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“Human beings are not born once and for all the day their mothers give birth to them, but life obliges them over and over again to give birth to themselves.”—Gabriel Garcia Marquez, “Love in the Time of Cholera 

This is true of being a human and being an artist. Rebirth and be reborn.

(2012) MODERN WOMAN INDIGENOUS SPIRIT

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An ad for your deepest desires :)

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Yulong River, Yangshuo, China by mlisowsk

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April Affirmations: I forgive the versions of me that didn’t know better. I forgive the versions of me that knew better, but were just trying to survive.

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Damn, the last ones were just juicy. My Capricorn Venus (24 degrees) conjuncts Neptune in a tight degree. My two ex-fiancés both had Venus square Neptune (one Venus opposite Saturn and the other conjunct Saturn). Needless to say, to both of them, I'm their ideal woman. I broke up with my first fiancé years ago, and he still hasn't moved on, and every woman they try to present him to, he's being the most obnoxious picker. Like, bruh, stop looking for a clone of me. How do I know it? He pays me monthly just to stay in contact with him, in a friendly way, and not ghost him for more than a week. I honestly appreciate his intellectual presence, as we have similar ways of thinking, and he's very creative, and I don't get bored talking with him despite knowing him for more than a decade.

RANDOM VENUS OBSERVATIONS

DISCLAIMER: These are my personal observations and not facts. The whole chart has to be taken into consideration. This post contains both positive & negative observations.

VENUS IN THE HOUSES

𓆩♡𓆪 Ceres(1) conjunct Venus takes care of the people they love like nobody else. They also tend to really enjoy and feel nurtured by any beauty procedure like going a hairdresser, facials, spas etc. They tend to prefer the clean girl look. Natural beauties.

𓆩♡𓆪 Couples with Venus 10th house synastry have a tendency to treat the relationship like a business. Looking good for others, posting the right pictures, focusing on finances, constant planning etc. They will be in their 40s and realize ”shit we never even been on a romantic date!” Lol.

𓆩♡𓆪 Ive seen Venus conjunct Dejanira(157) in the chart of people who have been victimized by women in their life and therefore have an underlying dislike for women that people pick up on.

𓆩♡𓆪 Men with Venus conjunct Lilith tend to be attracted to ”socially unacceptable” women. Might find the ”town whore” much more interesting than the popular ”it-girl”.

𓆩♡𓆪 I remember getting A LOT of attention in public the year I had Venus 10th house in the solar return chart.

𓆩♡𓆪 People with Venus aspecting Pluto or Venus 8th house are often the most good looking person in their family.

𓆩♡𓆪 The most 3 most common Venus synastry aspects of all when it comes to married couples or couples whos been together for over 20 years is: Juno(3) conjunct Venus, Venus 10th house and Venus conjunct Mars (based on my own observations of older couples around me not facts or statistics)

𓆩♡𓆪 Some of the most beautiful friendships and relationships Ive had were with people I had Venus 1st house in the composite chart with. Sooo pleasant and just genuine like and appreciation.

𓆩♡𓆪 People with Sun conjunct Venus have such a strong Venus energy. They just ooze it. Its like the Sun is shining like a 🔦 on Venus making her shine even more. Im jealous.

𓆩♡𓆪 Venus conjunct Lilith might be very drawn to plastic surgery since Lilith can awake the extreme in the planet it conjuncts. For example: Katie Price, Megan Fox & Kylie Jenner.

𓆩♡𓆪 A guy told me he love the dark circles under my eyes(Ive had them since i was little they are genetic) I just knew he was a Scorpio Venus and I was right. They looove creepy stuff. The more you look like a skull the better.

𓆩♡𓆪 If you have Europa(52) conjunct Venus you might be drawn to european fashion, art and food. The continent of europe takes its name from this myth.

𓆩♡𓆪 Venus conjunct Talent(33154) or Industria(389) can give a talent in art. Might be a good makeupartist since makeup is a form of art.

𓆩♡𓆪 People with Venus conjunct South Node tend to be gorgeous and stand out but they dont tend to show it off. The kind of people who probably get told ”why dont you have social media you could be an influencer!”. Ive had like 5 friends with this and none of them had instagram.

𓆩♡𓆪 My childhood friend ever since we were like 12 has only dated REALLY mean guys. Like every single guy shes been with has been a bully. Not towards her but just in general. She would also ask the guys to bully others for her. Took me a while to understand that she actually was attracted to see these guys be abusive towards people. She have Venus conjunct Nessus(7066).

𓆩♡𓆪 I prefer Venus trine Ascendant in synastry over Venus conjunct Ascendant synastry. The conjunction feels too much and when im Ascendant I feel like I have to perform a certain way and the Venus person easily turns into a hater. The trine is much more pleasant.

𓆩♡𓆪 Venus 6th house & Venus in Virgo people look like the clean girl aesthetic was made for them. For example Bella Hadid who has it conjunct her Virgo Rising.

𓆩♡𓆪 Venus 8th house synastry can indicate jealousy or competiton surrounding social contacts, popularity or looks. One might also outgrow the other when it comes to these things. Enter this relationship with caution because Venus is a much more sensitive part of us than we think. You have a HUGE effect on eachothers self esteem here.

𓆩♡𓆪 The hardest men to please as someone who dates men are men with Moon Square Venus(you are either his moon or his Venus and he wont be pleased either way), Venus Square Lilith(you are either a Madonna or a whore and he wont be pleased either way) Venus Square/Conjunct Neptune(unless you are a doll or a celebrity you aint good enough unless you make it your mission to never show signs of being human). You will definitely attract these men if you are a people pleaser.

𓆩♡𓆪 Im sorry but be careful with Venus/Saturn men. Ive seen this in the chart of so many unambitious men who look for a woman to provide for them. This aspect can also give a very low self esteem so they might go for the ”safe option”. The ambitious mature woman who have her own car and will let him live soft life because she is glad to have him instead of going for the women they are really attracted to. These people have NO issues with being with a woman they arent attracted to if she can provide. (No not everyone with this aspect is like this im just saying its something Ive seen A LOT).

𓆩♡𓆪 People with Venus/Neptune can feel a very strong need to fit the ideal. Venus aspecting the planet of impossible standards, fantasies and dreams. So for someone with this aspect it can feel a little extra hard to be criticized for their physical appearance because they really want to be ”ideal”.

𓆩♡𓆪 Ive seen a lot of people with Venus in Pisces who have a hard time finding a partner because they refuse to ”settle” for whats realistic. They will see a guy who dates a model and now they want to date a model too completely disregarding that they have none of the things that guy have. Ive seen this in the charts of men who have literally NOTHING to their name but still looks for a partner whos a 10 out of 10. Seen the same with Venus Square/Conjunct Neptune.

𓆩♡𓆪 Venus aspecting Uranus can be fashion geniuses. Also have a unique talent in anything Venus related. Carmen Kass for example who used to be the second highest paid model in the world and was known for her distinctive runway walk.

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A hypothesis would be their people-pleasing nature. As Libra moons tend to not handle well pressure from loved ones. They tend to overdo and overcompromise sometimes. Maybe behind the entry, there was some strong personality that manipulated them into it. They tend to do things that they know for sure aren't the right thing for them just to prove their care or loyalty. I've seen many Libra placements, mostly moon, rising, and Mars, being yes-men or yes-ladies. They can be passive-aggressive in return or build up resentment towards that person, but still, they don't say no until they totally detach themselves or acknowledge that they're being used and not loved or cared for.

WHATS IN THE CHART OF AN ADULT MOVIE STAR PART 2 🔞

PART 1

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: Sex.

In this post Ive looked up the charts of the most popular adult film stars to find out which placements will be prominent in the charts of the people who awake lust in so many people.

We will look at these asteroids:

Lust(4386) Lust, being lustful.

Eros (433) Erotic, what turns you on.

Fox(16248) Being seen as a s*xobject.

Nessus(7066) S*xual deviancy, abuse, s*xual obsession.

Erato(62) Means 'the awakener of desire'.

Musa(600) A muse, a source of inspiration.

Lilith (h13) (h58) (1181)

Nina Hartley

Pluto conjunct MC: Shes one of the biggest names in the industry and described by CNBC as "a legend in the adult world ”She also love the public seeing her sexual side ” I know now that I'm sexual the way that Mozart was musical, a life of public sexuality has, from my very first time on stage, been as natural to me as breathing.”

Fox in the 1st house: Seen as a sex object by many.

8th house ruler in the 5th house: Making art and entertainent out of 8th house matters.

Asteroid Lilith in the 1st house: This is a common placement among women who dont fit into the stereotypical role of what a woman ”should be like. She has been described by Las Vegas Weekly as an "outspoken feminist" and "advocate for sexual freedom".

Lust in the 3rd house: Shes been writing about sex. ”In 2006, Hartley co-authored Nina Hartley's Guide to Total Sex with her husband Ira Levine. The book includes sections on sex toys, swinging, threesomes, dominance and submission, and erotic spanking. Library Journal called the book a "well-written guide"”

Manuel Ferrara

Pluto in the 10th house + 8th house ruler in the 10th house: Known for sex. A very sexual image. But Pluto is also about power and in the 10th house it makes someone a big name which he definitely is: ”One of the leading actors in the porn industry,Ferrara has won over 64 adult industry awards including six AVN Awards as Male Performer of the Year—the record for the accolade, and was inducted into the AVN and XRCO Halls of Fame.”

Fox in the 10th house: Being seen as a sex object in his career and in the eyes of the public.

Eros and Lust in the 1st house: No wonder he's so hot with these asteroids in the 1st house. This makes for a very sexual person and it will be seen on the physical appearance when it the 1st house.

Nessus conjunct Mars: This creates a very strong sexuality. Nessus is like putting electricity on whatever it touches and give someone a hard time with impulse control.

Moon conjunct Pluto: He is intense and very sensual in his love making. I would say thats why he stand out among men. Instead of the regular ”hard sex” he does it in a more sensual way that us women respond to.

Neptune in the 1st house: A fantasy

Musa conjunct Ascendant: A muse is a source of inspiration which he is for thousand of peoples sex life.

Mia Khalifa

Pluto conjunct MC: Shes definitely one of the most well known adult actresses atleast among young people. Shes a household name and wellknown even among mainstream people.

Eros in the 11th house: She is one of the highest paid people on onlyfans and have more followers on her social media accounts than most other adult actors and actresses. Shes so famous its not even considered taboo to mention her name which is unique for someone in her field.

Moon and Jupiter in the 8th house: With both Jupiter and Moon here she will be very sexual and understand sex on another level. Especially since Jupiter expands what it touches.

Lust conjunct Ascendant: A lustful person, a sexual image. Someone who liked to express their sexuality.

Lilith conjunct Sun in the 1st house: Rebelling against the ”traditional role” for women.

Musa conjunct Eros: A source of sexual inspiration.

Erato(62) in the 1st house: Awaking desire.

Waldemath Lilith in the 2nd house: Making money in unconventional way. The way she makes money makes her an ”outcast” in normal society.

Ariella Ferrera

Lilith, Nessus and Lust in Cancer in the 1st house: Shes one of the ”milfs”. She got huge breasts and in most of the roles she plays a mom or stepmom which shows all that cancer energy.

Venus Square Saturn: Venus Square Saturn shows aging like fine wine and enjoying your looks more as you get older. Shes definitely enjoying her milf look. She started doing movies at an older age than other women in her business ”Ariella first began performing in explicit hardcore movies at age 30” and was a ”tomboy” before.

8th house ruler in the 5th house: Making art and entertainent out of 8th house matters.

Lilith in the 2nd house: Making money in unconventional way. The way she makes money makes her an ”outcast” in normal society.

Fama in the 8th house: Famous for sexual matters.

Bonnie Rotten

Sun in the 8th house: Sex is where she shines. Sun can often show a ”main theme” in our life & something we see as part of our identity.

Lilith, Nessus and Fox in the 1st house: A sexual look. Seen as a ”sex object”. She likes to express herself with tattoos and piercing. Rebelling with her look. ”Rotten also has a spiderweb on each of her breasts with the areola as the center of each web. She is credited with furthering the acceptance of porn performers with tattoos.”

Mars in the 10th house: Known for her body and sex. Mars here also gives a top dog image similar to Pluto but less dark. In 2014, she became the first alt-porn star to win the AVN Award for Female Performer of the Year.” LA Weekly ranked her fifth on their list of "10 Porn Stars Who Could Be the Next Jenna Jameson". She was also placed on CNBC's list of "The Dirty Dozen: Porn's Most Popular Stars" in 2014.

Waldemath Lilith in the 2nd house: Making money in unconventional way. The way she makes money makes her an ”outcast” in normal society.

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I have Juno conjunct MC, and I do have a low body count; literally, I've slept only with men to whom I was engaged soon to marry and my husband. Hilariously enough, I also have Lilith conjunct Juno at 0 degrees. My reputation and impression are something between wifey material and a high-paid escort.

indicator of low and high bodycount?

BODY COUNT OBSERVATIONS 🍌

DISCLAIMER: These are my personal observations and not facts.

Venus/Saturn: This is a wild card. These people either take sex very seriously or the complete opposite might see sleeping with many people as a status symbol. Might also do it for attention since they tend to have low self esteem. People with this aspect also tend to have had a glow up later in life and therefore might sleep around bc they didnt get attention before.

Saturn/Lilith/Pluto 2nd house: Might have VERY low self worth.(Im not saying everyone with high bodycount have low self esteem im just saying thats a common reason in both men and women)

Lilith 1st house: Can completely lack boundaries when it comes to their body. But can also be someone who doesnt give a f and genuinely enjoys sex. The 2 people with the highest body count Ive ever heard of both have Lilith 1st house. Men with this placement are also often percieved as feminine and sleep around to make up for that. Dan Bilzerian and Adam Levine both have this placement together with their Saturn conjunct Ascendant and theh give me the impression of needing womens attention to feel good about themselves.

Juno conjunct Ascendant/Midheaven: The people I know irl who have a low body count as in only slept with 1 or 2 people their whole life have this.

Venus conjunct MC: There is a strong fear of being disliked or looked down on with these placement so they are very careful with who they sleep with. They also tend to take sex very seriously.

Venus in Libra: People with this placement are very into beauty and outer appearances and can be kinda fixated with women. So a person whos into women and have this placement can have a high body count.

Venus or Mars 8th house: This is a wild card just like Venus/Saturn. Seen this in the charts of those who take sex very seriously and in the charts of those who dont.

Lilith 8th house: This placement can make someone lack sexual boundaries, most times because of trauma and abuse in childhood from my observations. Can also make someone very fixated with sex but it can also make someone scared of sex. Lilith is where we either avoid out of disgust or obsess.

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From this series, I've noticed that there's a huge amount of Libra moons, interesting tbh.

Plus, an emphasis on Cardinal Venus or Mars, most of them have at least one of these two planets in a cardinal sign, mostly Aries/Capricorn/Cancer.

Last but not least, Mars, Pluto, and Lilith being in the 1st, 2nd, 8th, or 10th house is also a common factor.

WHATS IN THE CHART OF AN ADULT MOVIE STAR PART 2 🔞

PART 1

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: Sex.

In this post Ive looked up the charts of the most popular adult film stars to find out which placements will be prominent in the charts of the people who awake lust in so many people.

We will look at these asteroids:

Lust(4386) Lust, being lustful.

Eros (433) Erotic, what turns you on.

Fox(16248) Being seen as a s*xobject.

Nessus(7066) S*xual deviancy, abuse, s*xual obsession.

Erato(62) Means 'the awakener of desire'.

Musa(600) A muse, a source of inspiration.

Lilith (h13) (h58) (1181)

Nina Hartley

Pluto conjunct MC: Shes one of the biggest names in the industry and described by CNBC as "a legend in the adult world ”She also love the public seeing her sexual side ” I know now that I'm sexual the way that Mozart was musical, a life of public sexuality has, from my very first time on stage, been as natural to me as breathing.”

Fox in the 1st house: Seen as a sex object by many.

8th house ruler in the 5th house: Making art and entertainent out of 8th house matters.

Asteroid Lilith in the 1st house: This is a common placement among women who dont fit into the stereotypical role of what a woman ”should be like. She has been described by Las Vegas Weekly as an "outspoken feminist" and "advocate for sexual freedom".

Lust in the 3rd house: Shes been writing about sex. ”In 2006, Hartley co-authored Nina Hartley's Guide to Total Sex with her husband Ira Levine. The book includes sections on sex toys, swinging, threesomes, dominance and submission, and erotic spanking. Library Journal called the book a "well-written guide"”

Manuel Ferrara

Pluto in the 10th house + 8th house ruler in the 10th house: Known for sex. A very sexual image. But Pluto is also about power and in the 10th house it makes someone a big name which he definitely is: ”One of the leading actors in the porn industry,Ferrara has won over 64 adult industry awards including six AVN Awards as Male Performer of the Year—the record for the accolade, and was inducted into the AVN and XRCO Halls of Fame.”

Fox in the 10th house: Being seen as a sex object in his career and in the eyes of the public.

Eros and Lust in the 1st house: No wonder he's so hot with these asteroids in the 1st house. This makes for a very sexual person and it will be seen on the physical appearance when it the 1st house.

Nessus conjunct Mars: This creates a very strong sexuality. Nessus is like putting electricity on whatever it touches and give someone a hard time with impulse control.

Moon conjunct Pluto: He is intense and very sensual in his love making. I would say thats why he stand out among men. Instead of the regular ”hard sex” he does it in a more sensual way that us women respond to.

Neptune in the 1st house: A fantasy

Musa conjunct Ascendant: A muse is a source of inspiration which he is for thousand of peoples sex life.

Mia Khalifa

Pluto conjunct MC: Shes definitely one of the most well known adult actresses atleast among young people. Shes a household name and wellknown even among mainstream people.

Eros in the 11th house: She is one of the highest paid people on onlyfans and have more followers on her social media accounts than most other adult actors and actresses. Shes so famous its not even considered taboo to mention her name which is unique for someone in her field.

Moon and Jupiter in the 8th house: With both Jupiter and Moon here she will be very sexual and understand sex on another level. Especially since Jupiter expands what it touches.

Lust conjunct Ascendant: A lustful person, a sexual image. Someone who liked to express their sexuality.

Lilith conjunct Sun in the 1st house: Rebelling against the ”traditional role” for women.

Musa conjunct Eros: A source of sexual inspiration.

Erato(62) in the 1st house: Awaking desire.

Waldemath Lilith in the 2nd house: Making money in unconventional way. The way she makes money makes her an ”outcast” in normal society.

Ariella Ferrera

Lilith, Nessus and Lust in Cancer in the 1st house: Shes one of the ”milfs”. She got huge breasts and in most of the roles she plays a mom or stepmom which shows all that cancer energy.

Venus Square Saturn: Venus Square Saturn shows aging like fine wine and enjoying your looks more as you get older. Shes definitely enjoying her milf look. She started doing movies at an older age than other women in her business ”Ariella first began performing in explicit hardcore movies at age 30” and was a ”tomboy” before.

8th house ruler in the 5th house: Making art and entertainent out of 8th house matters.

Lilith in the 2nd house: Making money in unconventional way. The way she makes money makes her an ”outcast” in normal society.

Fama in the 8th house: Famous for sexual matters.

Bonnie Rotten

Sun in the 8th house: Sex is where she shines. Sun can often show a ”main theme” in our life & something we see as part of our identity.

Lilith, Nessus and Fox in the 1st house: A sexual look. Seen as a ”sex object”. She likes to express herself with tattoos and piercing. Rebelling with her look. ”Rotten also has a spiderweb on each of her breasts with the areola as the center of each web. She is credited with furthering the acceptance of porn performers with tattoos.”

Mars in the 10th house: Known for her body and sex. Mars here also gives a top dog image similar to Pluto but less dark. In 2014, she became the first alt-porn star to win the AVN Award for Female Performer of the Year.” LA Weekly ranked her fifth on their list of "10 Porn Stars Who Could Be the Next Jenna Jameson". She was also placed on CNBC's list of "The Dirty Dozen: Porn's Most Popular Stars" in 2014.

Waldemath Lilith in the 2nd house: Making money in unconventional way. The way she makes money makes her an ”outcast” in normal society.

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The real gold diggers are the men who expect you to take care of them, their parents, clean their house, wash and iron their clothes, give birth to their children and take care of them, manage their emotions, and on top of that, go to work and contribute 50/50 to the expenses.

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I was like, damn, why do I have at least one placement for every damn planet, except for North Node and South Node, and a second later I was, wait a minute, and I've seen my beautiful dragging South Node in Pisces. Oh well, it doesn't matter. I'm my own hard-core enemy, lol.

Astrology of Self-Sabotage: What’s Holding You Back?

Ever feel like you’re your own worst enemy? Like you’re standing in front of the finish line, but instead of crossing it, you trip over your own shoelaces? Your birth chart holds all the clues to why you keep blocking your own success. Some placements thrive under pressure, while others press the self-destruct button before things even start. Let’s break down the placements that make life harder than it needs to be.

🌙 Moon Signs & Houses: Emotional Self-Sabotage

Moon in Scorpio – You crave deep emotional intimacy but distrust everyone, so you push people away.

Moon in the 12th House – Feelings? Never heard of them. You suppress them so much they attack in your sleep.

Moon Square Saturn – You want to be loved but feel unworthy, so you isolate yourself and say it’s “just how I am.”

Moon Opposite Pluto – Either completely numb or an emotional tornado. No middle ground.

Moon in the 8th House – Loves intensity but is terrified of losing control. Ends up self-sabotaging relationships.

Moon in Aquarius – Feelings are for other people, not you. You intellectualize everything until it doesn’t exist.

🗣 Mercury: Overthinking & Communication Blocks

Mercury Retrograde – You say something, then overanalyze it for three days straight.

Mercury in Pisces – You have great ideas… but they disappear the second you try to explain them.

Mercury in the 12th House – You know so much, but struggle to verbalize it. Ends up sounding like you don’t care.

Mercury Square Neptune – Miscommunication? You invented it. Half the time, even you don’t know what you meant.

Mercury Opposite Saturn – You stay quiet because you assume people won’t listen, so you never even try.

Mercury in Capricorn – Overthinks every conversation and only speaks when it’s 100% necessary.

🔥 Mars: Motivation & Self-Sabotage Through Action (or Lack of It)

Mars in Cancer – Passive-aggressive. You’re mad, but instead of addressing it, you just sulk for three days.

Mars in Libra – Can’t make a decision. By the time you do, the opportunity is gone.

Mars Square Saturn – You want success, but fear failure so much that you never even start.

Mars in the 12th House – Zero motivation… until 3 AM when you suddenly want to change your entire life.

Mars in Virgo – Paralysis by analysis. Overthinks action until the moment passes.

Mars Opposite Neptune – Goals? You have them. Execution? What’s that?

💖 Venus: Love & Self-Sabotage

Venus in Scorpio – You test people’s loyalty until they leave, then say “See? I knew you’d betray me.”

Venus Square Neptune – Falls in love with potential, not reality. Ends up heartbroken over imaginary relationships.

Venus in the 12th House – Secret romances, unavailable partners, and unspoken heartbreak.

Venus Opposite Saturn – You crave love but assume rejection is inevitable, so you reject people first.

Venus in Aries – Wants love now, but loses interest immediately when it’s too easy.

Venus in the 7th House – Defines self-worth through relationships, but attracts the same toxic patterns every time.

🪨 Saturn: Harsh Life Lessons & Fear-Based Self-Sabotage

Saturn in Aries – You want to be a leader but constantly doubt yourself.

Saturn in the 1st House – Perfectionist tendencies. If you can’t do it perfectly, you won’t do it at all.

Saturn Square Moon – Struggles with emotional expression. Feels like love is conditional.

Saturn in the 12th House – Self-doubt is so deeply ingrained that you don’t even notice it’s holding you back.

Saturn in the 7th House – Love is either delayed, restricted, or feels like a job interview.

Saturn Conjunct North Node – Success is coming, but it’ll make you work twice as hard for it.

💀 Pluto: Deep Psychological Blocks & Transformation Resistance

Pluto in the 1st House – You want to be seen, but fear the power that comes with it.

Pluto in the 7th House – Your relationships either transform you or destroy you.

Pluto Square Sun – Fear of being ignored, but also fear of being truly seen.

Pluto in the 12th House – Trauma so repressed it runs the show from the shadows.

Pluto in the 6th House – Obsessive need for control in everything. If you can’t control it, you spiral.

🌌 North Node & South Node: Your Comfort Zone vs. Your Growth

South Node in Aries – Hyper-independent. Refuses help, even when struggling.

South Node in Libra – People-pleasing to the point of self-sacrifice.

South Node in Capricorn – Workaholic who avoids emotions like it’s a full-time job.

South Node in Pisces – Lives in a dream world instead of taking action.

North Node in 12th House – Life pushes you to trust intuition, but you resist it.

North Node Conjunct Saturn – Destiny will force you to work hard before you succeed.

So… How Do You Stop Self-Sabotaging?

Step one: recognize the pattern. Step two: do the opposite of what your self-sabotaging placements tell you to do (yes, it's hard, but trust me). Your birth chart shows the challenges, but also how to overcome them.

Want a deep dive into your chart and how to break free from your own traps?

DM me for a full astrology reading! 🌟

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“Your Chart’s ‘Main Quest’ vs. ‘Side Quest’” – What’s Your Real Path, and What Distractions Keep Leading You Off Course?

Life is basically an open-world RPG, and your birth chart is the ultimate quest log. Some placements show your Main Quest—the path you’re actually supposed to follow. Others? Pure Side Quests—enticing distractions, random chaos, or unnecessary drama that somehow still shape your journey.

So, are you leveling up your destiny, or just running errands for NPCs (a.k.a. everyone but yourself)? Let’s break it down:

🎯 The “Main Quest” Placements – Your Life’s True Path

North Node in the 10th house – You’re meant to be somebody—but not overnight. Climbing the mountain of success takes work, but once you get there, the view is incredible.

Sun in the 1st house – Your quest? Being unapologetically you. The more you embrace your identity, the easier life flows.

Saturn conjunct North Node – Your soul signed up for the hard mode. Lessons take time, but mastery is inevitable.

Jupiter in the 9th house – Expansion, knowledge, and big-picture thinking—your main mission is to see the world (literally or mentally).

Pluto in the 8th house – Transformation is your destiny. You don’t just go through changes—you become a whole new person multiple times in life.

Midheaven in Leo – The spotlight wants you. You might resist, but at some point, you’re meant to be seen.

Mars in the 6th house – Your mission: productive grind mode. You function best when you’re consistently working toward a goal.

Chiron in the 12th house – Healing yourself is the mission, but first, you have to figure out what’s been buried deep in your subconscious.

🌀 The “Side Quest” Placements – Fun, but Are They Necessary?

Venus in the 11th house – You swear you’re focusing on your dreams, but wait—what’s this? Another chaotic social scene dragging you in?

Moon in the 3rd house – Emotions are directly tied to gossip, social media scrolling, and overthinking every conversation you’ve ever had.

Mercury in the 7th house – You’re supposed to be working, but wait, what did your ex just post??

Neptune in the 5th house – Romantic daydreams, artistic fantasies, and way too much time getting lost in fictional worlds instead of reality.

Mars square Neptune – Motivation? Inconsistent. You want to get things done, but Netflix and naps are RIGHT THERE.

Sun in the 12th house – Meant to be on a spiritual path, but spends half of life just vibing in existential confusion.

Venus square Saturn – Definitely meant to experience love, but wow, why is every relationship a slow-burn challenge?

Jupiter in the 7th house – Soul growth through relationships? Absolutely. Getting distracted by every charming stranger? Also yes.

Uranus in the 2nd house – Financial stability is technically the goal, but your spending habits say otherwise.

Pluto in the 11th house – Meant to change the world, but first: unnecessary drama in friend groups.

🏆 Are You Sticking to the Quest, or Just Collecting Side Stories?

If your life feels off track, look at your birth chart—are you following your Main Quest, or are you getting stuck in endless Side Quests? Both are valuable, but one leads you where you actually need to go.

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“And flowers emerge through the ruins—”

— Joy Harjo, from A Map to the Next World