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I just want to be surrounded by so much love in my life. And not just relationships. Love for my job, my home, the stars, the sunsets, the place I live where ever in the world that is. I want to experience love in all forms

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I wanna get to a point where no one knows anything about me except that I’m hot and full of love

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@isabellanarchi

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Before February ends, a miracle is going to happen

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“I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it all. If it exists, I’ve fucking thought of it.”

— Winona Ryder (via thegoodvybe)

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my body: hungry

me: dehydration often presents itself as hung-

my stomach: growling

me: dehYdraTion oFteN PresEntS iTSelf As huNgE-

my mouth: hasn’t touched food since brunch two days ago

me: D E H Y D R A T I O N O F T E N P R E S E N T S I T S E L F A S H U N G E R.

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concept: my eating patterns are normal. i am solid and present. my mind never leaves me in the middle of the day. i am capable of focusing and smiling. nothing is wrong.

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me: *eats literally anything*

my shitfuck brain: hmm that wasnt very ‘anorexic’ of you :/

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me in bed, thinking about everything my mental illness has taken from me

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job interview: we need HAPPY, MOTIVATED people!!

my depressed ass:

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someone: how are you?

Me: I’m alright, just wouldn’t mind getting hit by a car

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once you stop fantasizing about that ideal version of yourself and start working towards becoming that person by setting your alarm clock earlier and actually going to the gym and actually volunteering at places and actually eating healthier and not procrastinating and working just a little bit harder you’ll realize that it was so easy all along. becoming your ideal self will only ever exist in your mind until you make the decision to work towards becoming that person. get up!! get going!! it’s now or never!! there is no light at the end of the tunnel!! get that flashlight and pave your own path bitch bc no one else is going to do it for u!!

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do i deserve back pain at this age