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I read an article a couple of days ago about everything wrong in the Twilight movies........ I have some stuff to day, cause whoever's wrote it didnt bother reading the books.

Bella Shouldnt Be Able To Get Pregnant

Okay fine, cause Edwards body is frozen in time and he only has venom in him. But, if that's the case, then any other Vaampire Romance wouldnt be able to happen. If a Vampire's body is frozen in time, then they wouldnt be able to have sex cause the males wouldnt be able to get a hardon. Also, no one has ever said the Vampires venom is EVERYWHERE inside one. Just saying

Jacob Falling In Love With a Child

I'll admit, a bit weird. But it wasnt falling in love with her. He never wanted to be with her romantically, just wanted her safe and happy. Again, read the books as they have far more detail then the movies

Jaspers powers working on Bella

Okay, if you're gonna complain about that, why is it that Alice's powers worked for her too? It was Bellas mind that was blocked, nothing else. Jaspers powers dealt with emotion not her mind

Renesmee

People are really going to complain about a stupid name? It's a name! I happen to like it, even the nickname Nessi. Its beautiful

The Freiendships

Okay yea, Bella shouldnt have cut her friends out. But, when you're with a Vampire, and you deal with Vampire baddies, would you prefer that the baddies just killed all her friends to get to her? The first one, the Tracker James, she literally had to leave the state! The second one, she went through a bad break up (been there). Third, a literal Vampire Army! Edward wanted her away from Jake cause of his Wolf side. Wolves and Vamps are natural enemies for one, for another Jake couldn't completely control his fasing and could have hurt her so yea Edward didnt really want her around him

Jasper's Bloodlust

The thing said that Edward is the youngest Vampire. Youngest as in actual age he was turned, yes. But the books state that Carlisle first turned Edward, then Esme, then Rose, Then Emmett. Alice was already turned and Jasper was turned during the Civil War. Jasper has more trouble controlling his, because he was turned during the Civil War. HE is the youngest, not Edward.

Bell's Self control

Yes a little weird, but that is also explained. Bella had been preparing for 2 years being turned into a vampire. She learned how a newborn usually acts, heard the horror stories. She was able to mentally prepare for it.

Edward going to the Vultorie to die

The Vultorie want Edward with them, they always have since hearing about his power. If Edward had gone to a random vampire to kill him, that vampire would suffer the Vultorie and anyone involved with said vampire. It would have been pointless deaths! So yea, Edward went straight to them instead. It's a Vampires suicide

The age difference

Uh, hes a Vamp! Theres going to be one!!

So that's my thought on it. Again, some people just need to read the books.......

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I dyed my hair black

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New dress I got. Cant wait for the boots to come it

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I got a sheer crop top yesterday and I love it. I cant wait to pair it up with a dress.

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I have an OnlyFans, but what good does it do me if no one follows me and when they do its cause I start up a 7 day free trial? Why do I have to give freebies to men? Why cant i have a body loved enough and liked enough for people to like and support me? Why do people pay for PornHub and Xhamster, but not OnlyFans? Why are those better? Why do I have to rely on people? Why do I feel needy or pathetic when I have to ask for food to be ordered by someone else, from someone else's bank account?

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I dont post here as much as I intended. But, if anyone is curious, I do have an OnlyFans that is seriously lacking on fans.

Anywho! I'm still slowly going goth, I've got black nail polish that I'm obsessed with and I'm planning on getting some dark hair dye.

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Oh I almost forgot. I made a post a while back about coming out to my boyfriend about possibly being Asexual. Well, after much debate, mich more talks with him, I figured out i am not Asexual, i am what's called Demisexual. That means i have to have a deeper bond formed to actually be sexually attracted to the person. I had a bond form with my boyfriend for 4-5 years before we started dating. And my boyfriend before that I had know for about 3 years. Every relationship I've had makes sense now, hehe. I'm glad I figured it out

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Hey, guys. So I watched a horror movie called Rose Red (Stephen King, highly recommended). However, I've accidentally scared myself with it. Not a big deal for me I usually just play in my phone until I pass out.......except that I was on Webtoon and I was reading one I had subscribed to but hadn't read yet. But damn, that one was creepy as hell. I felt I couldn't run the water in the house while then coming after me lol

So that one webtoon #Killstagtram, is all about a highly popular social media girl being stalked. So now I'm paranoid that someone will want to stalk me if I reveal too much, especially since I have an OnlyFans now......and my boyfriend and I have a xhamster, too. So yea, worry is there for me now

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Sorry haven't posted recently. Been busy trying to help my boyfriend get to a new place and I haven't really gotten new clothes recently......but, I went to Busch gardens and got this shirt that I love!

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One, I'm wide awake at 2:15am on September 18th. Two, happy fall guys! I might be doing Howl-O-Scream at a Bisch Gardens SeaWorld park so I'm excited.

I also cant really wait for this damn year to freaking end already.........I hope it doesnt change how everyone's lives run for the rest of our lives. It sucks that a damn virus is running our lives now. I hate it

I also cant wait for Halloween. It's my boyfriend's son's bday! I'm so excited!! I hope we can get him that weekend too!!

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Came out to my bf as possible Asexual last night. It feels right. We've been together since December and last summer when I was testing the dating waters before jumping in, I wasnt sexually attracted to the 3 guys I went on dates with. I wasnt attracted to bf that way either. It was his personality. But......hes a very sexual person. I feel like it's wrong for him to be with someone like me, who cant give him that. I feel like I tricked him, and that that makes me wrong for. He swears he'll love me still.......I believe that. But the sexual desire is still there for him. I know this......

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I like the outfit, but cant wear it outside yet. I feel too vulnerable in it and feel like something bad would happen to mean

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Goth Lolita? Hehehe

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My confidence for this lifestyle is up! I love the black and white one the best (I used filters from Snapchat)

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Feeling beautiful and loving my new self!

Or is it my old self? XD

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My sisters gf didnt have a bad reaction to that FB post. I expected it, but not yet. Nothing but positive comments. I feel great about reaching out and stepping out of my shell! I know negativity will come. Some see me as bright as a rainbow and so happy-go-lucky. Its stereotyped that goths are all depressed or just looking for attention. Maybe some are. But that's not my case. There are plenty of happy goths that I know.

Here's to stepping out of shell's and embracing who you are!