i will defend ray in this episode. let my man be happy with his one sided love. he waited too long to have this moment, to finally have mew by his side. whenever ray is happy, im happy.

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mew in this episode >>>

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i like how he shouted to the world that he doesn't like pimfah but the moment he said thos words, he felt hesitated at first and softly confess his admiration towards him.

At first I was expecting Sailom to shout out his confession angrily, match the energy Kanghan was giving uk? But I prefer this. He just looks so fucking resigned, because he had all the time in the world to take back his words before he said them, at yet he still chose to confess anyway, like it was inevitable that Kanghan would find out one day, and probably break his heart because he "likes Pimfah".

But also, I feel like there's a little bit of hope in his eyes when he said this, especially since after this scene there was the art room scene and the bathroom scene, all where Sailom was basically telling Kanghan to stop giving him mixed signals. Cus he's not playing that game with Kang. He was mostly expecting heartbreak, but after everything he still had the smallest shred of hope.

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oh to be loved by joke in this lifetime.

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my head is actually in fire right now for all that happened in ONE EPISODE.

this post is an appreciation for neo, book and khaotung for giving us the acting and angst we have been anticipated.

they have all been improve so much and im so proud of their growth through this series!

the more angrier i am the better; because that means their acting is so good that i can't help to pick a fight with.

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watching ray as he lose control and self destruct in front of his friends was like watching him getting out of the prison in his mind, saying every thing he unconsciously and consciously do think and freely giving out his opinion to his friends that matters the most for him.

what was actually sad was no one knows how much he suffered, or what did he suffered to actually come up to this point; as to why did he have to do this. he was seen as an alcoholic friend who babbled nonsense when drunk, a friend who had taken up drugs, a friend who is a burden to all.

you may point out his actions tonight, but coming from a familiar perspective, this is the saddest thing ever happened to him. he reached to the point wherein he cannot contain his emotions and thoughts anymore and spilled it out all in just one night.

i am so sad for ray. i wish sand could help him open up and share his thoughts so this could be avoided in happening again.

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claps to dunk who did so well again and again this episode!

i understand zo's pov so much that it's suffocating sometimes to have your worth proven by trophies and wins.