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It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia, PTSDee (S12E07)

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Reblog In 5 seconds for good luck

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i love one (1) disaster wizard

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NOCTURNAL ANIMALS (2016) Dir. Tom Ford

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History memes…because I’m a nerd. 

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maybe i was never what you wanted from the start but close enough to try me on for size and then discard me hardly with a second thought i cant seem to find the time to come to grips and clear my mind but somehow i hope that you're happy with the way things are unfolding cause im not im still holding on with finger tips knuckles sharp and white the ripping pain in my chest might distract me through the night or long enough to fight and give in to gravity and everything falling down around me all these fucking thoughts that keep on hounding me im drowning in your pond im rounding off all my sharp edges and hedging all my bets "maybe if i kill myself i could start again" they said feeling already dead i wish i was gone or at least never fell for this long con but now that im of no use to you its no surprise that youre leaving while im left on the floor bleeding out and screaming fuck you for all you took from me i dont mean to shout but did you really have to convince yourself you played no part in the tearing down and dismantling of my heart? i doubt i was ever what you wanted from the start and im so so sorry this is all very very hard me.

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Some important pictures

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dont rely on other people to follow the rules

always be vigilant

PSA this is very important please spread this around!

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ive decided, im never gonna get better

so im gonna kill myself this year. 2019. i dont wanna see 2020.

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there is no old self to get back to there’s a new u to create n nurture

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I`m back!