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[urdream9irl]

Can't wait for this account to blow up when I'm older and living my best life. Hiiiii!!! Kisses to all 💋💋💋

[urdream9irl]

I live by the song "Shake it off" by Taylor Swift.

[urdream9irl]

Dear Diary,

People are dick riding me hard asf rn.

How the hell did I just find out from someone that isn't even on the team the drama that's going around rn about me???.......Tell me how I'm the last one to know...... I'm not really mad more, just okay, so my mom and me and him were right about you, mf. Specifically L. L is just drama. I dont know even why I told her. I need to understand, not everything NEEDS to be said to everyone. Doesn't matter if it's the same thing we are in or anything. Don't say shit. You can not trust anyone out here. This may be something that I asked from God. I asked, "God take anyone out of my life that is not meant to be in my life right now"

I'm not mad. I just know better now. I'm not mad at S that my place was taken by her. I'm not jealous or anything. I understand why and what I need to do to get it back. I'm not mad I just know now I do need to cut you off because all you are L is a girl full of drama, and you just wanna be relevant. You were me in 6th grade. Ma'am we are older than that. Act your age and get right. I may not have my life together right now, but honey, don't go around saying to get your life together bc ur isn't, and you act like it is with surface things. The way you act is a complete reflection of ur insecurities and it shows. I am not mad at you, I pity you. I hope you get out of that phase soon and get well, babes.

Anyway, I am choosing to be understanding than mad and sending the same energy back. Instead, I will distance, and this is probably what I needed to do this whole time. These people around me are probably what's causing this negative bubble I feel trapped in. I am not saying I'm better but I'm more mature in thoughts to understand not to try to get immediately mad and instead understand what's going in and make sure to 1 stand up for myself which doesn't mean I'm mean more confronting instead of hiding. I really could just distance and leave that energy alone and stop entertaining her with talking to her. I'm not sure if that's the right response to this, but I know everything will be okay and will pass over. This will be solved, and I will take some type of step.

Xoxo, J ♡ (2/29/24)

[urdream9irl]

Hello beautiful I am sorry if this offends you but I find you really attractive and I’d like you to be my sugar baby just letting you know my intentions incase you will be interested... we could talk terms and weekly allowance later .... just basically paying for your time. dm me if you’re interested ❤️❤️

U know I'm 14 right

[urdream9irl]

Dear Diary,

I need to change my whole life up asap! #loosingit #weshouldbringhashtagsback #goodnight #untilthenext