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SEXUALITY & ATTACHMENT Vladimir Makarov HC

He disregards sex, and sometimes even finds it repulsive.

Sex is a function. Not fulfilment.

For Makarov, the body is a tool. A weapon. A vehicle—anything but indulgence. To indulge in it without control feels pathetic. Base. Weak. Human. He had sex, of course. He knows it well—well enough to understand its mechanics, its negotiations, its uses. But it emotionally repulses him.

Emotional intimacy has always struck him as inefficient. He doesn’t understand “wanting someone” for the sake of closeness. He believes most people confuse dependency with desire, and thinks the ideas of being “loved” is laughable—if someone truly saw him, they would not want him.

He engages in sex for release, not connection. He can perform, but he rarely feels. He’s detached, often leaves immediately after, sometimes during. He stares at the ceiling. Stares through people. It’s more like shedding pressure than gaining pleasure.

Once he’s done something once, he’s bored. He chases novelty—but only if it serves as a distraction. The more taboo, the more control required, the more he can pretend it means something. Not out of kink or thrill, but because normality feels fake.

What is intimacy if you don’t corrupt it?

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https://x.com/italomateusart?t=dPi0PoGPjwVQ9zkvNSEbhQ&s=09

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I'm quite proud of this ngl

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Griffith on a horse, but unfortunately, I'm displeased with the outcome. I do like his face AND the background, though - I used a photo I took myself as a reference ✨️

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Berserk

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makarov doodles… I don’t even really fw makarov but he’s fun to draw

nvm the notes I colored over in the first one🥀

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©italomateusart

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A-

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some comic practice using a scene from my berserk fic hehe

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Having a doomed yaoi irl is actually really bad

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study of a statue

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stigmata

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alt version of one of my prev

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study of a scene from Nosferatu

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The bride of a dead man. 🥀

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*sigh* When will it be my turn......