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In which Kim Theerapanyakul is batshit insane

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KimChay + textposts

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Some KimChay details:

1. a phonograph in Kim's apartment

2. Wik mug in Chay's room

3. a book about humour on Kim's shelf

4. Kim writing a happy song about Chay that isn't WDYS

5. Chay's Wik key chains

6. a ticket from a movie date between polaroids

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if this doesnt trigger a bunch of vampire kim fics i'll cry

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Look who I found

via jeffsatur @ twitter | 25042024

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Stranger

When people ask me why I have Stranger tattooed on my collar bone and I don't feel like explaining how pathetically obsessed I am about a Thai singer I tell them it's because of the merchant in resident evil 4

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When people ask me why I have Stranger tattooed on my collar bone and I don't feel like explaining how pathetically obsessed I am about a Thai singer I tell them it's because of the merchant in resident evil 4

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Kim had been on the run when he first met Porchay. A hunter. Kim had escaped captivity and was now hiding. He'd barely managed his escape. He'd been abducted during one of his feedings, the human he had drank from had had something injected in them, and when Kim had drank, it had burned. Then he was knocked on concious and kept locked up for weeks? Months? Years? He couldn't tell it had passed in a hazy blur.

But he had escaped that was what had mattered. But he was weak. Had been starved, surving on just enough to keep him alive and nothing else.

And now he was laying in a filthy alleyway. He had no idea where he was. No where he knew of. He had run through a forest that had felt like it stretched for forever before finding the edges of a town. But the town was quiet. It was early hours of the morning. Everyone locked up safe asleep in their houses. Kim was not in any state to be breaking in and fighting right now.

It was cold. Kim knew he couldn't fall asleep here. The sun was only a few hours from rising, and if he slept here, he'd never wake up. Well, he would, but it'd be for an excruciating death. And then he'd never wake up.

But it hurt. Everything hurt. He'd been chained up with silver cuffs, which had left angry marks all across his wrists and ankles. Had been constantly injected with holy water to keep him weak and stop him from healing. He'd hadn't had any blood in the last week. He was bleeding himself from his side, been shot by an arrow which hadn't stuck, but it had left a gaping wound, which all Kim could do was press his hand against.

He tried to stand. His legs wouldn't work. This was it. He'd managed to escape but for what? He was still going to die.

Kim looked at the moon and then closed his eyes. Well, at least he'd get to see one last sun rise. It had been years.

…

"-Okay?"

Kim was being lifted up. He couldn't remember the last time anyone had touched him that wasn't to cut him open.

"Hang on. It's just a little longer."

He was being placed on something soft.

Opening his eyes just barely, he saw someone leaning over him. A neck just centimetres away. Using the last of his strength, Kim pushed himself up and bit.

--/--/--

When Kim next woke, he was covered with a blanket. In a dimly lit room. He sat up. He felt, well still not great but better. His side didn't hurt even a little. Strange. Pulling his shirt up, (That was definitely not his shirt) his side was completely healed. He was also clean. No blood or scratches or torn clothing anywhere on him.

Kim stood up easily. No head spins, no muscles screaming in pain. Nothing.

Leaving the dark room, Kim found himself in a hallway. He was at the end, so the only place to go was forward. He could hear light clattering of things being knocked together. Someone was here with him. Lightly walking forward, Kim prepared himself.

Whoever it was wasn't exactly an enemy. They had put him in a soft bed. Made sure no sunlight could get in, cleaned him, and got him clothes. And judging by how he was feeling had gotten him blood. But all of that didn't mean Kim was suddenly going to just instantly let his guard down. This could still be a trap.

Turning the corner, Kim saw a living room/kitchen area. There was a couch in the centre with a bookshelf lining the wall next to it.

On the other side was a small dining table, and then behind that was a kitchen, small, tiny even. There is barely enough space to fit two people in. But there was someone in it right now. Their back turned to Kim. They were humming.

Kim stood there and watched. If they were a threat, they weren't a very good one. They hadn't even noticed him.

The humming was pleasant.

Kin didn't count how long he stood there. Just watching, listening. A few seconds or minutes? An hour?

Eventually, the person turned around.

"Oh!" They jumped. It was a boy. Young. No more than 17 Kim would guess,"You're awake. You slept the whole day yesterday and all today!" The boy smiled, and Kim narrowed his eyes.

"Where am I?"

The boy turned back to whatever he was cooking.

"My house."

"Why?"

"I found you bleeding out, I couldn't just let you die, so I brought you back here." The boy turned around and smiled again, now with a bowl in his hand filled with rice.

"Why not? You don't know me."

The boy walked to the dinner table and sat down.

"Do I need to know someone in order to help them?"

"Who are you?" Kim did not like the answers he was being given. While they were technically answers to his questions, they were still vague, which put Kim on edge.

"My name is Porchay!" The boy exclaimed,"But you can call me Chay. Who are you?"

"…Kim."

Porchay smiled,"Kim."

"Do you know what I am?"

"Yes."

Chay was very relaxed. Far too relaxed for someone who knew what Kim was.

"Did you give me your blood?"

Chay laughed,"I wouldn't exactly say I gave it to you. You bit me while I was trying to check you for more wounds." He pouted.

Kim definitely did not think it was cute.

"You should say sorry for that, by the way. There I was just trying to make sure you weren't dying and you bite me!"

"I was dying." Kim deadpans.

"Yeah, well, I would've figured that out and offered my blood if you'd waited like 20 seconds."

"How come you're not dead?" If Kim had been starved and on the verge of death being so close to fresh blood, having it be placed right in front of him? He knew he did not have the willpower to stop himself from killing someone. He doubted any vampire would.

"I don't know. You tell me. You bit me and immediately passed out. Did I taste that bad? I had to cut my wrist myself and make you drink while you slept."

"I bit you uninvited, and you still gave me blood?"

"Well, I didn't carry you all the way home to just let you die here." Chay laughed.

Kim felt something stir inside him at the sound of Chays laugh.

"Are you still hungry? I don't know how much you need to drink, so I only gave you a little of mine."

Kim was, but the last time he'd been drugged.

"No."

"Okay,"Chay was still smiling like this was a normal everyday conversation,"Tell me when you need more."

What was happening. Kim was lost.

He'd escaped captivity. He'd been dying. Ready to watch the sun for the first time in however many years.

He'd woken up in someone's house. Someone who had fed him. Cleaned him. And was now offering to feed him again if he asked for it.

"I'm leaving." Kim made a move for the door. Chay stood up, his smile fading.

"You can't! You're still healing! And there will be people looking for you."

Kim pushed Porchay against the wall by his throat,"What do you know?" He demanded.

"I just want to help you."

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I have so many feelings about Jeff singing stranger to sunshine

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Updated schedule

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i rewatched the video with sound its not as embarrasing as i thought i was being I'm just nervously laughing cause I didn't know what to do

also I have no idea what he said to me and I didn't want to ask him to repeat himself

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Kim and Chay are dating. Chay doesn't know about the mafia, but they're happy and everything is peaceful, Kim had never felt so happy before being with Chay. Everything felt so easy, but he couldn't bring himself to tell Chay about his background.

One day, Porsche and Chay find out Porsche has a heart condition, and they can't afford his surgery or medication. With Porsche so weak, he can't work anymore, so it all falls onto Chay.

So Chay starts pushing Kim away, not wanting to get Kim into trouble or danger and taking illegal jobs to pay for the surgery and medication. Chay is hurting himself every time he tells Kim he doesn't want to be together anymore.

But he refuses to tell Kim the reason why, knowing that Kim would do everything he could like giving Chay money, which Chay couldn't bring himself to accept, to try and help.

Kim is hurt that chay would push him away but he ultimately feels that if this is what Chay really wants he would never try to cage him or force Chay to be with him when he's been keeping secrets from Chay the whole time.

During one of his duties of watching over a drug deal, he sees chay is the one dropping off the drugs.

(Kim is just in the back making sure everything goes right he's not in Chays' line of sight.)

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okay so like omegaverse with like true mates or whatever and kims been away for like a year on mafia business but he comes back when he hears his twin Wik found his true mate and theres going to be a ceremony, anyway he gets home while Wiks not there(idk maybe he's at some meeting or something) and runs into Chay.

Chay thinks Kim is Wik cause Kim didn't tell anyone when he was coming home, and Chay gets the same feeling that he gets when he's with Wik. Chay jumps into Kim's arms and kisses him and all Kim can think is 'what the fuck I have a mate' followed by 'what is he doing here', but Kim just goes with it and leads them to his rooms (Chay too occupied with Kim's neck to focus on where they are going or why this definitely isn't Wiks room)

So they make it the whole way there and all Kim can think about is fucking his mate and all chay, who has been left alone all day, is very eager and willing to be with his mate

chay keeps calling Kim 'Phi' or 'Alpha' so Kim doesn't think anything of it and Kim doesn't know who Chay is so he just keeps saying 'baby' or whatever which Chay also doesn't question (Wik never called him that but he likes it so he's not gonna question it if means 'Wik' might stop saying it)

Wik arrives home and one of the body guards (who had not seen Kim and Chay almost fucking in the hallway) tells him that Kim had arrived home and he was going the direction of his bedroom last he saw him. Wik gets to Kim's door (Kim in his state of focus on his omega hadn't locked the door, also its sound proof so Wik cant hear anything going on) and he and Kim have always been close so he doesn't think anything of not knocking on Kim's door, enters to find chay and Kim fucking

( cue that one scene from shrek 2) Wik standing right in front of them: Chay?

Kim looking at Chay cause he remembers hearing that name once: Chay?

Chay rapidly switching from looking between Kim to Wik: Wik?

Kim also switching between Wik and Chay wondering how Chay knows Wik:Wik?

Wik processing what's happend and staring at Kim: Kim?

Chay very confused about who is who: Kim?

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Im going insane

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Jeff drinking water ss8 bkk d2