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thoughts on updating fics at a snails pace.
sometimes it seems insane that i’ve been writing the Long & Winding Road for 5 years: i hope people are still around whenever i finish. here’s Chapter 30.
a few random thoughts as i hit this milestone:
i’m continually shocked that people continue to engage. in a fandom that is so quiet, there ARE people who continue to comment (or read quietly), and this both surprises and delights me.
comments sustain me. i read them all the time as i try to get inspired and probably derive an unhealthy amount of satisfaction from them. there’s so many commenters over the 5 years of this fic that left me amazing comments that i wish would come back (and kinda feel like i let down by not being consistent when they were around).
so, my apologies to those who were reading when i started and may never come back to see the end i have in mind.
that being said, i’ve got like 8 more chapters of this to write. the end is near. i’ve always had a plan and i always had ending scenes fully fleshed out from the beginning, i just meandered in the middle.
at this point, im writing for myself, but i’d be lying if i said there weren’t also some digimon writers I adore and so wish were still around or would engage with my work.
all to say, if you’ve ever read one of my fics, know that I thank you and you have given me such joy.
i used to joke back when i wrote poetry under a different pen name that my writing was the most beautiful when I was sad, which still holds true. the more depressed i am, the faster the chapters churn out. so, with 8 chapters to go and i do start to wonder what’s next. what do i write after this one?
there’s a thank you fic in my head for one of the writers that’s inspired me to engage with this fandom at all, but after that it’ll be interesting to see when and how i pick up my metaphorical pen again.
anyway, end rant. all to say, if you’ve read L&WR over the past few years — or any of my fics, honestly — know that it matters
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Final Instalment posted of this timey-wimey thing. One WIP done. Cheers to anyone who reads this, as it's truly one of my favourite things I've crafted.
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Yamato frown deepens. “You don’t remember?”
“Strangely, no,” Taichi says, scratching at his stomach, where his shirt has ridden up. “Koushiro says it’s strange, but not impossible.”
“I don’t like that,” Yamato says, worrying his lip between his teeth.
“Digital world works in mysterious ways,” Taichi murmurs.
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Trying to finish the things, one WIP at a time. Will get to L&WR soon, but for now, enjoy this timey-wimey thing that I have finished, and will post the final chapter in the next few days...
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“It’s just one day of our lives,” Yamato says, finally looking up at him and there’s tears in this forty-year old man’s eyes, and for the first time Taichi fully sees him in him: His Yamato.
Twenty-five and longing. And running out of hope of ever seeing their partners again.
Of ever having that perfect day in the meadow.
“Yamato,” Taichi tries again, squeezing his hand.
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hi again. Merry Christmas folks; a chapter for the 10 people that follow this still. 😂
(I’m so determined to finish this in 2025).
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After a long and uncalled for hiatus... I have returned. Unsure when I'll return again, but here's something for anyone who is still bothering with this.
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Wrote something new this week, for the first time in a year. Throwing out there into the void.
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