I had this vision of what I wanted my to look like, but now I don’t even know. Knowing that something as stupid as having abs would make you stop talking to me, hurts my heart. My personality should be enough to make you stay.
These are EXACTLY the times I start to walk away. Maybe I should…
My life has been consumed by so much stress, I have lost my mind in all of it. Homework isn’t getting done, I’m not going to class. I have lost all motivation for school. I love school, why do I feel this way?
My parents have recently split, for the 5th time. As much as I claim it doesn’t hurt me, it does. Who else do I have to look up to, to show me what love is?
My love life is just..whatever. I’m beyond vulnerable and I can’t handle it. I want so much more than I’m being given..and I’m okay with it because he makes me feel something. I’m settling because I get butterflies. WHAT THE FUCK. I never settle.
I need to take a trip to Ruidoso, NM. Listen to nothing but country music and leave my phone back home.
I NEED A BREAK.
and I need someone to notice this..but nobody will.