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Hm

i can summarize my response to almost everything I've seen in the last 20 minutes on this site in like 2 sentences

It's not that deep bro

and fake characters don't have human rights. no matter how attatched you are to a character, it's not real, no exceptions

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Falling in love is the easiest thing in the world. It's staying in love that's hard.

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And so I cried out "I hate who I was. I hate who I used to be, I did terrible things! Unspeakable things, for only my own gain! Things that should never be within the world! Acts that are unholy even in a godless land." I waited for a moment, just a moment. Deep breaths, in and out. I tried to stay calm but I could feel a buildup within my own soul. I tried to hold it back, but my words poured easily through the gag of my self control, and I felt my question ripped out of my throat before I could even think the words. "Sometimes I wish I killed myself. I wish that part of me died so thoroughly that she couldn't exist within the world anymore. When I'm old and look back upon today, who will I see? I try so hard to love myself, but I can't get away from knowing that I will look back and hate exactly who I'm trying to love right now." With a choke I stop myself from going on. I listened hard, hoping for an answer to the question I still don't know how to ask. I waited for a moment, just a moment, but all I caught was the wind.

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I stare into your eyes, desperately trying to read a message within your words, while knowing full well that it isn't there. Your genuine nature terrifies me in ways I cannot explain. ways that I don't think are normal. I realize now that you're the first person who doesn't treat me as though I should be better. Who doesn't treat me as though I should be perfect. I can see now that I crave your genuine words to my bones, it's a lifeline you've given me for years that I never fully noticed. And now that I see it, I cannot help but worry that I've taken advantage of it. Staring still into your eyes, I realize then that I love you, and I want you in my life forever. as my friend or my lover, it doesn't matter. I just know that I need you. And I can only hope you will not blame me for still being afraid.

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I stood there and I shouted "Here I am! I am here!" Yet still he just looked. And I could see in his face that now I was here he still missed me, and he didn't know what he could do other than wait for my return, and I didn't know what to do other than work towards being with him.