a little more moody one today but dw they are just realizing that they are inevitable :) also ive been listening a lot to lord huron's meet me in the woods and it's pretty perfect for them..... my head is full of ideas!!!!!
Just thinking about how like, when I was a teenager, the gayest show we had was Merlin, which was somehow super gay and also incredibly homophobic.
But now y’all teens have your pick of queer characters. Soft gay teenagers? Check. Gay royalty? Check. Gay pirates? Check. Gay vampires? Check. Gay angels and demons? Check.
“I tried so hard. You know that, right? I tried harder than you could ever imagine, and now here I am, trying my best just to forget everything. Every piece of you, the way you smell, the feel of your skin. I can still feel you. I think I always will.”
So far, we know the episodes for the show series are 10 thanks to Fort for telling us lol, hopefully 12 just to round it out!, but it's definitely 10, but I'm so READY to see peat play tongrak get swayed by mut cause rak from what we've been told is so vastly different from sky from lita!, rak is confident flirtatious a playboy as well but that definitely hides under alot of insecurity and trauma that he's concealing. And mut seems to be this happy confident strongheaded person who as we knows strives on making money cause of his upbringing which is what rak has...so that's gonna be a big play in their situationship 😬 but it seems rak will be the one to fall for mut first even if he doesn't want too admit it.
you broke us and i sat there saving money for a month
thinking every day that maybe you would change your mind
i bargained, i cried, i begged, i questioned
i haven't even accepted yet
in a month i left when you thought it'd take six
and i love the way your face fell when i told you
that i was leaving in the morning
yeah, i went through your phone
i have no skin in this game anymore
so i don't care that it's fucked up
read all the messages to all your friends
saying "we'll see if it happens" when i talked about moving
you doubted me
you judged me
you hated me
every day of this relationship
i told you i was leaving
and you halted and said
"well there's no need to rush"
fuck you
i woke up every day and i chose you
and you never cared
showed you the map
you avoided each politely-given direction