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tic toc by klea, released in 2001... this is just about everything to me

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you love me but you don't like me

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don't you fucking stink up the place

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i'm just shouting into the void here but holy fuck i can't stress enough just how much taking full spectrum CBD instead of smoking weed helps me. i'm still mentally ill and that will always be a thing, but CBD makes it so manageable. i can actually focus on my daily tasks. i feel like i'm able to talk to people and carry a full conversation. i have this problem where i spiral into violent and negative thoughts and it can freeze me for hours at a time. fully there physically and mentally, able to understand where i am, the fact that i'm frozen, but unable/unwilling to do a single fucking thing about it. but then i take my CBD, and i can LIVE. i'm still battling negative thoughts, i'm still not automatically in a good mood, i'm not magically a better person for taking CBD. but fuck my life dude i can feel it working. i can feel it physically and mentally affecting me in a way NO other drug does. other drugs feel like they just give me a new sensation to counteract what's going on, and they just leave me feeling either foggy or anxious. but with CBD, i feel clear. i can feel my mind and body regulating. i can see a path forward, i have the motivation and ability to work, i can focus on people and things and love with all of my heart instead of only half of my mind. CBD has genuinely made me so hopeful for both the future and myself

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we’ll heal i’m not sure how but we’ll heal no matter what happened to us, it’s not over yet i know it doesn’t end here for us

i love you i love you i love you i love you i’m so sorry i’m so sorry i’m sorry i’m so sorry

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wish you would pretend

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Whispers of an Old Forest, oil painting by Mariusz Lewandowski

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i will never love myself

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bratz pngs :) like/reblog if you use plz

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Adel Abdessemed: 'Forbidden Colours' Painting Series (2018)