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Can’t wait for the moment in season five when all of the kwamis discover Hawkmoth’s civilian identity and after a long moment of awkward silence spent staring at Gabriel are like;
“Oh, wow.”
“Huh, would you look at that.”
“This…this makes a lot of sense, actually.
“Yeah, should’ve seen it coming in hindsight.”
“As all-powerful, ancient cosmic beings, this is embarrassing for us.”
“Shouldn’t he be on a yacht evading taxes or something?”
“I think he’s too busy emotionally neglecting his son for that.”
“Well, it looks like I owe Plagg ten euros and two decades of bragging rights when this mess sorts itself out.”
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blah blah british accent Félix blah blah “wanker” blah I just want to hear Adrien tell Félix he’s an “insouelente cowèurde” for what he did to “Lédibeugue”
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The Snake
This miraculous predecessor was a bit more difficult to design than usual so there may be fashion elements that don’t clearly scream “feudal Japan” than how I initially planned 😩 Nevertheless, here is Feudal Japan Viperion! 🐍🎶
Slightly similar to canon viperion, I was thinking that striking the shamisen strings would initiate the “time-travel”countdown and the snake design would indicate how much time he would have left to travel back to the initial time-travel point. Otherwise, maybe he could use the instrument as an overdecorated bat to knock folks out lol.
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anon ur so cute ily. :)
I love your book club so much🤣🤣🤣 and how it's not haram at all😆😆😆 it sounds so fun😭😭🤣🤣🤣
WYM ITS TOTALLY HARAM 😭😭 HAHAHAH but yes we haven’t been reading much smut lately we’ve been chilling and our eldest had exams! we’ve been busy as well but the babes stay horny… 🫠
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I love your book club so much🤣🤣🤣 and how it's not haram at all😆😆😆 it sounds so fun😭😭🤣🤣🤣
WYM ITS TOTALLY HARAM 😭😭 HAHAHAH but yes we haven’t been reading much smut lately we’ve been chilling and our eldest had exams! we’ve been busy as well but the babes stay horny… 🫠
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with the tags and search officially being completely broken on all platforms (no new posts are showing up in them anymore), now feels like a good time to remind everyone that the only way to help creators is to reblog their stuff. even before the tags were busted most people found new creators through their content being rebloged onto their dash, and now, at least for the time being, that will be the Only way to find and spread things.
Fast reblog is a thing, you dont have to leave comments, you dont have to leave tags, just reblog stuff if you want to keep seeing new content being posted to this site.
and as a final note, with this change likes are officially completely pointless for content creators. up till now they served to boost a posts placement in the tag searches (a post tagged #girl with 40 likes would show up higher in the search than a post tagged #girl with only 10 likes,)
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PLAY!
pairings: alpha!jaemin x omega!reader
genre: smut, a/b/o, sports au ish
warnings: dom!jaemin, brat!reader, choking, gagging, slight degradation, spit kink, praising, slight manhandling, biting/marking, a lil overstimulation, breeding, buldging kink, slight possessive behavior, slapping, a teensy bit of subdrop, cockwarming
a christmas present for my bestie and everyone else as well :D merry christmas!!

Never in the universities years have they ever had an omega on the basketball team, nonetheless varsity. It was a school wide shock, the talk of the entire school. Almost impossible to walk five feet to your next class without someone stopping you with a notepad, and writing you like you were the greatest thing since sliced bread. And after practices, there'd be crowds of students watching you, awestruck at how amazing you were and not to mention how perfect everything was about you.
There's a reason why you're on varsity, you put in the extra effort of making sure your body's in perfect shape for basketball season. The muscles in your arms and legs were enough to prove it, your strength was unmatched. You never back down without a good fight. Girls basically being thrown around whenever there's a jump ball you're included in. You're aggressive on the court, the ground- almost like a second home when you're diving for the ball, fighting for it to stay on your side. Banking shots left and right even stealing the ball all came with hard work and determination. You never stopped, even when you were tired you kept pushing. It's all easy to you, second nature some may say
You were an MVP.
Newspapers sold city wide showing you off as their star player, making other schools know exactly who you were. And they hated you, envied how you viewed the court with such ease. How you could run up and down the whole game without needing a break for water or to catch your breath. The way you were so quick and light on your feet was also something they dispised. How you could dribble your way into an open lane that was originally heavily guarded, an easy layup. Seriously, how you're mind worked was amazing. And yeah they hated you, but those teams also wanted you. Other girls wanted to be you.
Now hot in the season, the most recent game was a complete masterpiece and not to mention, the game that decides who moves on to the championships. Plays were successful, at least 81% of shots were made (Coach had a long talk with everyone afterwards). The score ended with an eight point lead and the after party was just as fantastic.
University students filled the frat house, beer cans and red solos in hand as they partied and celebrated the win of the boys and girls playoffs. Each hour more and more people would fill, joining in on the fun. Hell, even the coaches joined.
And as all that went down, you were upstairs with a not very happy Jaemin.
It was a tough game for him. The boys coach nagging and yelling at Jaemin for his 'sorry excuse of plays.' Coach has been eating away at Jaemins anger and pushing him any chance he could which caused Jaemin to put a lot of pressure on himself.
One mistake was all it took for Jaemin to stomp off the court after that time out was called. You recall chasing after him into the boys locker room, knowing damn well that Coach wasn't going to be happy with his behavior. There wasn't anything you could do to calm him really, he was stubborn and wouldn't agree on anything you said to him.
"That last technical was on me!" Jaemin yelled, kicking his water bottle to the wall in frustration. "And no its not fucking fine! Coach is gonna be up my ass for anything until we win."
You let out a sigh. "You're up by ten with barely two minutes left in the last quarter, Jaemin."
"Thats enough time for the other team to catch up." He got close to your face, backing you up until you hit a locker. His hot breath fanning your face with a look of bloodlust. "I'm costing the team two shots with that technical. God, I'm so fucking stupid."
Jaemin rested his head in the crook of your neck, clentching and un-clentching his jaw as he let your scent fill his nose. The smell so sweet that he only found comfort whenever he could sense it. Letting it linger and calm himself before he lifted his head back up, eyes focused on your hooded ones.
"You trust your alpha right?"
"Of course." You say with ease, his arm wrapping around your waist.
"Good. I'm gonna fucking need you later."
This led to where you are now. Sitting comfortably on Jaemins lap, his eyes shut. He wasn't sleeping just thinking of the game over and over as he played with your basketball shorts, hand sliding under the silk like fabric to skim over your thigh.
If only the school knew how you played off the court. Their favorite MVP omega would look so very different in their eyes.
To an omega, you can sense the vexation coming off of him. His vibe completely off and unsatisfied with the game that he couldn't come to a stopping point. However, his advances were obvious the more he hiked your shorts up. The more he danced his fingers along your hip ready to play, Jaemin had to relieve himself someway and he was heading in the direction he wanted the most.
"Alpha," You began, hand raking along his glistening abs, tempting to inch closer to his pelvic region. "The game was fine. I don't see why you need to beat yourself over it."
His hands fly to your ass, pulling you directly onto his soft clothed dick. "Don't try me. Coach is already screwing with me and I can't seem to make him happy. No matter how many times someone tells me I did good, he finds something to criticize."
You move against him with ease. Thick cock hardening with each stroke against his shorts, leaking precum against them. Plush lips opening with a sigh, eyes fluttering open to meet your movements with a groan.
"Coach talks shit to his favorite players, haven't you noticed? Still, the team won. That's all that matters in the end."
"But I did nothing to contribute. I screwed up." He growled.
Biting your lip, cock now growing against his stomach. Aching to be released, your finger running over the outline in thought over Jaemins words. There was an issue with how he spoke, like he was the only one on the team that needed to do anything for it to count as a good game. You despised it. The team wouldn't be the same without Jaemin, however there was no need for him to think just because he's an MVP, doesn't mean he has to act like one.
"You're so pompous."
"Pompous?! Because I know my worth?"
You shook your head, "You're an uptight player with no sense of the word team."
Jaemin poked his tongue to his cheek, fingers digging into the skin of your ass. His hand came into contact quick, hips stuttering from the impact with nothing more than a frown playing on his face. "I have more sense than a stupid omega that doesn't know how to keep her mouth shut. What good does this mouth do you anyway, other than getting on my nerves?" He tapped your cheek. Not strong enough to leave a mark, but enough to make your face move to the side.
"Don't humor me." You tug his shorts down just enough for his tip to peak through. The slick of his precum dripping just below his belly button. Your finger dipping at the salty liquid, bringing it to your tongue for a taste.
"Then keep your mouth shut like a good omega."
"No, I don't think I will." You say smugly, knowing the consequences when you don't listen. But Jaemin let you have your fun instead, chuckling at your innocent yet dirty voice.
"Its like you're begging to be ruined."
You smirk to yourself, hand rubbing his tip with little to zero ounce of gentleness. Eyes screwing shut, sucking the air in like a drug. Jaemin instinctively bucking his hips to get more than just friction. Leaning more towards desperation, his cock head now pink and glossy. Other hand pulling his shorts further down along with his boxers, lifting your hips to leave them around his ankles. Fat cock screaming for pleasure, your mouth drooled for a taste.
"Go on." He urged, "Taste it."
Jaemin tangled his fingers in your hair, dragging you to lick his painfully erect dick. Tongue dragged over the underside from his balls to the head. The salty precum leaving him more as you licked at his hole, more easily gushing out when he moaned. Collecting it all on your tongue from his lower abdomen, leaving nothing behind.
Adoration as he gazed, breath hitching when you wrapped your lips around him. Taking him slowly and inching yourself down, the stretch hurting your throat already on the verge of letting up. Head was pushed further along with his hips lifting to where your lips touched his stomach, a satisfying sigh leaving his mouth. Chuckling, he rested his head against the headboard. Keeping you in place, gag reflex rejecting the intrusion Jaemin put in you. Throat convulsed, shutting your eyes to not focus on the awful feeling, only trying to please the alpha.
Nasty choking sounds bounced off the walls, lucky the music and talking downstairs canceled any chance of someone hearing.
"Filthy omega mouth. Only good for one thing... and that's getting me off."
You moaned, sending vibrations up his shaft as a shiver went up his spine. Salivation pooling at the corners of your lips, threatening to spill any second. And that's how Jaemin liked it, messy. Other hand coming to smear the drool on your lips with his fingers, delicately bobbing you head so more saliva would drip from your chin and to his balls. And the more he continued, the harder it was to focus on breathing through your nose. Tears pricked at the corners of your eyes just from the sheer sense of not being able to breathe properly. Nonetheless it was wiped away with a single thumb. The hum from Jaemin- a content one at that, adoring you getting so messy. And all for him.
"So disgusting." He commented, still rubbing drool around your mouth as he released the hold on you, pushing you off.
Coughing and wiping your mouth, you sat back on his lap to catch your breath. Jaemin stroked himself with a grin. Urging you to try again, cooing at the way you unconsciously moved against his thigh. Your slick soiling the silk material as well as your underwear. Thigh now damp, warm slick doing nothing but making him bite his lip. A copper taste on his tongue.
"Do I turn you on this much, alpha? So needy and I hardly did anything. It's no wonder you needed me so badly." Still rubbing his cock, the crooked smile on his face had anything but amusement written on it.
"Do you enjoy being a pretentious pet? Maybe you don't deserve this after all."
"But I'm such a good girl." You fake pout, "I deserve it all!"
Jaemin rolled his head back. Eyes closing to continue lazily jerking himself off, swatting you hand away when you attempted to help him.
"Just watch if you wanna keep acting like a brat." He stated. His mouth opening, hand speeding up to get closer to his orgasm. The moans- obviouy fake just to grab your attention, even stopping you from any movement so you'd have all eyes on him and his throbbing cock.
Veins in his arms becoming more prominent as his hand tightened, the other lingering on your thigh.
Tapping his sticky tip, a string connected like he knew it was going to happen. Loving how you ate him up with such a harsh gaze.
"I wanna taste you."
Jaemin mumbles, "Thats not my problem, omega."
"But I wanna swallow your cum." So vile and shameless you were, Jaemin had to bring you near his lips. To feel something, or breathe in your scent. Possibly something else...
"Swallow my spit instead." Jaemin carelessly locked his lips with yours, keeping your mouth open like a French kiss, only to spit in your mouth. It tasted like alcohol, yet you didn't waste it. Swallowing without a second thought, happily sticking your tongue out to show him. "Thats a good girl!"
He continued holding you against his chest, petting your hair. Fist still wrapped around his dick, moving faster and closer to cumming.
"Please, alpha." You pathetically beg, hand inching towards to wrap around his fist. "Let me touch you. I'll make you feel good."
Jaemin takes your hand into his, taking his cock in your own. Sensitivity taking over him, shaking as he hissed. Steadily in an up and down motion, the coolness of your hand feeling amazing on his warm dick.
You kissed along his collarbone, eyeing his clentching abs as his dick twitched in your hand, "Gonna cum?"
"Yes, baby. Keep going." Hand wrapped around yours dug into your knuckles. Groaning, Jaemin began tugging your hair, abs tightening as spurts of cum shot onto his stomach and onto his and your hand. The warm white liquid spilling from the tip like it wasn't about to stop. "Clean me off." Lifting his hand to your mouth, you cleaned him off like a starved animal. Now licking away the cum on his abdomen and your hand as if it weren't there in the first place.
Jaemin pat the top of your head, signifying you were doing well.
Then he slid down the bed, now resting his head on the pillow. A giant smile on his face as he tugged at your shorts, "Off."
"Do it yourself." You reply.
At this point, he had enough. Flipping you over with ease, stripping you of everything in seconds. Leaving you bare for only his eyes.
"Stupid omega, always have to test her alpha. You love being put in your place, huh?" Spreading your legs forcefully, he suddenly bit the inside of your thigh. A scream filling his ears at how harsh he bit down, almost enough to draw blood.
He licked over the now reddened area, kissing, then biting again all up your thigh until he stopped where you needed him most.
"Jaemin," You bucked up, hoping he'd put his mouth on you. "I need your tongue."
"Need or want? Getting your words mixed up, baby. You don't need it, I can leave you like this with nothing if I really wanted to."
"But you won't." You speak confidently, "You love to taste me."
Jaemin couldn't disagree. Staring at you with a shit eating grin before taking a long flick up your slit. Sweet slick making his eyes roll back, tongue dipping into your heat to taste more. Its so rough, you can hear the slurping sounds coming from him. All you could do was lay there and take it. Tugging at the strands of messy hair on Jaemins head, the only thing keeping you sane with how vigorous and starved he suddenly became.
Slick painted his chin, your core pulsing and spilling more as well as spit from Jaemin. The lewd sounds so intense mixed with your moans, you were sure at least some people could hear at this point. Jaemin didn't mind. Flicking your clit with his tongue, swirling around the sensitive bud to pull you closer into a gut wrenching sensation. It would come too quick, a record for himself if he managed to make you cum so soon with hardly any penetration.
And somehow, he pulled it off.
You're screaming when he doesn't stop, body still quivering and thighs squeezing around him. Vision almost going blank, voice breaking when you moaned, "F-fuck, Jaemin!" Hands taking hold just under the back of your thighs, tearing them away from his face. You fought to close them again, bearing too much already. "No more, I can't take it!"
"Didn't you say you needed this?" He muttered against your folds, "Did my pretty omega lie to me?"
You shook your head sheepishly. Not making any eye contact, afraid he wouldn't stop for the rest of the night.
"Then you will take what I give you. And when I'm done, you'll say 'thank you, alpha' like a good pet. Do you understand?"
"Yes, alpha."
Jaemin slaps your thigh, jerking you forward into his mouth. The more he lapped, the more you saw stars in your blurry vision. You were positive you eventually passed out. Excessive nipping and flicking at your clit was too extreme. Though when he noticed you black out, he didn't cease and continued until you came again. Almost like a resurrection, you arched into the bed and whined loudly as the final wave of your orgasm hit. Tugging and squirming against Jaemin.
"What do you say?"
"T-thank you, alpha."
Jaemin laid his hand atop your stomach, emotion no where to be found. The silence eating away at you, hoping he'd do something before you did it yourself. And luckily he did, though it was unexpected when he kept his hand put, but his cock was already pressed into your entrance. Jaemin didn't care how sore you you were, sliding into you easily as you placed your hands on his chest to slow him before ruthlessly pounding into your heat.
The amount of slick mixed with cum made it easy to slide deep, tip meeting your sweet spot with a rough kiss in an instant. And his hand that rested on your belly could feel himself, the outline of his thrusts that felt so good. A cocky smirk playing on his lips as he did nothing more than replace his hand with yours.
You didn't know how to respond. Of course you knew Jaemin was big, but that big...You wanted to wipe that smirk off his face before he had any other thoughts however it was too late and his mind was already on the run with ideas.
"I could do this all night if I wanted to." He roughly bucked forward, "Could fill you up, breed you, show everyone their favorite omega is nothing more than a cumdump for her alpha. It'd be perfect!"
You whine at the thought, clentching around his cock thinking of being bred with his pups. However it couldn't happen anytime soon, the idea that he could spill his seed inside you if he so wanted made your mind spin. "You're s-so full of yourself, a-alpha."
Jaemin cups your cheeks, smiling like he wasn't wrecking your insides. "Because I know my omega wants it. I'll breed this pretty pussy so good, keep you with me forever so you can't leave. Only be mine." His hands now at your throat, pressing into the sides as your mouth kept open.
"I-I've only b-been yours." You choke, hand wrapping around his wrists. Not drawing him off, but there like a sense of security.
"Of course. But I like when I make the other boys jealous."
Jaemin attacks your lips. Messily kissing while still choking you. His tongue pushes past your lips, playing with your tongue. The taste of alcohol still evident and intoxicating, you wanted more. Forcing yourself onto him, clashing teeth in the process.
His free hands stray to your breats, fondling the hard bud sweetly. Removing his lips, he now dipped down to your other breast. Sucking on your chest, tongue licking over your nipple, Pushing your chest in his face on instinct, Jaemin loved how you reacted. Tweaking, sucking, anything to get you worked up and begging for him is what he craved.
Cock aching, that familiar feeling quickly returning. Wrapping your legs around his waist, bringing him in closer- deeper, for his cum that would soon shoot into your cunt. But for now, Jaemin wanted to savor the feeling before his release, savor how your walls always felt so tight whenever he fucked you. How wet you still seemed to be, and only for him.
With your head pushed in the pillow, neck being squeezed- Jaemin happily let himself cum. Shooting his load in your walls, cum threatening to spill each time he pulled his hips back. However, his continuous thrusts shoved his cum further into your cunt. Nearing your own orgasm, he rubbed your wet clit.
"Alpha, alpha!" You scream, "Feels so good, alpha!"
"I know, baby. Keep going for me. Come on you can give me one more, I know you can."
You dug your nails onto his wrist. Your orgasm taking over you like a sudden rush of adrenaline, chanting Jaemins name until you finally settled down the best you could, still finding yourself in a subdrop.
"Thats it, baby. Shh-" Jaemin kissed your cheek, moving your messy hair from your face to kiss anywhere he could, "Baby, you did so well. I'm so proud of you." He repeatedly kissed your face. Inching you closer into a reality you couldn't understand just yet. Playing with your hair, literally anything to bring you completely back to him. "You okay?" He questions, lifting your chin to give you that lovely Na Jaemin smile you're used as you returned the gesture and nodded.
Jaemin was about to pull out, you stopped him by bucking your hips back into his. "No! I wanna stay like this."
How could Jaemin say no to his baby after all this?
After situating himself into a more comfortable position, you spoke, "Jaemin..?"
"Mhm?"
"I still think you're a pompous asshole."
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YES HURT AND COMFORT MY FAVOURITE GENRE MMMMMMM I LOVE THIS THANK U 😭🫂
[11:19] “Look at this slut leak.” Jaemin plastered a wide smile, his eyes staring right at your hole that leaked his and Haechan’s cum.
“Haha, hyung look!” Jaemin laughed as he pumped his dick, hard once again even when he was just inside you minutes ago.
You laid on your back, catching your breath. Whimpering when Jaemin touched your thighs as he spread your legs open. The mere touch has you sensitive but Jaemin laughing hurt a little.
You sniffed as Jaemin’s laugh got to you, “such a meanie.” You mumbled, pouting as you swatted Jaemin’s hands off your thighs and curled in a ball.
“Don’t be mean, Jaemin. Are you okay doll?” Mark comes up to the bed, his knees settling on the cushion caging you on both side as he hovered above you.
Mark tried kissing you on your cheek, forehead, and lips but to no use. You were still sad and pouty and though Mark’s kisses made it feel slightly better, he didn’t kiss you were you wanted it.
You huff turning away from Mark. “Baby...” he calls you out, his hand goes down to your thigh to tug you closer to him.
“You know I can’t kiss you properly if you don’t look at me, right?” He reminds you like a doll who needs to be instructed. His doll...
You nod slowly. It does makes sense, you think.
Slowly moving back to your back, you’re suddenly met with Mark. His eyes bore into yours in a serious manner and all of a sudden you’re intimidated by his aura.
Mark notices the frown that appears on your face, his eyebrows furrowing, cooing at how cute you look with your lips out in a pout.
“Now what does my baby want, hmm?” He asks, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear.
With tears in your eyes, you spoke.
“Please kiss me, Mark.”
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SO CUTE SOOOOOO CUTE 😭😭😭 LOVE THIS CONCEPT SO MUCH THANK U
[6:20 p.m.]
Reformed Fuckboy!Jaehyun x Shy!Female Reader
Content: fluff, suggestive themes, opposites attract!au, established relationship!au
Summary: Your boyfriend seems a little more excited about shopping for your undies than you are.
Disclaimer: This writing is a fictional piece made for entertainment purposes only and is not a reflection of real life/reality.
A/N: If you think this is an additional part of a fic series you’ve read, then you’re right :)

YOU DON’T KNOW WHY YOUR FEET CARRIED YOU TO VICTORIA’S SECRET WITH JAEHYUN IN TOW. WELL, IT’S NOT THAT YOU’RE COMPLETELY CLUELESS ON THE REASON—YOU NEEDED NEW UNDERWEAR.
But why go shopping for bras and undies with your boyfriend instead of Jennie and Seulgi?
And now, you’ve already jumped deep into the sea of lingerie and undergarments to where you can’t go back. With timid steps, your eyes scan the medley of both neatly folded and crumpled panties on a table, itching fingers contemplating on grabbing the cute polka dot fabric you’ve spotted. But before they can, a familiar hand swiftly grabs it and dangles it near your face. Turning to its owner, your eyes meet Jaehyun’s own ones that cheekily squint with his toothy smile. “You want this one, right?” he quips. “I think you’d look cute in this—”
“Jae!” You voice in hushed embarrassment as you snatch it from him.
“What?” he asks through a rhythm of chuckles. “I’m tryna help—ooh, wait,” he sings. He fishes for a flimsy string of black lace, presenting it to you with a bigger grin. “Never mind. You’d look even cuter in this one, baby.”
You emit a small whine through your sealed lips, eyebrows knit together when you realize passersby giggling behind their teeth as they briefly observe you two. You’re flabbergasted at just how much Jaehyun is amused by all of this, his excitement overwhelmingly trumping every other man’s that’s set foot in this store. “I—” you stammer, “that’s a thong. I’ve never really worn one before…”
“Oh, then never mind,” he says, ready to put it back on the table.
“Ah,” you squeak. Jaehyun turns to you with a raised brow, the fabric still in his clutch. “I, um—I’ll actually hold onto that…” you mumble. You catch a ghost of a smile lingering on his lips when you reach to confirm the size, cheeks growing hotter than they already were at the image of yourself wearing the thong.
Dashing to the next table, your hands grow confident enough to search for more pairs in the drawers below. You find another that’s green with the brand name on the band, eyes sparkling at the cute little silhouette of a dog printed on one side of the hips. Your boyfriend shadows you from behind your shoulder and rests his chin comfortably against you as he lets out a chortle. “Cutie,” he comments, huskily. “By the way, where’re all the fruit ones?” You quickly understand what he means, heart fluttering at his attention to the small things you like. Admittedly, you developed an odd liking towards fruit patterned panties, owning pairs that range from strawberries to peaches. Unfortunately, you hadn’t found one in sight so far.
“I don’t know, Jae,” you answer with a fat bottom lip. “Maybe they don’t have—”
When you’re turning, he’s already two feet away from you with bold strides. “Excuse me,” Jaehyun calls out to an associate. She spins and hums with a tilt to her head, a hint of curiosity peeking from her expression. “Do you have anything like, with fruit on it?”
She’s taken aback by his question, fiddling her fingers together before beckoning him to follow her. You do the same, a glimmer of hope in you when she halts. “This is all that we have, sir,” she informs while gesturing a hand to a sneaky little drawer. She spots you next to Jaehyun and sends you a customer service-like smile before going on her way as you gasp at the nearly untouched stack of panties. Picking one up that has rows of pineapples on it, you grin at how perfect it is; it’s fruit-patterned, your size and bikini cut. Your empty hand naturally starts to gravitate towards the drawer again, looking thoroughly for another pattern. And when you do, the smile never leaves your face. “Thank you,” you utter, meekly.
Your boyfriend kisses your forehead and slithers his hand snug into your back pocket, the pads of his fingers pressing into the clothed flesh of your ass, playfully.
“You’re welcome, baby,” he replies, warmly. “Pay me back with some try-ons?”
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Genre: mostly smut, some fluff & angst Words: 5.337 Prompt: fuckbuddy(?) Jeno x female reader
Warnings: safe sex, oral (m), insults as foreplay
A/N: Merry Christmas everyone! This is my fic for the@neosecretsanta fic exchange, more precisely it's for the lovely @amorajae! Remi, I had so much trouble trying to talk to you without giving away it was actually me because we recently started talking more and more... I hope you enjoy this little something despite it being mostly pwp!
“What are you doing here?” You immediately asked after opening your door. A valid question. It was late at night and you were just having the age-old discussion of if you were going to watch just one more episode or would finally retreat into your room when your doorbell rang. “Not even a hello?” The man in front of you asked, a cocky grin on his lips and his eyes sparkling with mirth from behind his perfectly styled messy bangs that were newly dyed gray. “I don’t have time for this, Jeno,” you rolled your eyes, ready to slam the door into his face but he was faster, squeezing his foot into your doorframe and pushing the door back open. “Seriously, what do you want?” You groaned, looking him up and down: Nothing out of the ordinary. You weren’t sure if he even owned any other jacket than his team’s blue jacket with the huge 23 on the back, his name embroidered into it in bold letters and decorated in patches that marked him as the ace of the team. Not that you knew anything about baseball or had any interest in the sport. Or Jeno for that matter.
“You see, I have a game tomorrow,” he started off, crossing his arms in front of his chest and leaning against your doorframe, his pose so irritatingly relaxed and nonchalant, you wanted to wipe the attractive grin off of his face, “And you know I need my good luck kiss.” “Go get it from one of your willing groupies then. Or can’t you read the papers they stuff into your bag with their numbers on it?” You scoffed. “And how would you know about that, baby? Are you sneaking into our locker room to catch a glimpse of my body?” You didn’t know if you wanted to punch him for the cocky reply or yourself for walking straight into this one, so you settled for an exaggerated eye roll.
“And why would I do that?” “Because you think I’m attractive,” it wasn’t a question and both Jeno and you knew it. Hell, it would only take one look at his sharp features and sculpted body for anyone to admit that objectively, Lee Jeno was an attractive man. “And because no matter what you say,” he continued, slowly pushing forward until his breath was tickling your skin, “You still want me.” Featherlight, he let his lips caress your pulse that was hammering beneath your skin, the ghost of his touch setting off little firecrackers on your skin. “You want me so badly,” he whispered, “That you would drop down to your knees for me the second I’d ask you to.” “In your dreams, Jeno.” Your voice didn’t even sound half as convincing and harsh as you wanted it to when you needed all your willpower to not grab onto the lapels of his jacket to pull him even closer to you. “You wanna know what I dream about?” He chuckled, slowly bringing up his calloused hands to slip beneath your flimsy shirt you’d be embarrassed about being seen in if you had any brainpower left to think about it. “I dream about you, baby,” he drawled, caressing the skin of your waist with his fingers, “Sprawled out on my sheets, against the door of my locker, in one of the shower stalls, beneath the bleachers. I’m really not that picky.”
“What else?” You sighed, cursing yourself for giving in to the temptation that was Lee Jeno over and over again, tilting your head back so he could press a lingering kiss to your neck. “How pretty you look stuffed with my cock. How sweet your moans sound and how well you always take it. Doesn’t matter if I fuck your filthy mouth to stop you from saying things you don’t actually mean or your pretty pussy,” he went on, pulling you flush against his body so you could feel the hardness of his muscles and his growing length against your thigh.
“You get off of me talking back to you?” You grinned, grabbing a handful of his hair to pull him away from your neck before he could sink his teeth in to mark you as you allowed your other hand to finally touch him, slipping from his strong chest down to his sculpted abs to cup his cock through the tight denim of his pants. “I like my girls feisty,” he said, his breath hitching in his throat when you slowly felt him up, the pressure against his cock only further spurring him on. It was always like this: Profanities dripping from your lips until the tension between you two finally snapped. Your own special kind of foreplay. “But in the end, I always get what I want,” Jeno grinned even though he was the one with his neck bared and half-lidded eyes darkened with lust. “So desperate,” you clicked your tongue, toying with the zipper of his pants, right where his cock was straining against the fabric. “Call me desperate all you want, baby. We both know you want this just as much as I do.” “Well, we can’t let the ace of our team play a bad game just because he didn’t get his good luck kiss,” you mocked his words from before, your patience running thin when you could feel his arousal throbbing beneath your palm. “Take responsibility then,” Jeno grinned, knowing he had won, that you would give in to him.
Using the grip you still had on his stupidly perfect hair, you smashed your lips together in a hungry kiss, obediently opening up for Jeno’s tongue to fight him for dominance. “We know how this ends,” he growled, sinking his teeth into your bottom lip to hear you moan, “So stop fighting.” “Get me to the bedroom then,” you demanded, pulling him close by his stupid jacket so he could kick the door shut behind him, too preoccupied with kissing you senseless to care if the noise would wake up any of your neighbors, they were in for a show anyways.
Without ever detaching from your lips, Jeno was quick to shed his precious jacket and shoes to walk you back towards your bedroom, the path familiar by now. In the four walls of your room, he harshly gripped your waist to all but throw you down onto the mattress, his eyes hungry as he watched you bounce up and down once before you caught his gaze. “Strip,” he all but spat, ripping his tight shirt over his head to reveal his torso, the muscles dancing beneath his skin and some veins on his arms already contrasting his smooth skin. “And what if I don’t?” You chuckled, teasing the bow that held up your lounging shorts. “Then I sure hope you don’t value your clothes,” Jeno growled, unbuttoning his jeans with sure fingers before taking out his wallet from his back pocket to get out a condom he stuck between his teeth before stepping out of his pants.
God, you really had it bad for him if you found that attractive. “Last chance, baby,” he announced, palming himself over his dark briefs that clung to his thick thighs like a second skin. “Or what?” You challenged him, drunk on the tension between you. “Or,” he gritted out, “I can’t guarantee what will happen next.” With that, he kneeled onto the bed, his hands quickly gripping the hem of your shorts to roughly pull them off of your legs along with your panties and if you heard fabric tear, that was your own fault for provoking Jeno. Next, he grabbed your shirt to rake it up your torso and past your boobs. Even though you were arching your back to help him take it off, he simply bunched it up beneath your armpits before stuffing it into your mouth that you had opened to complain.
“Keep it there,” he commanded, his eyes demanding nothing less than absolute submission as his hands roughly kneaded your boobs like they were his personal stress balls. You could only groan in annoyance at his display of power but threw your head back against the pillows anyways when he teased your nipples between two of his fingers, pinching them until they hardened. If you had to play his little games to get what you wanted, you had to bite the bullet and swallow down your pride at least for a little while, so you just let the little pinpricks of pleasure laced with pain rush over you as he played with your boobs. “That’s a good girl,” Jeno all but purred, pressing a kiss to the valley of your breaths as his hands traveled down your body until one of them slipped between your legs to feel your wetness. “Someone is excited,” he grinned, sitting up on his knees to watch his fingers spreading around your arousal. You could only squirm beneath him, angling your hips up in hopes his fingers would slip into you while you were soaking your shirt with your saliva. “Let’s see if you’re even ready to take my cock.” At least he had the decency to warn you before he fucked two of his fingers inside you, your embarrassingly loud moan muffled against your shirt but still loud enough to paint a smirk on his lips.
“Such a good girl, always ready,” he chuckled, harshly fucking his fingers into you until you couldn’t hold back your moans anymore, glad that you could muffle them in your shirt. “Always so greedy,” Jeno continued, “You want my cock, baby?” Still gagged, you could only nod your head, hoping he wasn’t expecting you to use your words. “Yeah? Want me to fuck you good?” He taunted, expertly curling his fingers to make you see stars. “Because no one else can fuck you like I can?” “Just get inside me for fucks sake,” you groaned after spitting out the drenched shirt, all but riding his fingers at this point. “I like you better when you don’t talk back,” Jeno leaned over you to growl against your lips, his fingers never stilling inside you and making it particularly hard to talk back to him when all you wanted to do was to enjoy the feeling of his precise thrusts. “And I like you better when you have your dick in me,” you grinned back, cupping his straining erection through his briefs to hear him exhale sharply in hopes to get the upper hand back. “Maybe you should suck me off then, kill two birds with one stone,” he spoke, languidly rolling his hips against your palm. “Try not to cum too soon then, I still want you to fuck me after this,” you chuckled tugging him down into a filthy kiss, gently scratching your nails over the muscles of his shoulders and neck how you knew he liked while Jeno tried his best to get rid of his briefs without having to break the kiss.
“Get your mouth on me,” he demanded once he kicked the offending piece of clothing off the mattress, flipping your positions so he was the one laying down. For a moment, you let your eyes rake over his body: Admiring the dibs of his abs and the way his cock was twitching where it leaned heavily against his prominent hip bone. “Condom?” You asked, closing your fist around Jeno’s cock and slowly stroking him to feel the weight in your palm. “Against popular beliefs, I’m not sleeping around. I’m clean, just suck me off already,” he groaned, hips moving to fuck up into your fist. “Not taking any chances,” you frowned, holding Jeno’s heated stare until he ultimately gave up when you started fondling his balls, throwing his head back in a moan and blindly pawing around on the bed to find the condom he had gotten out earlier. In the end, he threw a vanilla-flavored condom in your general direction that you quickly ripped open so you could roll it over this length.
“Don’t cum,” you reminded him as you got comfortable between his strong thighs, stretching out your tongue to slap the head of his cock against the wet muscle. “I might just,” Jeno groaned, lifting himself up onto his elbows to watch you from his half-lidded eyes. “I’ll throw you out right after,” you threatened him, earning yourself a hoarse chuckle that turned into a breathless moan when you finally sucked the head of his cock between your lips, the artificial vanilla flavor taking over your taste buds which was better than the usual rubber of normal condoms but nothing like tasting Jeno’s skin. Slowly, you bobbed your head up and down his length, your tongue pressed tightly to the underside, stroking whatever you couldn’t fit with your hand while the other was still gently rolling his balls in your palm to tear choked up moans from his throat. “Why are you so good at this?” Jeno groaned, finally giving in to the pleasure and throwing his head back against the pillows, one of his hands finding its way into your hair to set the rhythm just how he liked it, not an ounce of care in his body for the tears springing to your eyes and the way you choked on his cock when he pushed you down too quickly. “So pretty with a cock stuffing your mouth,” he moaned, filthily rubbing the head of his cock against the inside of your cheek, making it bulge with it, “Feels almost as good as fucking you properly.” With that, Jeno pulled you off of him so you could cough and heave in a couple of heavy breaths, trying to make your head stop spinning from his nasty praises. “You want me to fu- oh fucking hell,” Jeno cut himself off halfway through his question with a throaty moan when you had sucked one of his very sensitive balls into your mouth, rolling your tongue around it and gently hollowing your cheeks, mischief glistening in your eyes.
“Yeah, I want you to fuck me like you mean it, Jeno,” you heaved against his spit-slicked skin, nuzzling your head against his cock to worship the impressive length you couldn’t wait to finally have inside you, the rubber dripping with your saliva. “I’ll fuck you like the little bitch you are,” he groaned, letting you press kisses along his shaft for a little longer until he was growing impatient as well, roughly pulling you off and up towards him so he could lick the artificial vanilla from your tongue. “Get on our hands and knees for me. Be a good girl,” he whispered against your lips once he broke the kiss. “Are you gonna make me behave?” You giggled, dipping your head down to suck on his pulse, knowing well that he’d get teased by his teammates for the dark hickeys that stood out strikingly against his pale skin. “You’ll get all docile as soon as you’ve got a cock inside you and we both know that,” he chuckled, leaning his head back so you could lick and suck on the prominent veins of his neck, “I don’t even need to try.”
“You’re so full of yourself,” you snickered, not so gently biting down where his neck met his shoulder. “Jealous?” Jeno just laughed hoarsely, rutting his hips up against your stomach to remind you that he indeed was still achingly hard. The joke was so stupid, you couldn’t hold the giggle from spilling past your lips, muffling the sound into his skin even if the shaking of your upper body gave you away anyways. “I hate you. I really do,” you giggled, playfully slapping his chest when his hands were shamelessly roaming your curves while you tried to stifle your laughter. “You don’t,” he whispered, pressing a sweet kiss to your temple. “I don’t,” you admitted, “But you completely killed the mood, you idiot.” “Have some faith in me,” he laughed, playfully slapping your ass before he switched your positions in a heartbeat so you were the one with your head on the pillows. “And now you’ll turn around and so I can fuck you like you deserve,” he growled into your ear, the low sound sending tingles down your spine that you didn’t even think about obeying him until you noticed that your body had already moved on its own, steadying yourself on your hands and knees just how Jeno had asked you to.
“That’s my good girl,” he praised as his hands mapped out the curve of your back all the way to your ass that he grabbed roughly, tearing a surprised moan from you. “Get inside me,” you demanded, arching your back further until you had nothing left to hide. “You want it?” Jeno asked hoarsely, grinding his cock through your wetness. “Fuck me, Jeno,” you sighed. “There you go,” he groaned, burying himself inside your warmth in one smooth thrust, that you felt zip up your entire spine, pleasure setting your nerves on fire. “Fuck, you take me so well,” he cursed, the grip he had on your hips turning bruising as he ground his cock deep inside you, “Like you were made for it. My personal little cocksleeve.” You could only choke on your answer when he chose that exact moment to build up his rhythm, pulling out almost all the way to fuck back into you to make you feel all of his length. And god, did you feel it all the way to your throat, the feeling so good all sounds of pleasure came out garbled and you soon lost the strength in your arms when a particularly harsh thrust hit your sweet spot dead on and you crumbled down to the mattress.
“Is it that good?” Jeno taunted, sounding as breathless as you felt when he stopped his harsh thrusts to instead filthily grind inside you, pushing you down further until your back simply wouldn’t arch anymore and you were sure you could feel him somewhere in your stomach. “God, you’re amazing, fuck,” he cursed, fucking into you with short, harsh movements like he didn’t even want to pull out. “Jen- fuck,” you couldn’t even voice how good he was making you feel with the almost constant pressure against your sweet spot, too busy trying to heave in breaths whenever the lightheaded feeling got too much.
“Get up here so I can hear you,” he heaved before collecting your body off of the mattress so your back was pressed against his chest, one arm wrapped tightly around your body while the other held onto your hip to keep you steady as Jeno picked up his rhythm again. You were barely able to hold back a surprised squeak, your hands flying up to hold onto his straining biceps. “So pliant for me,” he rasped into your ear, nudging against your head until you let it fall back to give him access to your neck. “Such a good girl,” he added, gently sucking on the skin until he had the taste of iron on his tongue. “Jeno,” you whined, pulling out the second syllable. “I’m just evening out the playing field,” he chuckled, referring to the marks littering his neck almost like some bizarre necklace. You couldn’t even be mad at him like you wanted to when the feeling of his lips on your pulse was so addicting it made you arch further for him, greedily chasing after your high.
“So beautiful,” Jeno groaned, shifting his grip on you so he could cup one of your boobs roughly while his other hand slipped between your legs to find your clit. “Fuck,” you cursed, trying to get away from the sudden pressure against your bundle of nerves, the touch too much but exactly what you needed at the same time. But because Jeno knew your body annoyingly well, he simply held you a little tighter so you couldn’t squirm away from the onslaught of pleasure that his fingers brought you. “Always so sensitive,” he commented, the grin obvious even in his strained voice. His thighs must be killing him at this point but you weren’t going to ask him to change positions if it felt so right to be pressed against his chest like this as he pistoned his hips to drive his cock deep inside you, the sound of your bodies slapping together loud in the quiet apartment. “Stop talking and make me cum,” you whined, rocking back against him to meet his thrusts, creating just a little bit of extra force that had you both moan out loudly. “But where’s the fun in that?” He teased, slowing his fingers on your clit down to a maddeningly lazy pace, just enough to have you writhing in pleasure but not enough to get you closer to the edge.
“Jeno please,” you resorted to the one thing that you knew made Jeno go weak and that was begging, “Please make me cum, I wanna cum on your stupid cock so badly.” “Fuck baby,” he cursed, his hips stuttering and losing his precise rhythm. “Please, Jeno,” you whined, twisting your head until you could mouth at his jaw, “Make me cum, please. And then you can use me for your own pleasure. Fuck me like a little ragdoll until you fill me up with your cum.” “You don’t know what you’re doing to me,” Jeno groaned, roughly grabbing you by the chin so he could smash your lips together in a hungry kiss that was more teeth and tongue than anything else but it felt exactly right even when Jeno’s thrusts stopped and his big hands were just aimlessly roaming your body like he hadn’t mapped out every curve and dip time and time again. “On your back,” he sighed against your lips once he broke the kiss, his eyes blown so wide they seemed like bottomless pits of darkness, “I wanna see you when you cum.” “Such a romanticist,” you giggled but complied after pressing another lingering kiss to his swollen lips.
But because you couldn’t not tease Jeno at least a little bit, you shamelessly spread your thighs wide to expose your core to him, fucking two of your own fingers inside. “So empty without your cock,” you sighed, throwing your head back as you slowly moved your fingers to savor the drag. “Seems like you know just how to take care of that problem,” he chuckled, shuffling closer on his knees, loosely stroking his cock. “Doesn’t feel as good as your cock though.” “Nothing will feel as good as my cock,” Jeno promised, gently grabbing your hand by the wrist to bring your fingers to his lips, eagerly curling his tongue around the digits to taste your arousal. The sight shouldn’t be so fucking hot but his eyes were burning into yours and his moans reverberated somewhere deep in his chest. “Get in me now,” you mewled, hooking your legs around his waist to pull him closer.
“I’ll ruin you for every other cock,” with these words, Jeno swiftly fucked back into you, grabbing your legs to throw them over his shoulders. “Please,” you could only answer, screwing your eyes shut tightly when his strong thrusts nailed your sweet spot with the way he held you. “Taking it like a good girl,” he moaned, his fingers digging into your thighs were the only thing that kept you anchored and prevented your mind from flying off to some other place, lulled in a could of deep pleasure that made you lose all your abilities to filter what sounds were coming out of your mouth. “Please,” you whined, somehow registering that you were begging again, for what you didn’t quite now but Jeno seemed to know exactly what you were asking for because he immediately brought his fingers back to your clit to rub it in tight little circles, sending your mind into overdrive as you arched your back for him. “Cum, princess,” he heaved, sweat glistening on his brow and his chest, “Cum whenever you want. Show me how good you are.”
“With you,” you panted, clenching down around his thick cock, “Cum in me, Jen.” “I’ll fill you up good,” he growled, folding you almost in half as he bent down to pant into your neck, “Breed you so well.” “Yes, please,” you mewled, throwing your head back despite knowing that you were using protection, the simple image enough to have your mind running wild with images of his cum seeping out of your core. “Fuck, baby, I-” he stuttered, muffling his groans by biting down on your neck, the pain so pleasureable, you couldn’t keep yourself from cumming even one more second, your orgasm crashing over you like a tidal wave and leaving you breathless as you stared at your ceiling, sure little firecrackers were going off somewhere over your head. You felt more than you heard Jeno moan against your chest as his hips came to a halt, grinding his cock deep inside you, his muscles flexing beneath your fingers as he came as well.
For a while both of you were just catching your breaths, coming down from your respectable highs until Jeno’s calming weight felt more like he was trying to suffocate you under all the muscle his body was built of. “Get off,” you grunted, pinching him in his side to get him to move. “Why can’t I have nice things with you?” he groaned but rolled off of you anyway, carefully holding the end of the condom as he pulled out before tying it off and throwing the rubber into the general direction of your trash can. And of course because his hand to eye coordination was extraordinary, the sound of papers rustling announced he had actually hit his target. “You’re so annoying,” you rolled your eyes when he beamed at you like he had just won the university cup and not hit the trash can with his used condom. “I’d appreciate a little more enthusiasm,” he grinned, letting his body fall back to the mattress right next to yours. Shaking your head, you didn’t deem his excitement worthy of an answer, simply staring at the ceiling of your room and enjoying the quiet between you and Jeno.
“The sex has been better ever since we broke up,” Jeno destroyed the silence engulfing the two of you. “Because you fuck me like you don’t care about me. Like you’re still angry at me,” you sighed. “I do though. Care about you,” he confessed, turning his head so he could look into your eyes if it wasn’t for his too-long bangs obscuring his vision. “Jeno,” you sighed, gently stroking the hair from his eyes, “There was a reason why we broke up.” “Remind me.” “You don’t have time for a relationship and I can’t deal with your stupid groupies hanging off of you every time you step outside your home.” “I never cheated on you,” Jeno stated, his voice stern and gaze piercing, “You know that. No matter what anyone says.” “That’s not the problem, Jeno,” you groaned, looking away from him to wrap your blanket around your naked body, suddenly feeling too exposed beneath his gaze, “I am not having this conversation again. Grab your clothes.”
“Not even letting me shower? That’s cruel even for you.” “You hate my shower,” you shot back only to find him smiling, propped up onto one of his elbows. “Join me,” he asked. “Jeno,” you sighed again, pulling out the last syllable of his name, “This thing between us hasn’t worked out the first time. Why should it work now?” “It’s good enough that we keep coming back to each other,” he argued, reaching out to intertwine your fingers so he could bring your hand up to his lips, pressing a tender kiss to the skin, “I’ll do it right this time, make time for you in my schedule even if it’s just to bring you coffee to the library or to walk you to your morning class.” “Jeno…” “I know I can do better. Try harder to show you how much I like you,” he promised. “That’s not,” you groaned, ripping your hand free to bury your face in them, “That’s not going to fix this. To fix us. There are two people involved in a relationship. But everyone is always up in your business and I can’t deal with that. I can’t keep seeing these girls pressing their tits in your face and asking you to sign their asses when you’re supposed to be mine.” “But I want to date you. And I know you like me past my body and my talent. You like my boring jokes and my pancakes.” “You’re not boring,” you interrupted Jeno who immediately shushed you. “You like me for always stopping to pet stray kittens even if it means running late, you like me for my Redbull induced quadruple texting at midnight, you like my terrible attempts at singing along to your favorite songs in the car. You like me for who I am past my body. You like me for me. And that’s why you’re different from all the others and it’s why I like you so much as well. You care about me and it makes me want to care for you tenfold.”
Moved by his words, you stayed quiet, just staring into his eyes. “Say something,” he begged after a while. “You rehearsed that, didn’t you?” You grinned, earning yourself a hit to the shoulder before Jeno rolled on top of you, pinning you to the mattress with his full weight. “I give you a whole speech and this is your reaction?” He whined as you laughed loud and unashamed, carding your hands through his matted hair.
“I really want to try again,” he mumbled into your skin, drawing random shapes with the tip of his forefinger, “We can work on our communication. I like you too much to just let you go without a fight. I think I could fall in love with you.” That of all things made your heart skip a beat or two before it started beating twice as fast. “I think I could too,” you whispered, revealing the whole reason why you had broken it off with him in a fight. To protect your fragile heart from possible pain in the future. “Please let us try again,” Jeno whispered back, “We’ll do it right this time. With cheesy cinema dates and walks in the park, sharing some ice cream late at night.” “I’m scared,” you confessed, gently scratching Jeno’s scalp to calm your own nerves. “If we communicate well, we’ll get through all the hardships on the way. And I’m sure I can make you happy,” he promised. “I don’t want to be your second priority again.” “You won’t,” he was quick to reply, “I can’t promise I’ll never disappoint you but I will work my hardest to put us first and baseball and everything else second.” Leaning up on his elbows, Jeno found your eyes filled with unshed tears. “I really want this to work, I like you so much,” he smiled tenderly, “And I was an idiot to only realize that after I let you walk away and not didn’t reassure you when you opened up about your insecurities.” “I’m to blame as well,” you swallowed down the lump in your throat as you gently cupped his cheek, “You’re the most loyal person I know, there was no need to be so insecure when you were nothing but honest to me.”
“We’ll work on that this time,” Jeno smiled, bringing your faces together to nuzzle your noses together which made you giggle happily. “Okay,” you breathed, kissing him slow and softly like his lips were delicate rose petals. “I really like you,” Jeno smiled so brightly, his eyes curled into little crescents. “I really like you too,” you replied before you got lost in his touch again.
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pairings: alpha!jaemin x omega!reader
genre: smut, a/b/o, sports au ish
warnings: dom!jaemin, brat!reader, choking, gagging, slight degradation, spit kink, praising, slight manhandling, biting/marking, a lil overstimulation, breeding, buldging kink, slight possessive behavior, slapping, a teensy bit of subdrop, cockwarming
a christmas present for my bestie and everyone else as well :D merry christmas!!

Never in the universities years have they ever had an omega on the basketball team, nonetheless varsity. It was a school wide shock, the talk of the entire school. Almost impossible to walk five feet to your next class without someone stopping you with a notepad, and writing you like you were the greatest thing since sliced bread. And after practices, there'd be crowds of students watching you, awestruck at how amazing you were and not to mention how perfect everything was about you.
There's a reason why you're on varsity, you put in the extra effort of making sure your body's in perfect shape for basketball season. The muscles in your arms and legs were enough to prove it, your strength was unmatched. You never back down without a good fight. Girls basically being thrown around whenever there's a jump ball you're included in. You're aggressive on the court, the ground- almost like a second home when you're diving for the ball, fighting for it to stay on your side. Banking shots left and right even stealing the ball all came with hard work and determination. You never stopped, even when you were tired you kept pushing. It's all easy to you, second nature some may say
You were an MVP.
Newspapers sold city wide showing you off as their star player, making other schools know exactly who you were. And they hated you, envied how you viewed the court with such ease. How you could run up and down the whole game without needing a break for water or to catch your breath. The way you were so quick and light on your feet was also something they dispised. How you could dribble your way into an open lane that was originally heavily guarded, an easy layup. Seriously, how you're mind worked was amazing. And yeah they hated you, but those teams also wanted you. Other girls wanted to be you.
Now hot in the season, the most recent game was a complete masterpiece and not to mention, the game that decides who moves on to the championships. Plays were successful, at least 81% of shots were made (Coach had a long talk with everyone afterwards). The score ended with an eight point lead and the after party was just as fantastic.
University students filled the frat house, beer cans and red solos in hand as they partied and celebrated the win of the boys and girls playoffs. Each hour more and more people would fill, joining in on the fun. Hell, even the coaches joined.
And as all that went down, you were upstairs with a not very happy Jaemin.
It was a tough game for him. The boys coach nagging and yelling at Jaemin for his 'sorry excuse of plays.' Coach has been eating away at Jaemins anger and pushing him any chance he could which caused Jaemin to put a lot of pressure on himself.
One mistake was all it took for Jaemin to stomp off the court after that time out was called. You recall chasing after him into the boys locker room, knowing damn well that Coach wasn't going to be happy with his behavior. There wasn't anything you could do to calm him really, he was stubborn and wouldn't agree on anything you said to him.
"That last technical was on me!" Jaemin yelled, kicking his water bottle to the wall in frustration. "And no its not fucking fine! Coach is gonna be up my ass for anything until we win."
You let out a sigh. "You're up by ten with barely two minutes left in the last quarter, Jaemin."
"Thats enough time for the other team to catch up." He got close to your face, backing you up until you hit a locker. His hot breath fanning your face with a look of bloodlust. "I'm costing the team two shots with that technical. God, I'm so fucking stupid."
Jaemin rested his head in the crook of your neck, clentching and un-clentching his jaw as he let your scent fill his nose. The smell so sweet that he only found comfort whenever he could sense it. Letting it linger and calm himself before he lifted his head back up, eyes focused on your hooded ones.
"You trust your alpha right?"
"Of course." You say with ease, his arm wrapping around your waist.
"Good. I'm gonna fucking need you later."
This led to where you are now. Sitting comfortably on Jaemins lap, his eyes shut. He wasn't sleeping just thinking of the game over and over as he played with your basketball shorts, hand sliding under the silk like fabric to skim over your thigh.
If only the school knew how you played off the court. Their favorite MVP omega would look so very different in their eyes.
To an omega, you can sense the vexation coming off of him. His vibe completely off and unsatisfied with the game that he couldn't come to a stopping point. However, his advances were obvious the more he hiked your shorts up. The more he danced his fingers along your hip ready to play, Jaemin had to relieve himself someway and he was heading in the direction he wanted the most.
"Alpha," You began, hand raking along his glistening abs, tempting to inch closer to his pelvic region. "The game was fine. I don't see why you need to beat yourself over it."
His hands fly to your ass, pulling you directly onto his soft clothed dick. "Don't try me. Coach is already screwing with me and I can't seem to make him happy. No matter how many times someone tells me I did good, he finds something to criticize."
You move against him with ease. Thick cock hardening with each stroke against his shorts, leaking precum against them. Plush lips opening with a sigh, eyes fluttering open to meet your movements with a groan.
"Coach talks shit to his favorite players, haven't you noticed? Still, the team won. That's all that matters in the end."
"But I did nothing to contribute. I screwed up." He growled.
Biting your lip, cock now growing against his stomach. Aching to be released, your finger running over the outline in thought over Jaemins words. There was an issue with how he spoke, like he was the only one on the team that needed to do anything for it to count as a good game. You despised it. The team wouldn't be the same without Jaemin, however there was no need for him to think just because he's an MVP, doesn't mean he has to act like one.
"You're so pompous."
"Pompous?! Because I know my worth?"
You shook your head, "You're an uptight player with no sense of the word team."
Jaemin poked his tongue to his cheek, fingers digging into the skin of your ass. His hand came into contact quick, hips stuttering from the impact with nothing more than a frown playing on his face. "I have more sense than a stupid omega that doesn't know how to keep her mouth shut. What good does this mouth do you anyway, other than getting on my nerves?" He tapped your cheek. Not strong enough to leave a mark, but enough to make your face move to the side.
"Don't humor me." You tug his shorts down just enough for his tip to peak through. The slick of his precum dripping just below his belly button. Your finger dipping at the salty liquid, bringing it to your tongue for a taste.
"Then keep your mouth shut like a good omega."
"No, I don't think I will." You say smugly, knowing the consequences when you don't listen. But Jaemin let you have your fun instead, chuckling at your innocent yet dirty voice.
"Its like you're begging to be ruined."
You smirk to yourself, hand rubbing his tip with little to zero ounce of gentleness. Eyes screwing shut, sucking the air in like a drug. Jaemin instinctively bucking his hips to get more than just friction. Leaning more towards desperation, his cock head now pink and glossy. Other hand pulling his shorts further down along with his boxers, lifting your hips to leave them around his ankles. Fat cock screaming for pleasure, your mouth drooled for a taste.
"Go on." He urged, "Taste it."
Jaemin tangled his fingers in your hair, dragging you to lick his painfully erect dick. Tongue dragged over the underside from his balls to the head. The salty precum leaving him more as you licked at his hole, more easily gushing out when he moaned. Collecting it all on your tongue from his lower abdomen, leaving nothing behind.
Adoration as he gazed, breath hitching when you wrapped your lips around him. Taking him slowly and inching yourself down, the stretch hurting your throat already on the verge of letting up. Head was pushed further along with his hips lifting to where your lips touched his stomach, a satisfying sigh leaving his mouth. Chuckling, he rested his head against the headboard. Keeping you in place, gag reflex rejecting the intrusion Jaemin put in you. Throat convulsed, shutting your eyes to not focus on the awful feeling, only trying to please the alpha.
Nasty choking sounds bounced off the walls, lucky the music and talking downstairs canceled any chance of someone hearing.
"Filthy omega mouth. Only good for one thing... and that's getting me off."
You moaned, sending vibrations up his shaft as a shiver went up his spine. Salivation pooling at the corners of your lips, threatening to spill any second. And that's how Jaemin liked it, messy. Other hand coming to smear the drool on your lips with his fingers, delicately bobbing you head so more saliva would drip from your chin and to his balls. And the more he continued, the harder it was to focus on breathing through your nose. Tears pricked at the corners of your eyes just from the sheer sense of not being able to breathe properly. Nonetheless it was wiped away with a single thumb. The hum from Jaemin- a content one at that, adoring you getting so messy. And all for him.
"So disgusting." He commented, still rubbing drool around your mouth as he released the hold on you, pushing you off.
Coughing and wiping your mouth, you sat back on his lap to catch your breath. Jaemin stroked himself with a grin. Urging you to try again, cooing at the way you unconsciously moved against his thigh. Your slick soiling the silk material as well as your underwear. Thigh now damp, warm slick doing nothing but making him bite his lip. A copper taste on his tongue.
"Do I turn you on this much, alpha? So needy and I hardly did anything. It's no wonder you needed me so badly." Still rubbing his cock, the crooked smile on his face had anything but amusement written on it.
"Do you enjoy being a pretentious pet? Maybe you don't deserve this after all."
"But I'm such a good girl." You fake pout, "I deserve it all!"
Jaemin rolled his head back. Eyes closing to continue lazily jerking himself off, swatting you hand away when you attempted to help him.
"Just watch if you wanna keep acting like a brat." He stated. His mouth opening, hand speeding up to get closer to his orgasm. The moans- obviouy fake just to grab your attention, even stopping you from any movement so you'd have all eyes on him and his throbbing cock.
Veins in his arms becoming more prominent as his hand tightened, the other lingering on your thigh.
Tapping his sticky tip, a string connected like he knew it was going to happen. Loving how you ate him up with such a harsh gaze.
"I wanna taste you."
Jaemin mumbles, "Thats not my problem, omega."
"But I wanna swallow your cum." So vile and shameless you were, Jaemin had to bring you near his lips. To feel something, or breathe in your scent. Possibly something else...
"Swallow my spit instead." Jaemin carelessly locked his lips with yours, keeping your mouth open like a French kiss, only to spit in your mouth. It tasted like alcohol, yet you didn't waste it. Swallowing without a second thought, happily sticking your tongue out to show him. "Thats a good girl!"
He continued holding you against his chest, petting your hair. Fist still wrapped around his dick, moving faster and closer to cumming.
"Please, alpha." You pathetically beg, hand inching towards to wrap around his fist. "Let me touch you. I'll make you feel good."
Jaemin takes your hand into his, taking his cock in your own. Sensitivity taking over him, shaking as he hissed. Steadily in an up and down motion, the coolness of your hand feeling amazing on his warm dick.
You kissed along his collarbone, eyeing his clentching abs as his dick twitched in your hand, "Gonna cum?"
"Yes, baby. Keep going." Hand wrapped around yours dug into your knuckles. Groaning, Jaemin began tugging your hair, abs tightening as spurts of cum shot onto his stomach and onto his and your hand. The warm white liquid spilling from the tip like it wasn't about to stop. "Clean me off." Lifting his hand to your mouth, you cleaned him off like a starved animal. Now licking away the cum on his abdomen and your hand as if it weren't there in the first place.
Jaemin pat the top of your head, signifying you were doing well.
Then he slid down the bed, now resting his head on the pillow. A giant smile on his face as he tugged at your shorts, "Off."
"Do it yourself." You reply.
At this point, he had enough. Flipping you over with ease, stripping you of everything in seconds. Leaving you bare for only his eyes.
"Stupid omega, always have to test her alpha. You love being put in your place, huh?" Spreading your legs forcefully, he suddenly bit the inside of your thigh. A scream filling his ears at how harsh he bit down, almost enough to draw blood.
He licked over the now reddened area, kissing, then biting again all up your thigh until he stopped where you needed him most.
"Jaemin," You bucked up, hoping he'd put his mouth on you. "I need your tongue."
"Need or want? Getting your words mixed up, baby. You don't need it, I can leave you like this with nothing if I really wanted to."
"But you won't." You speak confidently, "You love to taste me."
Jaemin couldn't disagree. Staring at you with a shit eating grin before taking a long flick up your slit. Sweet slick making his eyes roll back, tongue dipping into your heat to taste more. Its so rough, you can hear the slurping sounds coming from him. All you could do was lay there and take it. Tugging at the strands of messy hair on Jaemins head, the only thing keeping you sane with how vigorous and starved he suddenly became.
Slick painted his chin, your core pulsing and spilling more as well as spit from Jaemin. The lewd sounds so intense mixed with your moans, you were sure at least some people could hear at this point. Jaemin didn't mind. Flicking your clit with his tongue, swirling around the sensitive bud to pull you closer into a gut wrenching sensation. It would come too quick, a record for himself if he managed to make you cum so soon with hardly any penetration.
And somehow, he pulled it off.
You're screaming when he doesn't stop, body still quivering and thighs squeezing around him. Vision almost going blank, voice breaking when you moaned, "F-fuck, Jaemin!" Hands taking hold just under the back of your thighs, tearing them away from his face. You fought to close them again, bearing too much already. "No more, I can't take it!"
"Didn't you say you needed this?" He muttered against your folds, "Did my pretty omega lie to me?"
You shook your head sheepishly. Not making any eye contact, afraid he wouldn't stop for the rest of the night.
"Then you will take what I give you. And when I'm done, you'll say 'thank you, alpha' like a good pet. Do you understand?"
"Yes, alpha."
Jaemin slaps your thigh, jerking you forward into his mouth. The more he lapped, the more you saw stars in your blurry vision. You were positive you eventually passed out. Excessive nipping and flicking at your clit was too extreme. Though when he noticed you black out, he didn't cease and continued until you came again. Almost like a resurrection, you arched into the bed and whined loudly as the final wave of your orgasm hit. Tugging and squirming against Jaemin.
"What do you say?"
"T-thank you, alpha."
Jaemin laid his hand atop your stomach, emotion no where to be found. The silence eating away at you, hoping he'd do something before you did it yourself. And luckily he did, though it was unexpected when he kept his hand put, but his cock was already pressed into your entrance. Jaemin didn't care how sore you you were, sliding into you easily as you placed your hands on his chest to slow him before ruthlessly pounding into your heat.
The amount of slick mixed with cum made it easy to slide deep, tip meeting your sweet spot with a rough kiss in an instant. And his hand that rested on your belly could feel himself, the outline of his thrusts that felt so good. A cocky smirk playing on his lips as he did nothing more than replace his hand with yours.
You didn't know how to respond. Of course you knew Jaemin was big, but that big...You wanted to wipe that smirk off his face before he had any other thoughts however it was too late and his mind was already on the run with ideas.
"I could do this all night if I wanted to." He roughly bucked forward, "Could fill you up, breed you, show everyone their favorite omega is nothing more than a cumdump for her alpha. It'd be perfect!"
You whine at the thought, clentching around his cock thinking of being bred with his pups. However it couldn't happen anytime soon, the idea that he could spill his seed inside you if he so wanted made your mind spin. "You're s-so full of yourself, a-alpha."
Jaemin cups your cheeks, smiling like he wasn't wrecking your insides. "Because I know my omega wants it. I'll breed this pretty pussy so good, keep you with me forever so you can't leave. Only be mine." His hands now at your throat, pressing into the sides as your mouth kept open.
"I-I've only b-been yours." You choke, hand wrapping around his wrists. Not drawing him off, but there like a sense of security.
"Of course. But I like when I make the other boys jealous."
Jaemin attacks your lips. Messily kissing while still choking you. His tongue pushes past your lips, playing with your tongue. The taste of alcohol still evident and intoxicating, you wanted more. Forcing yourself onto him, clashing teeth in the process.
His free hands stray to your breats, fondling the hard bud sweetly. Removing his lips, he now dipped down to your other breast. Sucking on your chest, tongue licking over your nipple, Pushing your chest in his face on instinct, Jaemin loved how you reacted. Tweaking, sucking, anything to get you worked up and begging for him is what he craved.
Cock aching, that familiar feeling quickly returning. Wrapping your legs around his waist, bringing him in closer- deeper, for his cum that would soon shoot into your cunt. But for now, Jaemin wanted to savor the feeling before his release, savor how your walls always felt so tight whenever he fucked you. How wet you still seemed to be, and only for him.
With your head pushed in the pillow, neck being squeezed- Jaemin happily let himself cum. Shooting his load in your walls, cum threatening to spill each time he pulled his hips back. However, his continuous thrusts shoved his cum further into your cunt. Nearing your own orgasm, he rubbed your wet clit.
"Alpha, alpha!" You scream, "Feels so good, alpha!"
"I know, baby. Keep going for me. Come on you can give me one more, I know you can."
You dug your nails onto his wrist. Your orgasm taking over you like a sudden rush of adrenaline, chanting Jaemins name until you finally settled down the best you could, still finding yourself in a subdrop.
"Thats it, baby. Shh-" Jaemin kissed your cheek, moving your messy hair from your face to kiss anywhere he could, "Baby, you did so well. I'm so proud of you." He repeatedly kissed your face. Inching you closer into a reality you couldn't understand just yet. Playing with your hair, literally anything to bring you completely back to him. "You okay?" He questions, lifting your chin to give you that lovely Na Jaemin smile you're used as you returned the gesture and nodded.
Jaemin was about to pull out, you stopped him by bucking your hips back into his. "No! I wanna stay like this."
How could Jaemin say no to his baby after all this?
After situating himself into a more comfortable position, you spoke, "Jaemin..?"
"Mhm?"
"I still think you're a pompous asshole."
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why does this sound terrifying hello haechan just know that in theory this is hot but if u gonna pull this shit on me i’m calling the popo 👮
(i love that idea for a fic though that sounds awesome, but i’d probably just cry bc i’m a weakling)
completely random thought but do you ever wonder if people threw christmas-themed orgy parties… *cOugH* MERRY CHRISTMAS 🫂❤️
christmassy sun and moon for you

I’ve read a lot of Christmas themed smut. I mean….interesting! present wrapping put to….good use?😅
my Christmas gift: Haechan forcing you into a closet at work and fucking you by threatening your job. thats the spirit!👹❤️
🌚🌝💘
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uh oh!
doyoung x fem reader
genre: romcom, smut and angst elements, nerd in the streets & freak in the sheets!doyoung, college au, enemies to fake dating to enemies to fuckbuddies to enemies to strangers to lovers?? anyway
warnings: +18, drinking, smoking, mention of weed and edibles, both doyoung and reader are mean to each other and they get horny because of it lmao, also they’re very annoying especially the reader, mention of a tongue piercing, explicit sexual content [nipple play, fingering, hickeys on doyoung]
other characters: johnny as reader’s friend, mark as reader’s brother, oc named ‘the girl’ lol
words: 12.4k
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You realized that Doyoung was the perfect example of a carefully written fact-checked essay in the streets, and an unmoderated comments section in the sheets too late for your own good.
Or a raisin cookie before realizing it’s chocolate chip and then realizing, in the end, it was also an edible.
You felt like a fool. He played you and you danced on his palm. Now, your palm was tickled by his naughty fingertip and you smiled thinking it wasn’t that bad after all.
It all started months ago: a boring Thursday morning of macroeconomics. The professor was funny and kinda hot, you couldn’t lie to yourself, but not even his forearms could help you concentrate that day.
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genre: smut, but a really fluffy one | warnings: m/f smut; creampie | wc: 1.1k+

childhood friend!jeno was always gentle with you, his voice always softer when directed at you, and his touches always more careful when you were the one receiving them. he treated you as if you were the most fragile of things, the most precious of beings — even as he slipped his cock in and out of you.
"you feel so good, princess. if only you could see how beautiful you look right now" he mumbled, plush lips pressing into your neck as he spoke tenderly, big hands caressing up and down your sides as he pressed his hips into yours, filling you up perfectly with his shaft, pelvis pressing into your swollen clit each time he bottomed out, bringing you even more pleasure.
you moaned softly, feeling your face burn warmer, looking up at jeno and taking in all his features like you never had before — his cheeks were tainted with a light pink tone, eyes glistening as they focused on your glossy ones, a warm smile forming on his lips the second he observed in your expression, pulling your lips to his in an instant reaction, the kiss toothy as jeno's smile didn't falter even in the middle of it, making you both giggle.
"you're weird" you said, the atmosphere getting lighter for a moment as jeno's hips halted while still being kept flush against yours, his hands gripping your waist without much force as he straightened his torso up, no longer having his chest glued to yours, while you held yourself up on your elbows, legs still draped over his thighs, both of you smiling at each other as if the other held the sun in their palms.
"yeah? you're one to talk" jeno chuckled, one hand moving down to your hips, thumb drawing circles over the skin on the area as he focused his gaze on it for a few seconds, looking lost in his own thoughts for those moments before looking at you again, lips stretched into a small smile as he leaned back down once more.
"can i tell you something?" he asked, both hands going up to cup your cheeks, keeping your gaze on his but still allowing you to nod — the next words that left his mouth ones you didn't expect to hear.
"i think i love you… like, really love you"
you were surprised, speechless even, expecting anything but a confession to come from him at that moment. still, you couldn't hold back the enormous smile that took over your expression, your palms immediately moving up to also cup jeno's cheeks, now you being the one to pull him into an eager kiss — another toothy one too, the blame now falling on you for it.
"i think i love you too, jen" you said brightly, your legs wrapping around his waist, trapping him against you as your arms laced around his neck, making his chest be completely pressed against yours again in a clumsy hug, jeno's own arms moving to wrap around your torso, a big smile immediately forming itself on his lips.
he kissed you again — a proper kiss this time, even if his lips were still slightly curled up as his tongue slipped into your mouth. his hips started to move again too, rocking against yours at a steady pace, the mix of your combined soft moans and needy grunts resonating through the room alongside the sound of skin slapping on skin and the squelching noises coming from you two. it all felt amazing, the pleasure flowing through you mixing with the blissful sensation of the heated kiss, an euphoric feeling building on your chest in sync with all the other heavenly sensations traveling through your body.
your walls fluttered around jeno's shaft with each swift thrust, his cock twitching in sync with it. you moved one of your hands to your pussy, pressing two of your fingers over your swollen clit, whining loudly as you started to draw erratic circles over the sensitive nub — the combined sensation of your own efforts mixed with jeno's movements bringing you over the edge, your orgasm hitting you hard, the immeasurable pleasure making you scream jeno's name, throwing your head back in pure bliss — feeling the exact moment an already all too familiar pair of lips sucked on the skin of your neck, warm cum painting your insides in sync with it, jeno's own high being triggered by yours.
"fuck…" he muttered breathless against you, voice muffled by your skin. you didn't need to look at jeno to know just how flustered he probably looked, assuming you most likely weren't in a much different state.
your finger lazily trailed up jeno's torso, stopping at the back of his head, caressing his scalp calmly, enjoying the serenity that was feeling the atmosphere enveloping you. almost instinctively, and once you were both calmer, jeno pressed his lips onto yours, the kiss gentler than any other he had ever given you — if that was even possible, that is.
"i really meant what i said, you know. it wasn't just a thing of the heat of the moment" he muttered close to you, both of your lids slid close as your foreheads pressed together, bodies close to each other as his member was still seated inside you — the position the most intimate one you two had ever been in.
"i also meant it" you replied shyly, a bright smile immediately forcing itself into your expression, and without even needing to look, you knew jeno's reaction to both your confessions wasn't that much different from yours.
"i should've confessed to you sooner, would've saved us a lot of wasted time" he added, chuckling in the middle of his sentence, giving you a tender peck on the tip of your nose before moving to face you, eyes soft as they stared into yours, one of his hands moving to cup your face, its thumb grazing over your warm cheek.
"i still like how things rolled out" you continued, your fingers playing with the few strands of jeno's hair that fell into his face, pushing them away carefully.
"uhm, just wanna be like this with you forever" jeno groaned softly, making you chuckle as he pressed his hips further into yours, wrapping his arms around you and clumsily cuddling you, getting himself comfortable while still having his shaft inside you before settling down on top of you, finding a position where he was still hovering over you but not putting all his weight on top of your frame.
you giggled at jeno's actions, continuing to play with his hair as you left a loud kiss on his cheek, hugging him back before allowing a comfortable silence to fall over you two, the calm ambient that installed driving you two into falling asleep like that.

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Burn Up The Road (M)

Pairing: Lee Haechan x Reader(F)
Genre/tropes: smut; some fluff ig; angst at some point; one night stand au; fling au; street racer au; humour (im trying my best); slow burn(?)
Word count: 8.2k (it feels longer than that what)
Summary: after accidentally falling asleep at your one night stands apartment, you find yourself trying to edge into his life. You weren’t really intending on getting to know him more, but after finding out he’s part of a street racing gang, you couldn’t help but keep your interest in him growing.
Warnings: 18+ content/sexually explicit content; Renjun is slightly protective/possessive of Y/N; awful car terminology on my behalf
Author’s note: I recommend listening to Ridin’ by NCT Dream. This is a one shot; there won’t be a sequel/extra part. My masterlist will be posted & linked soon; I want to post more before doing so. Slightly proof read!
i. heat up this moment, make it hotter
The steam coming from the shower made everything about this scene so much more hot. His hands were roaming every inch of your body, your back pressed against the cold, white tiles of the shower. Water was running down between your breasts, your perky nipples ever so sensitive to the cool air he was blowing on them.
"Hae- Haechan..." you whined out. Your chest pushing into his face, a frustrated look on your face - you wanted him to give you more than he was. Simple touches and kisses weren’t cutting it anymore. You needed to have his dick shoved in your pussy.
Haechan sucked a nipple into his mouth, the warmth and wetness of his tongue sent your eyes rolling into the back of your head. "Please. I need more. Please, give me more." Your hands came to tug at the roots of his hair, a soft groan came from him in response.
"More?" Haechan questions as he pulls away from your nipple with a loud pop. "Does the little princess want more from me?" Without any chance of getting an answer out, Haechan pushes two of his fingers inside your dripping hole. Your walls clench at the sudden intrusion. Your pussy sucked his fingers right in, a smirk forming on his lips at how eager your body was to have him.
"Who knew a pussy could be this greedy for some cock?" Haechan teased against your lips, his fingers curling inside you.
The mix of water and your arousal made the noises his fingers were making so much more lewd than it should be. The squelching could be heard over the shower, and you knew Haechan was enjoying it, he knew he was making you this wet from just his fingers. The boy’s ego was inflating with each moan falling from your lips, he couldn't get enough of your pretty sounds.
"It feels so good," you arched your back from the tiles. "So fucking good, gonna cum." You ground your hips down onto his hand, pushing his fingers deeper inside you until they reached a certain spot which had your knees buckling. Luckily, Haechan caught you with his other hand, a chuckle coming out at the fucked out state you're in. "Shit, shit, shit. Gonna cum, cum, fuck. I'm cumming."
Your thighs were shaking as you came. Haechan's fingers help you ride out your orgasm, your walls clenching around his digits with each pump of his fingers. "Mm, that's it princess, fuck yourself on my fingers like the dumb slut you are." How does he do that? How does he give you such a cute nickname, and then degrade you all in the same sentence? Only a boy such as him can.
You were still shaking around him despite the hold he had on you. Who knew that getting fingered in a shower could give you an orgasm that great?
You tried to ground yourself by gripping onto his arms, your nails digging into his soft skin as he pulled his fingers out. "Open up." You did as you were told - his fingers were pushed into your mouth for you to suck clean, and suck clean you did. Your tongue swirled around his arousal soaked digits, almost as if you were swirling your tongue around a dick. Haechan watched you with lidded eyes, he was so transfixed on your mouth that he didn't see you snake your hand down your torso until he felt your dainty fingers wrap around his painfully hard length.
"Princess, what are you doing?" The nickname was driving you insane. Being called princess was such a weakness, how did this boy know that it'd have you keening for him each time he said it? You met mere hours ago... yet you're literally fucking him in his shower. Now really isn't the time to think about that, he's only a one night stand. Big deal.
"I'm not doing anything." You smirk up at him once he pulls his fingers out from your mouth, a string of saliva following in pursuit, the running water adding as a brilliant lubricant as your hand begins to slowly pump his length. He felt heavy and thick in your hand. You could practically feel the veins on his dick throbbing against your palm; you've never felt, or seen, anyone this hard before. Maybe you were his secret kryptonite that he never knew of.
Haechan looked down between both of your bodies, his eyes squinting at the way your fingers struggled to close around him properly. Again, his ego boosted knowing that he was as thick as most of the cocks girls dream about, and to see you struggle to take all of him in your hand gave him the extra confidence boost.
"Seems to be like you're struggling to give me a handy. Do you need some help? It looks like my dumb slut needs some help, her silly, small hands can't do the job properly." Haechan fakes a pout, grabbing your wrist and pinning it above your head so you can't touch him. "Watch and learn."
You watched him grasp his dick, his slender fingers wrapping around his girth so perfectly. Within a blink of an eye, Haechan was jerking himself off whilst boring his dark brown eyes into your own. Your eyes darted between his eyes, and to the obscene ministrations he was performing on himself. Why is watching someone get themselves off such a turn on for you? You'll never know.
"P-please," you stuttered. "Please. I want you inside me, I can't wait any longer."
"Is that begging I hear? It sure sounds like it." An evil smirk plastered on his lips, a small glint of his white teeth flashing you before he quickly spins you around so your chest is now pressed against the cold, wet tiles of the shower wall. "I want to hear you beg. Beg me even more, like your life depends on it."
You were going to protest, but something was telling you that if you do, you wouldn't be getting dicked down by this insanely hot stranger. So beg you did.
"I want your cock so bad, you don't understand." You writhed against the tiles, sticking your ass out to press against him. "Please, I need you inside me, fill me up with your cum, want it dripping out of me. Please, Haech-"
Your words of begging were quickly cut off by the intrusion of his cock entering your dripping entrance. The combination of the hot water and your previous orgasm allowed him to slip inside you with ease, almost as if his cock wasn't the biggest you've seen in your entire life. This boy was packing, and he knew how to use it to his advantage.
His hips were moving with eagerness. The feeling of your walls wrapped around him felt like pure bliss - he's never been with someone this tight and warm, you were quite the catch. He'll definitely remember you as his favourite one night stand, that's for sure.
"Oh, fuck," your eyes rolled into the back of your head when you felt the tip of his length kiss your cervix. He's so deep and you feel so full. Thank the lord above for blessing you with this big dicked stranger. "Give it to me, please, give it to me, I want it so bad. Fuck me." At this point you were just rambling out complete nonsense. This boys dick has you begging to be fucked stupid. You've become a cock whore, Great.
"Such a greedy whore. Needing to be fucked like a pornstar." Haechan gritted his teeth, trying to conceal the fact you were sending him closer to his release sooner than he wanted. He thought he could last out, but given the way your walls were clenching and you were a moaning mess, his body was going into overload and he needed to cum asap.
You spread your legs further apart, a simple trick to get him to thrust deeper in you more than he already is, if that was even possible? Either way, your mind was going foggy with the need to cum. It's all you could think about. Your nerve endings were on fire and your limbs ached from getting fucked standing up. The only way you could get him to cum faster was to reach down and fondle his balls, and surprisingly enough, it worked wonders, because he returned the favour and rubbed at your clit until you were shaking in his hold... again.
"Oh my God!" You squeaked out, your ears ringing as your second orgasm burned through you. That was the most intense orgasm you had ever had. What made it even better was the fact Haechan came at the same time, his seed coating your insides a creamy white, the warmth of it sending you into a flurry. "So good. So fucking good." You mumbled under your breath, not even realising Haechan had turned the shower off and was ready with a towel to wrap around you.
He's had plenty of one night stands that have ended up in the shower, so he knows the drill. Get them dry, get them dressed, get them out. A simple three step plan which turned to shit when it came down to you. Step one went well - you got dried off and were wrapped in one of his towels. Step two went somewhat okay - you had thrown on one of his shirts and boxers, not ideal for him, but he wasn't going to be rude. And, well, step three didn't happen at all, because you're now conked out on his super comfy bed.
You knew deep down that you shouldn't stay the night, but your body was exhausted from the sex and the intense orgasms, that you had no more energy to move, and falling asleep on Haechan's bed sounded like a bright idea.
Whether he wanted you to sleep over your not, he was now stuck with you until the morning. Good for him. He was trying to look on the bright side of things; at least he wouldn't have to call you an Uber and waste his money on some girl he just fucked, that was a good thing he guessed.
You also looked cute whilst sleeping, that he will admit. He left you to sleep in his bed whilst he slept on the couch in the living room of his apartment. Even though you guys fucked, he thought he'd give you some space and sleep elsewhere. Very gentlemanly of him.
Fingers crossed you're gone before he wakes up. Awkward mornings are not his thing.
ii. burn up the road until i surpass myself
"Dude, I don't know what to do, she's still asleep!" Haechan whispered harshly into the headset that adorned his cute, round head. He was currently sitting at his gaming desk, his fingers tapping meticulously away at the keyboard in hopes of shooting down his opponent. On the other end of his headset, his friends - Jaemin, Renjun, and Jeno - were all trying to come up with a solution to wake you up and get you out of his place. But Haechan didn't want you to see him, he just wanted you to leave on your own. What a great gentleman he is.
"Okay, what about this," Renjun says into his microphone, gaining the attention of his three friends. "What if you set off the fire alarm, that way, she'll wake up and leave."
Jeno and Jaemin give Renjun a few small grunts of praise at his brilliant idea. Brilliant to be redacted by Haechan.
"That is such a shit idea," Haechan sighs, leaning back against his gaming chair when the match comes to an end, and his team wins. "And why would she leave because of a fire alarm? Wouldn't she try and see if there was a fire? And what if she finds me hiding?" Haechan comes up with a bunch of questions testing his friend’s plan. Because only he knows how awful his friends can be when trying to plan something, even when a one night stand goes wrong.
Renjun rolls his eyes, "Come on, anyone with enough common sense is going to leave a place if there's a fire alarm going off. You get taught that at school, surely you can't be that stupid to go hunt for fire?"
"I still think it's a shit idea." Haechan mumbles under his breath, not wanting to give Renjun the limelight anymore, he tries and gets more ideas from his two other friends. "Jaemin, Jeno, do you have anything better? ‘Cause by the looks of it, she'll be waking up soon, and I don't want to be dealing with her." He takes a look over his shoulder and sees you stirring in your sleep, a little panic settling in his gut.
"I thought you liked her?" Jeno questions, confused as to why his mate was acting as if the girl in his bed disgusted him, and that he never wanted to see her again.
“I liked her pussy, not her.” Haechan spoke bluntly into the headset. He moved his attention back onto the game on his computer screen, his eyes darting every which way until he had killed each opponent blocking him from victory. He knew he was the best player out of the four of them, hence why he always carried his team to victory - his pride winning, too. But in this scenario, his pride wasn’t winning, it was levelling off and he didn’t like it one bit.
“Look, just wake her up and tell her to leave.” Jaemin said his own idea, which, by the way, didn’t sound all too bad, apart from the fact Haechan didn’t want to speak to her. A one night stand should stay as a one night stand.
Haechan pressed one last key and sent them all to the ending screen, ‘VICTORY’ written in big, bold letters. “I’m not gonna do that, I only wanted sex with her, not a breakfast club.”
“No one said anything about getting her breakfast. Just wake her up, give her clothes back, and send her on her way.”
“I don’t want to be paying for her Uber.” Haechan grumbled, annoyed at himself for allowing you to stay the night. “And what if she wants me to give her a ride home? What do I do then? She’s not getting in my car, I just had it valeted.” Ah, his precious car. The one he had been saving up for as long as he can remember.
The four of them had been into racing and cars ever since they were little. Each of their parents gifting them car related things for every birthday and Christmas - indulging their little racer boy sides into something more big. Now, each of them have their dream cars. Some were even imported, making the others slightly salty that their car is better. But boys will be boys, hating on one another for having something better, even if it wasn’t something they desired.
The three boys laughed. Haechan was always super precarious whenever he had someone near, or in, his car. It was like his baby. His one true love. And no one could ever compare, or come above. Like, no one, not even his friends or family. That car was his prized possession, they couldn’t stress that enough.
“You and that damn car,” Renjun groaned. “If she wants a ride home, give her one. It’s not like she’s gonna throw up or shit on the dashboard. Stop being a big baby, and wake her the fuck up, and if you don’t, I’ll come round myself and wake her up.”
That put Haechan in a bad mood. He did not want you seeing his friends when you had no place or reason to. He decided to grow up and wake you up. Even if it was the last thing on earth he didn’t want to do. The boy just wanted you out.
“Fine. I’ll wake her up,” Haechan rolled his eyes, standing from his gaming chair, hands clasping the sides of his headset. “Don’t come over or I’ll key your car.” And with that, he took his headset off and turned off his gaming PC. Turning around and taking a look at you sleeping peacefully, with some drool coming down the side of your mouth, he wandered over and peered down at your face. You were very pretty, he’d come to realise. Of course you’re pretty, Haechan had standards. It wasn’t as if he’d go out and pull a 3/10 and bring her home for a quick fuck, even if he shoved a blindfold over her face, it was a no.
The closer he peered at you, the more he took in your features. If he’s being honest with himself, he’s never seen someone quite as pretty as you. He was surprised by himself that you agreed to come home with him… actually, was he? Was he surprised? He thought very highly of himself - as he should. He was a very beautiful guy. His honey-toned skin was flawless, a few moles dotted around to give him some feature, his lips were the perfect plumpness, his eyes the most prettiest almond shape, his hands… let’s not get started on his hands.
Anyways, with him peering down at you asleep on his bed like he was waiting for you to make the first move before he could pounce on you, your eyes fluttered before spotting a dark shadow above you. Now, he couldn’t blame you for suddenly sitting up and jabbing him in his throat, because he’d probably do the same if he woke up one time with someone leaning over him as he slept. So he understood your reason behind it, but that doesn’t change the fact it hurt like a bitch.
“O-oh, shit! I’m sorry!” You blurted out, feeling incredibly bad for hurting him. “I didn’t mean to- well- you know… you were just standing over me, I got scared…” you blinked up at the gorgeous boy, your eyes darting to his neck where his fingers rubbed the skin to try and soothe it. You had come to remember that those same fingers were deep inside your pussy last night, and your ears suddenly felt very hot at the memory. Damn this hot stranger.
“It’s cool,” Haechan shook his head, stepping away from the edge of his bed to give you the space you needed.
You nodded your head slowly, feeling slightly awkward as the two of you were now in silence, not really knowing what to say to one another. This was the first time you had stayed over at one of your one night stand’s place. Normally you’d have dipped a few minutes after getting dicked down, but this time round, this dicking down had you exhausted. You just had to sleep.
You pushed the duvet off your legs, swinging them over the side of his bed and standing until you were flush with his body - not that you intended on that happening, bur you weren’t complaining either.
“So… um, I’ll get going then…” you timidly stepped out of his way to find your discarded clothes scattered in a line from his bedroom door to the bathroom. You quickly got changed into your clothes from the previous night in the bathroom, handing him his clothes that you had slept in. “I would offer to wash them for you, but you probably don’t want to see me again, do you?”
As much as you knew what his answer would be, some part of you wished that he did want to see you again. After all, he was the best looking you’ve slept with, and he had a massive, massive dick. Not that you were only after his dick, you just thought it’d be nice to keep in contact, especially after your long overdue time to get back into the dating world.
Haechan rubbed the back of his neck, “One night stands are my thing…”
“That’s cool.” You nodded with a soft smile on your lips. You weren’t going to lie and say you weren’t disappointed, because you were. You don’t know the next time you’ll be in close proximity to a guy like this, but you weren’t going to jinx yourself. “I’ve got everything, so I’ll get going now. Thanks for last night, it was fun.”
“Yeah. It was fun.” Haechan agreed within a heartbeat. He scolded himself for answering so quickly, but damn, he did have a lot of fun last night, and even just thinking about it made his insides stir. Deep down he’d love to fuck you again, but he’d worry that you might catch feelings for him, or worse, he’d catch feelings for you.
He was never the type to do one night stands as often as he did; but ever since he broke up with his previous girlfriend - who had broken his heart into a million pieces - he swore that he’d never fall for another kind and pretty girl.
No longer wanting to stand in his room awkwardly, you made your way to the front door of his apartment. He didn’t follow behind you, that much was a given when you turned round to say goodbye, and you were met with his empty hallway. Nonetheless, you still whispered it to yourself, fingers crossed that it wasn’t a goodbye. You felt weird leaving his place - almost as if you shouldn’t be leaving. You can’t put your finger on why, but Haechan wasn’t like the other one night stands you’ve had before, he was different… somehow.
As you reached the entrance of his apartment complex, you looked out the glass doors and saw that it was torrential rain. How in the world were you going to get home now?
You were planning on walking back - you recognised the street outside and saw that it was only a 10 minute walk back to your building. But, unfortunately for you, you were going to have to call an Uber… but wait, there’s more! Your bank account currently held 7 quid to your name, so catching an Uber or taxi was out of your chances of getting back home. The only other thing you could think of was getting Haechan to give you a lift back. You knew he could drive, you saw his car keys sitting on the kitchen counter. It was worth a shot, wasn’t it?
Taking a short breath, you didn’t ponder too much on the thought of getting in a car with Haechan, so you briskly rushed back up the stairs and timidly knocked on the door, waiting for the boy to answer.
A mere moment later, and it swung open with a surprised Haechan on the other side. “W-what? I thought you left?” He seemed confused and annoyed, you couldn’t exactly blame him.
“It’s raining… like a lot. Do you think you could give me a lift home? My building isn’t too far from here, it’s just a few streets down, the new Walt Apartments.” You sheepishly grinned at him in hopes he would say yes. And upon the look on his face, you knew that he was a little shocked you lived in that apartment complex. “So… can you? I know it’s not ideal, but I really don’t want to walk home in the rain.”
Begging was never your forte, unless there was sex involved, then sure, you’re the queen of begging.
Haechan tilted his head back before sighing, “Fine.” He walked back into his apartment to grab his keys, a look of disappointment plastered on his face. He thought he finally got rid of you so he’d never have to see you again, yet here you are asking to get a lift home because it’s sadly raining. And yes, that was sarcasm.
The ride to your place was quiet. The radio was off, the windows were up, so all that could be heard were the heavy sighs of Haechan and the cars air conditioning. You wanted to strike a conversation with him, but you weren’t going to waste your breath knowing he wouldn’t really pay attention to it.
Once he pulled his obnoxiously loud car up to the front of your building, you grimaced at the thought of your neighbours complaining to you about the noise. “I like your car. It’s a Subaru Impreza WRX, right?” You tried to say that as innocently and dumb as you could, feigning like you knew nothing about cars, but your question was the complete opposite of that.
Haechan did a double take at you, mouth slightly open from shock and impression. How would you know what type of car he has? Did you stalk him?
“How, uh, how did you know?”
You smile, “My brother and dad are mechanics. I grew up with cars, so I know a little bit about them.” That was true. You knew only a little about cars because whenever your brother came running into your room to tell you about what he did at work and with what cars, you kind of tuned him out as you didn’t really understand all the technical car terms. But hey, it seems to be paying off now with the little you’ve listened.
Haechan nods his head, not too bothered about taking the conversation further.
“I also noticed the ‘NeoDream’ sticker on your spoiler,” you unbuckle your seatbelt. “Are you in some sort of car gang, or is it just a sponsor?” Wow. What was with this small interrogation? This boy is a one night stand and here you are, sitting in his car - even though you should be leaving by now - asking him about his personal life. You couldn’t help it, though. You seemed to have taken a liking to him last night, and now you don’t want to shake him off.
He gives you a side glance before switching off his engine. He’s given up; he may as well be civil and answer your questions. After all, you haven’t done anything wrong, far from it actually. He really did enjoy last night, and he’s taken a liking to you, too (not that he wants to admit it) but he told himself not to get involved with anyone. And he meant it.
“I’m in a street racer gang. We meet up each week and just do, uh, car stuff.” Haechan responds, his hands rubbing up and down his jean clad thighs. Your eyes darted to his lap. Oh, how you wanted to sit on him.
You nodded, understanding that he didn’t want to take it any further.
“Well, um, thanks for the ride.” You open the car door, legs swinging out. “Bye, then.” Why were you finding it so hard to leave him? He was making it obvious that he just wanted a fuck, so why were you trying to get to know him more? Only the lord knows.
As you stepped out of his sports car, he opened his mouth only to close it again. “Wait!” He finally got out, just as you were about to close the door. “We’re meeting up this Saturday in town, around midnight. You can come if you want… since you know cars and all.” What was this boy doing? Wasn’t he meant to be keeping his life private and single? Maybe he sensed that you were different from his ex, or maybe he could read your mind. Or maybe, just maybe, he wanted to get in your pants again - not that you’d say no, of course.
“I’ll see if I’m free.” You close the door and walk into the apartment complex. You felt as if your answer let him down, but in all honesty, Haechan knew that you’d be there.
As you walked up the stairs to your apartment, one of your neighbours was walking down, greeting you on his way. “Hey, Y/N. Who dropped you off? His car sounded like it was tuned.” Sometimes you forgot that your neighbour was a car manic, too. But then you’d be reminded every time he went out in his ridiculously loud, and lowered car. What was it with boys and cars? You’d never understand.
“Oh, uh, Haechan, you probably don’t know him.” You sheepishly grinned at the boy. “I stayed the night and uh, it was raining and I needed a lift back… I promise not to bring a boy with a loud car back here again, I wouldn’t want to burst your ego.” You winked at him playfully. “Anyways, I’ve got to get going, nice seeing you, Renjun!”
“Yeah… nice seeing you, too.” Renjun made a run for it outside as soon as you were out of sight. What in the fuck?! You were the girl that Haechan slept with last night?! Renjun didn’t know what to think or do, he just needed to catch Haechan before he drove off. If he knew that you were the girl sleeping in his best friends bed, then he wouldn’t have given him a plan to wake you up, he’d have gone there to collect you himself. He doesn’t want his sweet and kind neighbour getting mixed in with his friend. Especially a friend who only fucks about and doesn’t want commitment.
Oh, how he was going to kill Haechan.
iii. this empty feeling on the street
You don’t think you’ve ever seen so many sports cars in your life. There had got to be at least 50 of them just parked methodically, so all the drivers could admire and gawp at their opponents cars.
You spotted Haechan’s car almost right away, the gold rims and big, shiny spoiler gave it away. You also spotted your neighbour's car, which was a bright ruby red colour, so it was kind of hard to miss. And what also seemed to be your neighbour getting in the face of your fuck from the other night… oh no. Why was Renjun getting mad at Haechan? What did Haechan do? You knew how easily annoyed Renjun got, so you gathered he must’ve done something to his car, or tried to trash talk him before a race?
“… slept with her!” Renjun growled, his nostrils flaring, and if it was possible, a little smoke emitting from his cute ears. Ironic, isn’t it?
You only caught the tail-end of his sentence, but you could just about get the jist of it. You walked over with your arms crossed against your chest - it was cold in the town at midnight, especially in winter time - lord only knows why they met up at this hour. You weren’t exactly wearing weather-appropriate clothes; you were wearing what some might call ‘corner clothes’… you know… as if you were a prostitute… but you wanted to look good for Haechan. No. You wanted to look good in front of Haechan, to show him that he’d be missing out if he continued to want nothing to do with you. Probably not the right thing to do, but hey ho.
“Uh… what are you guys talking about?” You asked as soon as you stood next to the smaller guy. You had gotten quite close with Renjun as the two of you moved into the new apartment complex around the same time. You two helped each other settle in, had film & takeaway nights quite regularly, and did birthday and Christmas shopping together each year you’ve known each other. He was a really good friend - who you had slept with once, or twice, but it’s never really affected your relationship with him.
Haechan and Renjun both glance at you, then look you up and down before turning back to each other.
“You can’t exactly blame me for this, she wanted it, too!” Haechan fought back. You were trying to boggle your brain to figure out what they were arguing about - all you knew was that Renjun was mad about whoever Haechan had slept with… wait…
“She’s my neighbour, Hyuck.” Renjun gritted his teeth this time, clearly getting angrier by the second as Haechan didn’t want to accept the blame. You dropped your head and sighed. How did Renjun and Haechan know each other? Were they friends? Enemies? Cousins? No, they were two different nationalities, but again, that could still happen. Stop it, now. You’re thinking too much.
“Y/N, did you really intend to sleep with this fucking idiot?” You knew his question was sarcastic and didn’t need answering, but you were beginning to feel bad that Haechan was getting so much stick from Renjun, you felt the need to step in.
You shook your head in disbelief and linked your arm with Renjun. Haechan watched you and felt… he didn’t really know how to feel about that, but wasn’t exactly in favour of it. “I wanted to sleep with him, Jun. You don’t need to be shouting at him for something I wanted. If something was wrong, you know that I’d have come to you, but I didn’t, so please stop hounding him.”
Renjun pulled you closer to his side when he felt you link your arm with his. “Why did you sleep with him?” His voice sounded softer, almost like he didn’t want to believe you had slept with the boy in front of him.
“We were both at the pub, and we got talking, and I guess we just hit it off.” You answered. “I’m not too sure why you’re so mad, though. Do you know each other, or something?”
Haechan scoffed, receiving a glare from Renjun.
“I’m one of his best mates.” Haechan answered for Renjun. You took a breath in, he’s one of his what now? Please don’t say that you slept with your neighbour's best mate? Oh god. You felt horrible. How could you do this to Renjun? This would for sure cause a stir in your relationship with him now, how could you have been so stupid? But wait, you didn’t even know that they were friends, it was never mentioned at the pub or on the way back to his apartment, so surely you didn’t have to feel bad. It was a simple mistake… which you would happily make again.
“Not for much longer if you keep staring at her!” Renjun spat, his tone now much more harsh when speaking to Haechan. In all honesty, this was not what you had envisioned for tonight’s activities. You thought that you’d be watching Haechan drive his car about, parading his pride and joy, and not finding your one night stand and close neighbour beefing it up with each other about a dick being inside you.
Haechan rolled his eyes, getting bored of being scolded for having sex. “Are we racing or not?”
Renjun unlinked your arms and moved towards his car, “Of course.” He bluntly said, sitting himself down in his driver's seat and rolling down the window. “Cheer for me?” Renjun asked you, a little hope that you’d cheer and root for him instead of Haechan.
“I’ll cheer for both of you,” you gave him a small smile. You wanted to give him the answer he wanted, but you also wanted to stay in Haechan’s good books. “Be safe, Jun. I don’t want to greet a new neighbour anytime soon.”
Renjun nodded his head before rolling his window up. He started his car and a deep rumble sounded from the engine. You stepped away and moved over to Haechan, his eyes darting from your slightly exposed chest to your eyes. There was no doubt that you looked beautiful, your hair was perfect, your skin was perfect, your smile and lips were perfect. Overall, you were perfect. But he didn’t like to admit that. He didn’t want to admit what he was feeling.
“Why was he so mad that I slept with you?” You asked Haechan, who had now begun walking to the driver's side of his car, clearly not wanting to talk on this matter. You crossed your arms and let out a huff, “Look, I get that you only wanted a one night stand with me, but it’s not my fault that I enjoy your company, and it also isn’t my fault that my neighbour just so happens to be one of your friends.” You perch yourself down onto his bonnet, making sure not to scratch it or anything. “Can you at least try to like me? I promise I’m not going to break your heart if you get to know me.”
At that, Haechan sneered. What would you know about breaking his heart? Did Renjun tell you something he wasn’t supposed to? Was he going to have to knock out his friend for exposing a deep secret of his to a girl he fucked? It was easy to tell that he wasn’t the slightest bit happy.
“Get in the car.”
Without another thought, you obliged and got in his car. The small cherry pops of his car’s exhaust echoed in your ears the moment Haechan switched on his car. You just hoped that he’d race with his head straight, and not let his anger cloud his driving, especially with you sitting beside him. You weren’t going to risk your life because some boy got angry over something stupid.
You hastily did your seatbelt up just in enough time before Haechan screeched his tires to line his car up at the starting point. He looked out of his window, Renjun glaring at him through the illegally tinted glass; he could see you in his car, and he doesn’t like it one bit. If you didn’t know where you and Renjun stood, you could almost mistake his possessiveness and him protecting you, like he had feelings for you.
“Why are you so angry all of a sudden?” You said what was on your mind. You weren’t sure why he’d gone from mildly annoyed at Renjun, to painstakingly obviously angry at you. It didn’t make much sense.
Haechan gripped the steering wheel as tight as he could, his knuckles turning white. He peered out the windscreen at the insanely gorgeous woman, wearing nothing but skimpy shorts and a bra, a chequered flag in her hand raising it up, and before you knew it, she threw it down and the cars zoomed off. The amount of g-force pushing your head back was hurting your neck. You’ve never been in a car this fast, or dangerous, for that matter. Something was telling you to get him to stop, but you chose to ignore it. The adrenaline felt good, the rush of it all felt good, it almost made you forget that Haechan ignored your question.
Your hands gripped your seatbelt, which hugged you tightly, keeping you in place. “I know you ignored my question.” You spoke loudly over the roar of the engine. “I don’t get why you’re so mad at me-“
“You could never break my heart!” Haechan almost shouts at you. “I got heartbroken once, and it’ll never happen again. So stop trying to meddle in my life. Stay out of it, understand?” His voice was serious and unnerving. You didn’t want to get on his bad side, but you wanted to understand him more, you just couldn’t bear to leave him whilst he was angry.
The cars sped up and reached the finish line - Haechan came in first place, which wasn’t unusual. He slammed on his brakes and unlocked his car, very clearly wanting you to get out.
“I’m sorry that you got your heart broken, but not all girls are like that. I’m not like that.” You got out of his car, feeling like his invite for tonight was out of pity knowing that you liked him. It was safe to say that you knew where you stood.
Maybe you should’ve just stayed as a one night stand - it would’ve made life a lot easier than it is right now.
iv. fill it with heat reloading
It’s been a week since you last saw Haechan. You didn’t have his number, or any of his social media, so there was no way you’d been able to contact him to see if he was okay. You knew you shouldn’t be wondering what he’s up to, or how he’s been - he spoke to you rudely, and there’s no excuse for that, even if he did have an excuse himself, it wasn’t fair on your behalf.
You kept feeling distracted the whole night. You were having your weekly film night with Renjun, but unfortunately you couldn’t focus on the film playing on screen. You wanted to ask Renjun if he’s seen, or heard, from Haechan, but you knew better than to ask. It wasn’t your place.
“Do you want me to turn off the film?” Renjun asked, remote already in his hand.
You shook your head, “No, keep playing it.”
“You sure? You don’t seem too interested in it, something the matter?”
“Yes, and no.” You sighed.
Renjun turned off the TV in lue of your explanation. He had a slight inkling as to what was on your mind, but he wasn’t going to press you, or get you to speak about something that you didn’t want to talk about.
“I know it’s not my place to ask you things like this, but it’s been annoying me ever since the race.” You brought your knees up to your chest, the heels of your feet digging into his new sofa. “Has Haechan said anything to you? He got mad at me whilst he was racing, I left straight after he won. It was clear he didn’t want me there anymore. But I’ve really taken a liking to him, it’s not fair.”
Your lips put out in a pout, Renjun copied.
“Y/N, he’s not worth it. He’s not the type to do relationships, it’s not his thing.” Half true, half false. The thing is, Haechan enjoys being in a relationship; he likes the trust, the fun, the love, the loyalty, the whole aspect of commitment he enjoys, but he also fears it all, too.
“Why? Who broke his heart so badly that he can’t open it up again?” Renjun raised an eyebrow at how you knew about his friend's heartbreak. Haechan had sworn to secrecy that the three of them could never speak of it, or tell anyone. It was a secret of his past that he doesn’t want revealed, and yet, you knew.
Renjun ran his hands down his face, his face contorting in whether or not he should explain everything to you. It wouldn’t be the worst thing if you knew, right?
You twisted your body to face him, your legs shifting onto his lap, his hands automatically placed themselves on your knees. The two of you normally spoke everything serious in this position; it somehow brought the two of you closer and more emotionally involved in whatever you spoke about, bodies touching made a big difference in conversations.
“It’s not my place to tell you this.” Renjun began.
“Then don’t. If I’m not meant to know, let’s keep it that way,” you spoke. “As much as I want to know who broke him, and what he went through, I trust that he’ll tell me in his own time… if he wants too, of course.” You shrug your shoulders.
Renjun groaned, “Fuck it, I’ll tell you. It’s only fair.” He knew he shouldn’t, but he didn’t want you to be left in the dark. As much as he doesn’t want you involved with Haechan, he can’t stop how you feel, and maybe, just maybe, this might help you come to realise that he isn’t what you want, and that Renjun is. Sly, he knows that, but Renjun has liked you ever since you first became neighbours. He knows it’s ill off him to do this, what kind of friend tells a secret that was sworn? He told himself that he’d keep his feelings at bay, that he’d treat you the same way you treated him - like a friend. But now seeing you involved with someone else, it hurts him.
“His ex girlfriend broke up with him for many reasons - some were extremely petty, like, she didn’t like the way he brushed his teeth, or she wasn’t in favour of the socks he wore… honestly absolutely dumb shit. But then there were more reasonable reasons - he focused a lot of his attention on his car, and creating a name for himself on the streets, whenever she was around him, he’d sit and play games the whole time. Yeah, it sounds like a somewhat normal thing to do, but not when it’s constant.” Renjun began explaining. To be honest, you weren’t really sure where the heartbreak got into it, hopefully he’ll explain it soon.
Renjun rubbed his thumbs against your knees before continuing, “The main reason is the worst one, and it makes me feel bad for him, it really does.”
“How bad is it? On a scale of 1 to 10?” You squint your eyes.
“Definitely a solid 8.”
“Oh, wow. Bad, then, huh.” You were shocked. Whatever happened to Haechan must’ve stirred his courage to look for another relationship, fingers crossed he comes round and sees that you aren’t going to break his heart. Compromise and learn. That’s what’ll have to happen if Haechan does decide to pursue things with you.
You were shocked to say the least. Haechan must’ve really loved this girl if he was going to ask her to live with him. Poor boy… now you understand more about him, hopefully you can figure him out and what he wants.
“Ask him to come over.” Renjun furrowed his brows at your suggestion. “Invite your other friends, too. It’ll be nice. Trust me.”
Renjun wasn’t sure if he should trust you, who knows what you’ll get up to now that you know his secret. Only god knows what you have in store.
v. break break out break the boundary
Empty beer bottles, half drunk wine bottles, and disposed cans were scattered across the living room of Renjun’s apartment. When you had asked him to invite the others over, you didn’t really expect to have a drinking fest in the middle of the night. Now, you were never one to turn down a drink, but this felt like a time when you should have said no.
You hiccuped when you rose from the couch, stumbling slightly as you made your way to the kitchen, on a mission to get yourself a glass of water.
“Why are you here?” A voice echoed in the kitchen, a figure emerging from the shadow’s like some sort of creep. The voice was immediately recognisable - Haechan. You noticed that he didn’t drink as much as the rest of you, so he could somewhat control himself from his actions and words. Yet, that didn’t stop him from being rude.
You rolled your eyes, “I don’t see w-what your problem is.” You stuttered over your words, the alcohol taking a toll on your voice. A little embarrassing.
“You’re everywhere I am. I can’t get rid of you.”
“Maybe it’s a sign,” you shrugged. A glass in your hand now full of water, Haechan must’ve poured you a glass without you even noticing. See? Maybe he does care, he just doesn’t want to admit it.
Haechan chuckled. Music to your ears. “A sign? A sign that I’m going crazy? Y/N, what do you want from me?”
You took a big gulp of the water, already feeling a little better. “I just want you to realise that I’m not like your ex, I’m not gonna do anything shitty to you. I’m not like that, and I think you know I’m not like that, you just don’t want to come to terms with it.”
“You’re a one night stand, Y/N. That’s all you’ll ever be.” Ouch. That hurt. Like, truly hurt. How can someone who knows what heartbreak feels like, say that to someone as if their feelings have no relevance to them? “I don’t get why you want to try and be with me, what do you even see in me? I’m a player, I don’t do relationships, I like having sex with loads of different girls, my car is my main priority, I’d abandon you for that vehicle. What’s the point?”
“Because you’re different, and you don’t see it.” You stepped over to him, the alcohol making you feel more confident. “I like you, Haechan, I think that much is obvious, but you’re shooting me down because you’re scared, you’re scared that I’ll do the same thing as your ex girlfriend. I told you before that I wouldn’t do that. I don’t care that your car is the main thing in your life, we’ve established that I know and like cars too, it’s something we can enjoy together. Stop being so afraid of the past, and see what you have in front of you.”
Haechan stared down at you. His fingers twitching at his sides, he wants to stroke the hair out of your face. He wants to try and show his true feelings - but something is stopping him.
“Just open up to me, I know you want to.” You hesitantly laced your fingers with his, his eyes darting to where your hands met. His eyes narrowed before he looked into your eyes, seeing how soft they were as they looked up at him. Maybe you were right. Maybe he did like you, maybe he was keeping his past too close to him, stopping himself from enjoying what actual love and relationships are.
“Why are you always where I am?” This time the question was said much kinder, much softer.
“Fate.” You smiled up at him.
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tell me you hate me | lee jeno [M]
summary ⇾ after more than a year of being acquainted with your brother's circle of friends, you've grown relatively close to all but one—lee jeno. your brother, mark, seems to be incapable of giving you a clear answer as to why jeno seems to despise you so much, but you want to know, and you're determined to find out. it's a snowy night, you're all gathered in a winter cabin, what better time than now to set out and find some answers?
PAIRING // lee jeno x fem!reader
GENRE // explicit smut, some angst, almost no fluff, brother!mark, quiet!jeno🥺and pushy!mc oops
WARNING // 18+, explicit sexual content, unprotected sex, vaginal sex, fingering, dirty talk, creampie, oral sex (f receiving), handjob, jeno puts his hand over mc's mouth kinda situation, consent isn't specifically stated but there is non-verbal consent & everything is consented ok, alcohol consumption, degradation(?), a spank or two
WORD COUNT // 9.3k
AUTHOR'S NOTE // so, i genuinely thought i wasn't going to ever finish writing this, but here we are lmao,, this was a wild ride, a crazy wild ride, took so long to write too damn. oh and song rec for this one is ride by damaged, no lie that song got me through this fic
The first time you met Jeno Lee, he stood at your front door, smiling endearingly down at you as he asked for your brother. The weather had been pleasant that time of the year. Brown leaves littered the grass of your front yard, getting swept up by the gentle autumn breeze as you stared at the beautiful boy in front of you.
"Oh, hi... um, Mark's upstairs," you had managed to say.
Winter, spring, summer and autumn have all passed since then, and here you are now, back to winter, your least favourite time of the year. Your brother, Mark, has managed to convince you to spend the weekend at the winter cabin your parents owned in the outskirts of town. It's a nice change of scenery from your tiny college dorm, sure, but you're not sure why he brought you when his friends have plans to sleepover anyway.
After more than a year of being acquainted with Mark's circle of friends, you've grown relatively close to all but one—Lee Jeno. Initially, you had thought befriending Jeno would be easy, fooled by his lovely smile that turned his eyes into small crescents. You hadn't realised friendship works both ways, and Jeno made it clear from the start that he didn't want anything to do with you. At this point, even you aren't sure of your relationship with him. Does he consider you a friend at all?
Mark never gives you a straightforward answer whenever you ask him about Jeno, leaving you to assume that perhaps he simply doesn't like you. Sometimes you wonder what it is about you he can't stand.
"Shit, Mark, how come you didn't invite us here last winter? This place is dope."
You hear Haechan's distinct voice downstairs, along with the sound of the front door closing. Your brother says something you can't hear from where you're sitting in your bedroom, but you tune it out to focus on the assignment papers laid out on the desk in front of you.
It's Friday evening, and the last thing you want to do is work on your assignment, but it's due by Monday, and you'd much rather finish it first than risk handing it in late.
An hour later, most of Mark's friends have arrived, and you're halfway done with your assignment. The sun is beginning to set, and your stomach is starting to growl, signifying just how hungry you are.
You consider going downstairs and grabbing some food from the kitchen, but that would mean you'd be in direct view of Mark and his friends in the living room, and you're not entirely sure you have the willpower to go back upstairs and continue your work when you could be hanging out with them instead. Either that or you're just anxious at the thought of seeing Jeno.
When you eventually become too hungry to continue working, you start to make your way downstairs, hoping you'd be able to slip past the group of rowdy boys unnoticed. Unfortunately for you, Haechan chooses the worse time to ask about your whereabouts. You stand frozen on the landing of the stairs, fully visible to the group of boys huddled on the couch in front of the fireplace.
"Speaking of the devil..." Chenle mumbles, motioning to you with his chin.
Everyone's looking your way, including the one person you were very much hoping to avoid. It's only when Mark is asking whether you're okay that you finally find yourself able to move again. Jeno doesn't meet your eyes, busying himself with drinking from his can of beer as all his other friends greet you.
"You done studying?" Mark asks you as you walk to the kitchen.
"Almost. I think I might just call it a night."
"There's pizza on the counter if you're hungry."
"You were fucking studying the whole time we were down here?" Haechan speaks up, turning over to look at you from over the couch.
"Yeah, the sooner I get it done, the better."
Renjun snickers. "Some people actually take their studies seriously, Haechan. You're just not one of them."
"Pfft, I was just complimenting her for being such a good girl."
Mark chokes on his beer at that, eyeing Haechan with mild disgust. "Dude, are you drunk from two cans of beer? Don't... don't call my sister that again, please."
"Seriously, I've been pushing the 'Haechan is a lightweight' agenda for a whole year now," Renjun chimes in, sipping on his own beer.
"Oh, like you handle alcohol better than me. Who was it that clogged our dorm toilet with their vomit after 5 shots?"
"I drank way more than 5 shots, and you would've seen if only you didn't spend half the time getting a shitty blowjob in the bathroom."
"You're still jealous about that?"
Jaemin, the quietest out of them all, is silently watching the situation unfold while nursing a bottle of citrus beer in his hand. He's smiling, seemingly amused, such a stark contrast to Jeno, who sits beside him with a frown and an uneasy look on his face.
Haechan is still bickering with Renjun, and the other boys' laughter can be heard from where you stand behind the counter, all except Jeno's. It's irritating how much a person can bother you so much without even trying to.
"Dude, Marky..." Haechan drawls. "Your sister likes it when I tease her. Besides, isn't she so cute whenever her face goes bright red?"
"She's not interested. Just leave it, man."
Haechan scoffs. "Oh? And how do you know she's not interested?"
"Cause it's been over a year, and she would've told you by now. Can you please just drop this? Out of everyone in the world, you just have to hit on my sister?"
"Haechan hits on anything with a pair of boobs," Jaemin comments under his breath.
"Yah! That's not true! Jeno, tell him that's not true."
The mention of Jeno's name have you perking up, and you discreetly glance up. He looks just as unamused as he had been before. You curiously wait for his answer while chewing away on a slice of the cold sausage pizza.
"I think you're interested in her," Jeno says.
You can't help the fluttering of your stomach when he speaks, but your eyes widen when you finally comprehend his words.
"What!" Haechan shouts, and Jisung scolds him for being so loud. "That's not... what the fuck, Jeno? I thought you were supposed to be on my side."
Chenle calls your name, gaining your attention. "Do you think Haechan's interested in you?"
The pizza in your mouth suddenly tastes bitter at the question, and you almost choke when you glance at Jeno, only to see him already looking at you. He quickly averts his eyes when you make eye contact.
"Um... no, he's just messing around, I'm sure."
Haechan lets out a sigh of relief. "See? Even she knows I'm not being serious."
Chenle doesn't seem satisfied with your answer. "Are you interested in him?"
You can tell Mark desperately wants to cut this conversation short, but you see the curiosity in his eyes when Chenle asks the question. "No. I'm... interested in someone else."
"Is this someone in this room?" Haechan asks.
The other boys are giving him disapproving looks, but they wait for your answer nonetheless. Jeno's the only one who doesn't seem the least bit interested. "What's it to you?"
Haechan laughs, catching the other by surprise. "Shit. So it's one of you guys. Did you hear that, Jisung? She could have a crush on you."
Mark's eyes bulge, looking at you with bewilderment. "Dude, seriously?"
"I never said yes," you grumble as you start climbing up the stairs to go back into the comfort of your bedroom.
Haechan grins. "You didn't say no either."
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Through a game of rock, paper, scissors, each of Mark's friends are assigned to either sleep in Mark's bedroom, the spare bedroom, or the couch downstairs. Jisung cheers when he realises he will be sharing a bed with Mark. The spare bedroom only fits two people at most—Jaemin and Haechan manage to claim that room. That leaves Jeno, Renjun and Chenle to sleep on the couches in the living room downstairs.
The boys have—for some reason—moved from the living room to your bedroom without any prior notice, wreaking havoc on your plans of sleeping early. You're not entirely sure how they convinced your brother to agree to this plan. You can only watch as each of them fill the room one by one, some sitting alongside you on the bed and some plopping down onto the carpeted floor.
You're drinking from the can of beer Haechan has forced into your hand, much to Mark's dismay. Mark's friends are unruly and lively, and they don't fail to pull a few hearty laughs out of you. Every few minutes, you find your eyes straying to the boy sitting the furthest away from you, wondering whether he's trying to think of ways to get out of your bedroom without raising any suspicion.
As the night progresses, Mark is the first to retire to his own bedroom, visibly worn out and slightly tipsy. Jisung follows after him. Just as you expect, it doesn't take long for Jeno to also leave, departing with a quiet 'goodnight' and nothing more.
Jaemin and Haechan stay a little longer, watching Chenle and Renjun try to prove which one of them can consume more beer in the shortest amount of time. There comes a point when you realise it's unlikely either of them will be able to stand on their own, let alone make their way downstairs to the couch in one piece.
That's how you end up with two intoxicated boys asleep on your bedroom floor with their limbs tangled and beer cans strewn all over the ground. Jaemin and Haechan grab the blanket and pillows from the couches downstairs, making sure Chenle and Renjun are as warm and comfortable as they can be on the floor before leaving to go to the guest room.
You lie awake late into the night, staring at the ceiling of your bedroom, willing yourself to go to sleep. But no matter how hard you try, no matter how long you close your eyes, sleep just won't come.
The fatigue is just starting to wash over you, and you think you finally have the chance to fall asleep, but a sudden snore has you snapping your eyes open and looking in the direction of the ground. Chenle has moved to sleep on his side, and the drool trickling down his cheek is seeping into the pillow, staining it.
You sit up, glaring at his sleeping figure. When he lets out another loud snore, you debate about whether to try to wake him up or try to tune him out. You know the latter won't happen when his snore seems to become louder each time, reaching a volume so loud you're afraid the whole house will eventually wake up.
He doesn't wake up when you call out his name. He doesn't even budge when you gently nudge him on the ribs with your foot. You didn't know somebody could become so wasted from drinking a few cans of beer.
With a tired grumble, you slip out of bed, carefully stepping over the two boys on the floor before exiting the room. Peering down over the railing, you can see the dim glow of the night lamp coming from the living room. From your angle, you're unable to see Jeno on the couch, and you grow even more curious as to whether he's already asleep.
After some careful thinking, you decide that it would be impossible to go back to sleep without sating your curiosity first, so you hesitantly make your way downstairs. If Jeno happens to be awake, you could always use the excuse of wanting to grab a glass of water from the kitchen, although you doubt he would even ask you in the first place.
It has always been an unspoken rule between you and Jeno that neither of you is to do small talk with each other. You don't know when or how it started, neither do you know who initiated it first. The others have noticed, of course, but they've stopped pointing it out long ago, likely coming to the conclusion that you and Jeno simply don't get along.
The moment you reach the bottom of the steps, you make a beeline to the kitchen, heart racing as you grab a glass from the pantry, filling it up with some water. As you wait for it to fill, you risk a glance towards the living room, startled to see Jeno's side profile as he leans back on the couch, face illuminated with the light from his phone screen.
You've acquired the answer to your question rather quickly, and if you were any less nosy, you would simply go up the stairs to return to your bedroom. But a tiny part of you is telling you to wait and take this chance to talk to Jeno.
You'll admit, it takes you at least half a minute of sipping mindlessly on your glass of water to finally gather the courage to walk into the living room. Like always, Jeno barely acknowledges your presence as you sit on the couch across from him. The room's colder now that the fireplace isn't lit, but your face feels warm anyway from the anticipation of having a proper conversation with Jeno for once.
There's tension in the air as soon as you sit down, but Jeno still refuses to meet your eyes, keeping his gaze trained on the phone on his lap. "Couldn't sleep?" you mumble, flashing a small smile when Jeno looks up.
"Something like that," he merely replies before going back to look at his phone.
You're quickly regretting your idea of trying to mend your friendship with Jeno—if there was any friendship, to begin with. If he doesn't want to be friends, the least he can do is give you the reason why. Well, perhaps he doesn't owe you an explanation at all, but you think you deserve it after having known him for at least a year.
The more you look at Jeno, the more you realise how beautiful he really is—the delicate slope of his nose, the curve of his lips and the beauty mark under his eye. Jeno has always been attractive, you suppose, but you've never really dared to look at him long enough to really drink in his features.
"Chenle snores really loud," you remark, testing the waters, wanting to slowly ease into a conversation before dropping the big question.
He hums, nodding. "Does he?" The way he says it is nonchalant, and you find your patience wearing thin as he scrolls on his phone without any regard to you.
"I'm sorry you have to sleep down here by yourself. I tried waking Chenle and Renjun up, but-"
"It's fine." His answer is curt and to the point, and you don't miss the small sigh he releases as he tosses his phone to the side. "I'm getting sleepy. You should go back upstairs."
You are seldom angry, but the way he dismisses you so casually have you seeing red. "Why do you hate me so much?"
Jeno's unfolding the blanket, starting to shift down the couch to lie down on his back, but he ceases his action when he hears your question. He sits up, looking to the side to finally meet your eyes for once. "What did you just say?"
You sigh, setting your glass of water down on the coffee table once you realise how shaky your hands have become. "I don't have a problem with you hating me, but I just wanna know why."
You wish you didn't sound so vulnerable, but it's starting to dawn on you that you're finally confronting Jeno, and you have no idea how he's going to react. You'd like to think that you're prepared for whatever he has to say about you, but you'd only be deceiving yourself. You're terrified his confession might just cut you deep and leave you regretting even asking in the first place.
You're beginning to wonder whether you should just stand up and walk away, leaving Jeno alone to sleep in peace. Maybe someday you'll have the courage to ask him again.
"I don't know how you came to that conclusion," Jeno says, once again avoiding your eyes.
"You're always treating me like I'm invisible."
He shakes his head. "I'm like this with everyone."
"You know that's not true."
With a sigh, Jeno stands from the couch, saying nothing as he walks to the kitchen, leaving you to stare at him incredulously from where you're sitting. You should be used to Jeno's apathetic ways by now, but tonight, his blatant ignorance is stirring the pent up irritation you've been holding in for more than a year.
"Why won't you just tell me the reason why?"
"Agh, just drop it, won't you? It's way too late to have this conversation."
"I get along just fine with the others, but you-"
"Fuck, it's not about you, okay?"
"Then why won't you talk to me?"
Jeno opens his mouth to say something, and you eagerly anticipate what he's going to say. Much to your dismay, he snaps his mouth closed and shakes his head as if to get rid of the thoughts plaguing his mind.
"What are you doing?" you mumble when he returns back to the couch, lying down and draping the blanket over himself.
"What does it look like I'm doing?" He reaches over the arm of the couch, switching off the night lamp. The light from the kitchen is the only source of light on the first floor now.
You know Jeno's not going to give in if you keep pushing this way, but you're not about to give up. With a small sigh, you lower yourself down on the couch, lying down parallel to Jeno. It doesn't take you long to comprehend just how cold it is in the living room. But still, you think you would rather go to sleep freezing than go back into your room and have to listen to Chenle's snoring all night.
You know you're going to wake up shivering the next morning, with aching muscles and numb fingers, but you're hoping that maybe—just maybe—this is going to earn some sympathy from Jeno. Maybe he'll take pity on you and stop being so cold, although you know the chances of that happening is very slim.
In an attempt to warm yourself up, you tuck your hands underneath your head and curl your legs, hoping you'll fall asleep before the idea of grabbing your trusty blanket from your bedroom becomes too enticing to ignore. Grabbing your blanket would only mean you would wake up snug and warm, and that would ruin your absurd plan of trying to gain Jeno's pity.
You manage to fall in and out of sleep, waking up once in a while to your teeth chattering and a mild headache that's gradually spreading to your temple. It's pathetic what you're willing to do for somebody who hasn't shown you even an ounce of kindness, but you think it's worth it if the person is Lee Jeno.
You're not sure how many hours have passed when you awaken once again to light footsteps coming down the stairs. With your eyes still closed, you can only assume it's one of the boys coming down to grab something from the kitchen. However, you're left puzzled when the person starts approaching you, stopping by the side of your couch.
Your heart is racing, both curious and slightly terrified of who it is and what they're doing standing by your couch. For a few seconds, the only thing you can hear in the room is your breathing, but then you hear the person start to move.
You smell their scent first, a whiff of something earthy and fresh—cedarwood and green apple mint. It's Jeno, you're sure.
Then comes the weight of a blanket on top of you, and you almost sigh in relief when the heat envelopes you. It's bliss, and goosebumps rise along your arm at the feeling of the much-needed heat. The unanticipated comfort is quickly lulling you to sleep, but you instantly awaken when you feel a soft touch on your cheek. It's so soft, you almost mistake it for a breeze.
Jeno retracts his hand as soon as your eyes flutter open, meeting his dark ones. You see him curl his hand into a fist by his side—as if your skin has burned the pads of his fingers and he regrets ever coming too close.
Perhaps you should feel afraid with Jeno's broad figure looming over you on the couch, but all you can comprehend is the smell of his cologne and the way it leaves you feeling heady. He's so close that you can almost taste a hint of his perfume on your tongue.
Jeno wordlessly spins on his heels, ready to go back to the other side of the room, and you snap out of your momentary haze, scrambling up into a sitting position. Thankfully, he doesn't pull away when your hand wraps around his arm, tugging, practically begging him not to leave.
He doesn't look at you at first, keeping his head turned away from you. It isn't until you mumble his name under your breath that he finally turns. Reluctantly, he walks back closer to you, swallowing hard when you tilt your head up just to look at him.
Jeno has always been quiet, you think, but not like this, never like this. You don't let go of his arm as you rise up onto your knees on the couch, afraid he might bolt away from you at any moment.
The blanket that was once draped over you falls from your body. You don't quite reach Jeno's height as you kneel on the couch, so you reach up to grab at his shoulder with your free hand.
Jeno still doesn't speak as you draw him closer, stopping when your faces are so close that you're breathing in each other's air. You're terrified, heart beating so fast in your chest you're afraid it might break through your ribcage. But you know if you don't do this now, you might never get the chance to ever get this close to breaking Jeno's resolve ever again.
Perhaps it's the fact that you're alone in the same room for once, or maybe because the both of you are groggy from the lack of sleep, but neither of you makes a move to pull away. This, it feels right. To be so close to Jeno feels right, and you'd be a damn fool to back out now.
"Jeno," you whisper, fingers digging into his shoulder, dizzy at the proximity.
He catches you by surprise, leaning down to capture your lips with his. You gasp into his mouth, almost toppling backward onto the couch if not for one of his arms around your waist. It's exhilarating—the pent up yearning and hunger accumulating over the past year finally released in the form of a heated kiss.
You feel the fire in your belly, blazing fiery, burning you from the inside out. Only Jeno can quench the flames. With every flick of his tongue against yours, you feel yourself being consumed, head filled with nothing but thoughts of Jeno burying himself inside of you.
You let go of his arm and shoulder, pulling on the hem of his shirt, hinting at him to take it off. Jeno pulls back, complying with your request. The darkness limits your ability to see, but you don't let that stop you from touching him, relishing the way the firm plane of his chest feels underneath your palms.
Jeno hisses when you scratch your nails down the ridges of his abs, marking him, hoping he'll see it in the morning and be reminded of you. But with the way he's kissing you now, you'd think he has thought about your lips countless times before and is now savouring what he had thought would only ever be a fantasy.
"Fuck..." Jeno mumbles as he leans his forehead against yours.
"What's wrong?"
He sighs heavily. "We shouldn't be doing this."
Shaking your head, you tilt your head to kiss him again, but he backs away before you can, leaving you to look up at him confused. "What is it? Why are you always pushing me away?"
Scoffing, he pulls away from you completely, retreating, building his walls back up. Just when you thought you had him, he breaks away. "This is exactly what I was trying to avoid."
You stand up just as he sits down on the other couch, arms resting on his knees as he leans forward. His head hangs forward, silky hair falling over his face. You approach quietly, standing in front of his hunched figure.
He flinches when you bring your fingers over the back of his neck, down to his upper spine. His skin is warm and soft, and the muscles of his back flex as you continue touching him.
"What are you so afraid of, Jeno?" you whisper, cupping his cheeks so you can tilt his head up. You step closer until you're standing between his legs. Jeno doesn't protest, seemingly under a spell as you urge him to lean back. "Why are you trying to fight it? Just let me in."
His hands grip your waist as you lower yourself down to straddle him, never breaking eye contact. You move slowly, not wanting to scare Jeno into retreating from you again. This is your last chance, you're sure of it.
He's about to speak, but you don't let him, wrapping your arms around his neck and dipping down to smash your lips against his. The groan that rumbles deep in his chest has you instinctively bucking your hips, clothed heat meeting the hardening bulge under his sweatpants. A spark courses through you at the stimulation, breaking away from Jeno to let out a quiet whimper.
Jeno's eyes widen at the soft noise you let out, heart palpitating and pupils dilating. He latches his mouth onto your neck, sucking harshly with the clear intent of leaving marks.
"Fuck, Jeno..." You inhale sharply when his hand reaches underneath your sweater, cupping your breast. His thumb grazes your hardened nipple as he trails kisses over your jaw, goosebumps erupting all over your body at the coolness of his hand against your burning skin.
"Take it off," Jeno mutters against your cheek, hot breath dampening the skin.
You don't hesitate to pull your sweater over your head, leaving your torso bare for the man in front of you. You shiver as the cold air of the room engulfs you, but it's quickly forgotten as soon as you feel Jeno's mouth around your nipple, suckling, biting, tugging, leaving you a squirming mess on his lap.
"Jeno..."
He hums, tongue trailing up the valley of your breasts, leaving behind a wet patch of skin. He turns to your other breast, licking over the plush flesh before encasing his mouth around the stiff bud.
You exhale a breath, burying your fingers into his tousled hair, pulling him closer to you, basking in the attention he's giving you. You had never expected to spend the night with Jeno like this, but you'd be lying if you said you've never daydreamed of being in this exact position before.
When Jeno suddenly pushes a hand into your pants, you're suddenly reminded of what you came down here for in the first place. "Jeno," you start, finding it so hard to talk when he's touching you, tracing a finger up and down your slit through the soaked fabric of your panties. "Want you to tell me the reason..."
Jeno's grip on your waist tightens, either a warning or an encouragement for you to continue speaking, you don't know. You don't think much about it, though, adamant about finishing your sentence even when you're struggling to conjure up any coherent word.
"Tell me—unghh—why you hate me..."
Jeno doesn't reply and instead tugs the crotch of your panties to the side before pressing a finger inside your hole, catching you off guard. "S-Shit, ohh, Jeno.."
"Shh, stay quiet unless you want the others to hear, princess."
The combination of the pet name and the way he curls his finger inside of you has you choking on air and kissing him as if he's your only source of oxygen. "Don't stop, Jeno, please," you say in between kisses, eyebrows stitching together when you feel him insert another finger, stretching you out.
The room that was once nothing but uninviting and cold feels so much hotter now, almost suffocating. It's difficult to even breathe, chest tightening every time Jeno hooks his fingers, pads stroking over the spot that makes your thighs tremble in anticipation.
"R-Right there. O-Oh... feels so good." You start lifting your hips, only to drop back down, matching the pace of Jeno's fingers. The stretch burns, but the pain only spurs the building pleasure.
"So pretty," Jeno mutters before kissing you hard, teeth digging into your lower lip before his tongue licks over it to soothe the swollen skin. "Gonna need you to cum for me. Can you do that?"
You nod, eyes shutting as he picks up speed, driving his fingers into you faster. The squelching noise between your legs fills the room. It's lewd, and you're afraid somebody from the second floor will hear, but the thought of somebody coming down to see you on top of Jeno with his digits buried inside your pussy only serves to turn you on even more.
His thumb catches onto your clit, unmoving, only pressing, putting pressure on the sensitive bundle of nerves. Jeno glares up at you when you moan a little too loudly, moving his hand from your waist down to your ass, squeezing harshly. "Not too loud, princess."
You know being quiet will be near impossible when Jeno is toying with your pussy like this, stretching you out and scissoring his fingers as though he knows his way around your body more than you do. When you cum, you bury your face into his neck, panting, gasping as you cream around his fingers, hips jerking forward, trying to prolong your orgasm.
You reluctantly lift your head from Jeno's shoulder when you hear him groan, only to see his fingers in his mouth, licking up the remnants of your cum. The gesture sends you into a frenzy, pussy spasming, begging to be filled by his cock. You rush to stand up, knees buckling slightly as you shimmy out of your pants.
Jeno turns you around before you can tug off your panties, hands massaging your ass, prying it apart. "Please, Jeno, need you now," you blurt out, thighs squeezing together, seeking some much-needed friction.
"You'll have me, just a little longer," he says offhandedly, thumb pressing into your rim through your panties, causing you to dart forward, trying to get away from the unfamiliar feeling. You don't get far before Jeno's hands are on your thighs, drawing you back a little too roughly.
You cry out his name in surprise, and he clicks his tongue almost disappointedly, slapping your ass. The sound resonates through the silent house, and you turn towards the stairs as though expecting one of your friends, or worst, your brother, to suddenly appear.
The feeling of Jeno dragging your panties down your legs have you turning your head back to look at him seated on the couch behind you. His eyes stay glued on the spot between your legs as you step out of your panties. Jeno mindlessly tosses the ruined fabric somewhere in the room, transfixed by the view of your wet, puffy pussy, glinting in what little light is coming from the kitchen.
You wait in anticipation as Jeno's hand rests on your lower back, urging you to bend forward just enough for him to get a better look. He cusses under his breath when he sees your folds part with a vulgar, sticky sound, revealing your clit and throbbing hole underneath.
Jeno doesn't give you a warning before diving in, tongue plunging into your winking hole. Still sensitive from your orgasm, you keen, feeling as if you might cum for the second time in under a minute. With nothing to hold on to, you sway slightly, struggling to balance yourself with the pleasure pulsing through you like shockwaves of electricity.
Tears blur your eyes when you feel him suck your clit into his mouth, scraping it gently with his teeth. Your toes dig into the carpet under your feet, trying to keep yourself grounded, even when Jeno's making you feel as though you're ascending to cloud nine. "J-Jeno, no more, please, need your cock."
Jeno doesn't argue with your request, simply spinning you back around so you're facing him. Your breath catches in your throat when you see him, the lower part of his face glistening with your wetness. The pure lust in his eyes is evident as he gazes up at you, licking his lips as if he can't get enough of your taste.
"I want you to tell me the reason why you've been avoiding me all this time," you blurt out.
He ignores you, standing up to his full height, towering over your naked form. His tall frame makes you feel small and vulnerable, a silent reminder that you don't have full control of this situation—of him—no matter how much you try. But you won't let that deter you because you're positive you're going to get an answer from him before the night can come to an end.
"I mean it, Jeno. Did you even hear me?"
"I heard you just fine," he grumbles.
Jeno hooks his thumbs into his sweatpants, pulling it down along with his boxer, leaving him just as naked as you. His cock stands heavy against his stomach, the silhouette of the veins running along his shaft visible in the dim lighting. He yanks you toward him by your waist, swallowing your surprised gasp with his mouth, kissing you feverishly.
Your skin prickles when you realise you can taste yourself on his lips—musky, somewhat bitter but not unpleasant. You don't miss the way the bulky outline of his cock presses against your belly, evidence that he wants this just as much as you do, maybe even more.
He grabs your hand in his, guiding your fingers around the base of his cock, sighing when you squeeze experimentally. His jaw locks together as you start inching upward, index finger brushing over the slit, smearing precum all over the tip.
Jeno lets go of your hand after a while, letting you decide your own pace as you stroke up and down his shaft. As he leans his forehead against your temple, he closes his eyes, loving the fact that your hand feels so different to his. Yours are much smaller, with softer palms and no callouses from hard labour.
Your free hand tugs at the hair on the back of his neck, causing Jeno's eyes to shoot open. You're staring intently down at your hand on his cock, eyes glazed with lust, looking as though you want to devour him right then and there.
Jeno swears he could cum when you suddenly blink up at him, tilting your head to the side slightly—the image of compliance and innocence. "Shit... Keep going for me, princess, your hand feels so good."
"I'll stop if you don't tell me the reason," you bargain, slowing your strokes, watching as Jeno starts thrusting into your hand instead, lost in the pleasure. Noticing he's ignoring you, you stop your movement entirely, smiling coyly when he glowers down at you.
With a firm grip on your upper arm, Jeno hauls you back toward the couch. You land on your back with a huff, watching Jeno's approaching figure, the kitchen light shining from behind him only serving to make him look even more daunting.
You push yourself up onto your elbow, swallowing the lump in your throat. "Why is it so hard for you to tell me-"
"Why do you wanna know so bad? What's it to you if I hate you?"
When you don't reply, he moves to position himself above you, the comfortable weight of his body pressing down onto you. A kiss is all it takes for your thoughts to melt away, slowly vanishing until all you can think about is the way he fits so perfect between your legs.
Your nails prod into the skin of his shoulders when he starts sucking on your tongue, spit mixing with yours, starting to run down your chin. You squeak into the kiss when you feel him roll his hips, balls pressed tight against your clit.
Jeno reaches a hand between your bodies, positioning the tip of his cock against your opening. "Jeno, w-wait," you say before he can push into you. "I wanna see you. Wanna see your face while you fuck me, please..."
Jeno complies, stretching his hand over your head and flicking the switch to the night lamp. You squint when the yellow light fills the room, blinded by the sudden brightness. Your eyes adjust eventually, and you're rendered speechless at how beautiful Jeno looks bathing in the soft light of the lamp.
Just like what you're doing to him, he's also studying you, analysing every inch of your face as though he's trying to commit it to his memory. Jeno snaps out of his reverie when you start squirming underneath him, not used to being the subject of his attention.
Jeno swallows in the momentary silence, cock twitching when he realises you're laid out naked beneath him, legs parted and lust-filled eyes staring up at him expectantly. He cups the side of your hand in one hand, thumb caressing the side of your eyebrow almost tenderly.
"Tell me you want this," Jeno whispers, afraid if he talked any louder, his voice would crack.
"I do want this. I want you, Jeno. Do you want this?"
Jeno responds by breaching your pussy with his cock, a pretty groan leaving his lips as he fights to keep his eyes open. He wants to see you as he fills you to the hilt, wants to watch the way your eyebrows furrow and the way your mouth opens in a silent moan.
"Jeno..." you breathlessly sigh out, grabbing the hand on the side of your head and bringing it to your mouth, kissing his palm. "Tell me, please..."
Jeno proceeds to cover your mouth with his palm, rendering you unable to speak but making sure his grip isn't tight enough so you could rip his hand away if you wanted to.
Your eyes fall shut when Jeno slides the rest of the way in, sinking even deeper into you, stuffing you completely. When your eyes open again, he pulls back, only to thrust back in seconds later.
Jeno feels the vibration of your moan on his palm, he feels your hot breath against his skin. His stomach tightens at the feeling of your velvety walls sucking him in, clamping down on his length whenever he pulls back.
Your heels dig into the back of his thighs, urging Jeno to go deeper. Jeno reaches down to grab the back of your thigh, pulling your leg up until it's folded underneath him, calf pressing against his chest.
You gasp into his hand, the new position making it feel as if you're being split in half by Jeno's cock. He manages to maintain a steady pace, and soon, you find yourself struggling to breathe enough air through your nose. The lack of oxygen in your lungs is exhilarating, but black dots are starting to dance in your vision, so you begrudgingly push Jeno's hand away from your mouth, inhaling sharply when he does.
"F-Fuck, don't stop," you say through Jeno's powerful thrusts. Perspiration runs down Jeno's bowed neck, trickling down his chest before it drops onto your own. You strain your neck upward, tongue catching the sweat droplets on his collarbone, stomach sucking in when the salty taste fills your mouth.
Jeno dips down, pressing his lips to yours, savouring the salty taste still lingering in your mouth. You jolt when a hard thrust is delivered, gasping into his mouth. Jeno takes the chance to dip his tongue into your mouth, groaning when you start sucking on the wet muscle and bobbing your head as if it was his cock.
Another rough thrust, and you cry out at the sudden blur of pain and pleasure that shoots up your spine. Each of Jeno's thrusts is jostling you higher, closer to the arm of the couch. Jeno seems to take notice of this and tucks an arm underneath your armpit, grabbing onto your shoulder from underneath, keeping you locked to him as he rocks into you.
The position is much more intimate, allowing the both of you to be pressed against each other. You can feel Jeno's heartbeat against your supple breast, and your nipples rub against his taut chest whenever he moves. His breathing is ragged as he buries his face into your neck, mumbling out your name almost drunkenly.
Blood is roaring in your ears as Jeno fucks himself into you, cock rubbing your cunt raw. "Shit... f-feel so full, unghh!" you cry out, earning a warning bite on your shoulder. "J-Jeno."
"Feels so good, fuck... Pussy feels so good around me," Jeno says against your ear, tracing your earlobe with his tongue before biting into it, softly tugging it.
Circling your arms around his neck, you rake down his back with your fingernails, no doubt leaving angry, red marks down his smooth, pale skin. "Jeno, I want you to look at me..."
Jeno does, pulling his head back just enough to meet your eyes with his. When he does, you find yourself struggling to remember what you wanted to say in the first place. Jeno's eyes are dark, almost black. Fire pools in your abdomen, and the spring coils tightly. For a moment, you hear nothing but Jeno's low groans and your quiet whimpers blending together in the most heavenly symphony.
"I'm looking at you," Jeno murmurs, eyes watching you, afraid to blink as if you'll disappear from underneath him if he did. "Always looking at you..."
Your brain is foggy, and you haven't quite comprehended Jeno's words just yet. "If you won't—ughh— if you won't tell me the reason, then tell me one thing. Tell me you hate me, Jeno."
Jeno shakes his head, feeling your wetness splash onto his pelvis whenever his balls slap against you. He closes his eyes, breathing you in, memorising the way you feel around him—so soft, wet, and delicate. The smell of sex permeates the air, and Jeno hopes it doesn't cling onto the furniture until morning.
You feel your orgasm creeping, tendrils sneaking around your whole body, ready to devour you. You know you don't have much time, so you cup Jeno's jaw, urging him to open his eyes. "Either tell me the reason or tell me you hate me."
Jeno's already shaking his head before you can complete your sentence, and you snap. With what little strength you can muster up, you push at his chest, causing him to sit up onto his knees, cock slipping out of you with a slick pop. You stand from the couch, pushing at Jeno's shoulder until he gives in and sits back, allowing you to straddle him.
Jeno can only watch bewilderedly as you align yourself with his cock before letting your legs go slack, impaling yourself on his length. You moan out in bliss at the feeling of having him inside again.
Without wasting another second, you start bouncing up and down, and soon enough, you've developed a pace that's comfortable for both you and Jeno. Occasionally, you circle your hips around his base and watch as his stomach flexes, trying to hold back just a little longer.
"Tell me, or I'll stop."
Jeno pulls you into a kiss, and when he pulls away, he starts mumbling the phrase against your lips over and over again. "I hate you. I fucking hate you," he repeats.
At his words, you start going faster, not caring that the others might be able to hear the sound of your ass slapping against Jeno's thighs. You're delirious, feeling as though you've achieved something grand. But is it worth it if you don't know the reason?
"Now tell me the reason..."
Jeno scowls, hand coming up to grasp at your neck, using it as leverage to lift you up and drop you back down as he starts moving his hips. He paws at your breast with his other hand, squeezing and pinching until you wail out at the pain.
"I hate you so much, so fucking much." You nod, urging him to continue as he continues to choke you. "Hate this little pussy so much I wanna fuck it until it's all swollen and you're crying for me to stop."
"D-Don't stop, J-Jeno, please..." you wheeze out, eyes rolling back, pussy clamping, milking his cock.
"Hate your face, princess, hate how pretty you look like this."
"Jeno, I'm cumming, please, c-cumming!"
"Hate how good you feel against me. Hate that I can't fucking resist you," he rasps out, cock twitching inside you, swelling up, ready to explode.
You're chanting Jeno's name, tears trickling down your cheeks. Your thighs burn, wanting to give out and let Jeno do all the work. The end feels so close, but so far away at the same time. You contemplate reaching down to toy with your clit, but what Jeno says next has you bursting.
"I hate that I don't hate you."
You arch against him, hips stilling as the crippling pleasure washes over you. You moan Jeno's name as you cum around him, coating the length of his cock in a white cast. Your limbs are trembling, overwhelmed with just how good it feels to finally let go. "Oh god, feels so good, Jeno..."
Jeno throws his head back, hooded eyes looking up at you. "Where do you want it?"
On the verge of passing out from how overwhelmed you feel, you can only mumble out a weak 'inside'. Jeno grunts once and bucks his hips, cock twitching as he empties himself inside your warm walls, earning a choked gasp from you.
"Fuck..." Jeno drawls out, wrapping his arms around you to pull you close as thick ropes of his cum continue to shoot into you. He buries his face into your chest, sighing blissfully when he finally finishes. His cock starts to soften inside of you, allowing the mixture of your cum to drip down on his stomach.
You don't expect Jeno to suddenly cup your cheek, pulling you into a kiss that feels different to the ones before. It's less rushed this time, as though the both of you have all the time in the world. His arms stay wrapped around your waist, holding you close to him. When he tilts his head to deepen the kiss, your pussy tightens around his cock on instinct, making him pull away with a strained groan.
When he finally pulls himself out of you, you collapse onto the couch, thighs clenched together, waiting for Jeno to retrieve some tissue. You stare at the ceiling as you wait, reality seeping in. You hadn't anticipated finishing with more questions than answers, and you feel ashamed that you hadn't been able to hold yourself back.
There's no turning back now. There's no way to know what will become of you and Jeno after this, and you're afraid you've just done something that would push Jeno even further away from you.
Jeno's touch on your leg is soft, and you look down to see him in his boxer, tissue paper in one hand. "Let me clean you up," he says, prying your legs apart.
"Jeno, do you remember saying... you hate that you don't hate me?"
"Yeah," Jeno replies in a quiet voice.
"Did you mean it?"
"I meant it."
You sit up, looking at him incredulously. "Then why?" Your tone is angry, tired of not getting a straight answer from him. "I deserve to know."
Jeno sighs, standing up to throw away the dirty tissue. When he returns, you don't hesitate to straddle him, making him chuckle under his breath, hands coming to rest on your hips. "You wanna know that bad, huh? It wasn't obvious enough for you?"
"With the way you were ignoring me, you made it pretty clear that you hated me, but I guess I was wrong, so I'm going to need you to explain for me."
There's a pause, but you wait patiently, enjoying the way his thumbs rub circles into your sides. "Alright, put your clothes on first, then I'll tell you."
"No," you stubbornly say, lips pulling into a thin line.
"Come on, you'll get cold."
You wordlessly snatch the blanket Jeno had been using, wrapping it around the both of you. "You were saying?"
There's reluctance in Jeno's eyes, but he forces himself to speak the truth anyway. "When you met us about a year ago, everyone saw how interested Haechan was with you, so Mark-"
"Haechan was interested in me?"
Jeno chuckles at your surprised expression. "All of us noticed except you. I mean... I think he might still be interested."
"So is that it? You don't wanna break your dear friend's heart?"
"I could care less about him. He only stopped trying to get with you because of your brother. Mark sat us down one night when it was only the seven of us, got all serious and shit. He told us none of us would ever have a chance with you and that he would never allow it anyway."
"Why would he say that? I'm an adult. I can take care of myself."
"He's trying to protect you, that's all."
You scowl. "That still doesn't explain why you avoided me."
"Haechan wasn't the only one that wanted you."
The blood drains from your face, heart plunging to your stomach. "What..."
"I'm saying I like you," Jeno declares, smiling softly up at you.
You're unable to mirror his smile. You've dreamt of this moment before, but now that it has arrived, you can't find it in you to feel happy. In fact, you feel like you're only seconds away from vomiting. "You avoided me because of my brother's words? Is he my father now or something?"
Jeno cups your face in his two hands, dread filling him when he realises the tears in your eyes. "Hey, hey, I'm sorry, alright? I just assumed that if I kept myself away from you, the feelings would go away, but I was wrong. I like you, I always have, and it's not going to change no matter how much I avoid you—I know that now."
You can't help the sobs that wrack your body as you stand from Jeno's lap, letting the blanket fall to the floor. Jeno's mumbling apologies to you as you gather your clothes, hurriedly putting them back on.
"I really am sorry, alright? Please, just talk to me."
"No, Jeno! I've liked you for more than a year, and I made my effort to get close to you, and you ignored me because of something my stupid brother said? What right does he have over me? He doesn't own me."
"Let's talk this out, please? I'm sorry, I really am."
"It doesn't matter anymore. You made me feel like there was something wrong with me for over a year, Jeno! I just... I need some time to think about this."
Jeno knows that no matter how much he apologises, you would ignore him just like what he did to you for more than a year. So he watches you go up the stairs with a heavy heart, knowing he deserves it for being so stupid and not listening to his heart.
-
"Wake up, lazy. Breakfast is ready."
You groan into your pillow. "Go away, Chenle."
You hear him snicker, then another voice joins in. "Did you sleep well last night?" Renjun asks almost a little too casually.
"Nope, thanks to your snoring, Chenle."
"All the more reason for you to spend time with Jeno, right?"
You shoot up onto a sitting position, eyeing both Chenle and Renjun in horror, head pounding from lack of sleep. "What are you talking about?"
Renjun's scoffing at Chenle from where he's seated on your desk chair. "I thought we agreed on waiting until she confesses herself."
Chenle grins. "It was taking too long. I'm starving, so let's just get this done and over with. How long have you been with Jeno?"
"Chenle's betting from a few weeks ago, but I'm sure it's been going on since the start. So, last year? Tell me I'm right, please, cause I need the 20 bucks."
"What the- you bet money on me?"
"Relax..." Renjun says. "Mark doesn't know about you and Jeno. It's only us two."
You swallow, mind reeling with the memory of what you and Jeno did just last night. "N-Nothing's going on between Jeno and me."
Renjun groans, the chair creaking underneath him as he leans back. "Just quit the act. We both heard you last night. Don't worry, we didn't hear much before we ended up falling back asleep."
You wish the ground would open up and swallow you whole. "You heard us?" Your face burns red when both of them nod at your question.
"You weren't exactly quiet. Jeno wasn't either..." Chenle murmurs, sharing a knowing smile with Renjun. "Look, just please answer our question. We won't tell anyone, we swear."
Renjun nods, agreeing with Chenle's words, looking at you expectantly. "What's said in this room will never leave this room."
"Why did you think there was something between Jeno and me? I mean, before what happened... last night."
"It was so obvious! Jeno never opens his mouth when he's around you. Gets all flustered and shit. It's almost disgusting to watch."
"But that's not all," Renjun counters. "Jeno hasn't fucked anyone in, like, a year—just right after the both of you met. I connected the dots. If Jeno's not fucking anyone, that means he's fucking someone, and he's keeping them a secret. Your brother would kill him if he ever found out about the two of you."
"So is it a friends-with-benefit thing, or do you guys like each other? Cause I know for a fact he's fucking whipped for you."
I like you, I always have, and it's not going to change no matter how much I avoid you—I know that now.
"We... like each other, I guess. But that's all it is," you admit, feeling guilty of leaving Jeno alone after his confession last night.
"Okay, we'll help you out with keeping this a secret from Mark and the others, but you gotta tell us how long this has been going on first?" Renjun says.
"Um, last night was... the first time," you admit rather awkwardly.
"Fuck, are you serious? I really wanted that 20 bucks," Renjun grumbles.
"Wait, wait. So you're telling me... that if we didn't sleep in here last night, you wouldn't have been with Jeno downstairs?"
"Well, no, I guess. Wait, did you guys purposely sleep in here? You wanted to see if something would happen?"
Renjun and Chenle have the audacity to look guilty before bolting from your room, rushed footsteps descending down the stairs. You flop back onto your bed with a heavy sigh. How would you ever face Jeno now?
#IVE ALWAYS WANTED A FIC LIKE THIS WERE MC IS JUST CONFUSED WHY HE HATES HER#THANKS I AM GLDLY ADDING THIS TO MY READING LIST#sof wants to read
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BAD, SAD & MAD — l.hc (PART ONE)
summary: “the amount of time i’ve spent thinking about kissing haechan is honestly embarrassing,” haechan reads out again, holding your diary above your head when you try to snatch it away. ��oh sweetheart, it is embarrassing.”
pairing(s): lee haechan x reader, lee jeno x reader (kind of but not really-)
warning(s): blackmail, haechan is kinda mean lol, dub con, oral (m receiving), humping (no, I’m not specifying where 🥰), semi public sex, brief voyeurism, fingering (f receiving), use of sex toy, slight dumbification, edging, nicknames and degradation <333
genre(s): smut, enemies with benefits, pwop, college au (but it’s not really relevant)
word count: 3.1k (honestly it’s 98% smut)
note: wooo let’s fuckin go babies
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“he looks like he has the softest pair of lips and i can’t help but wonder how they would feel pressed against my own.”
it takes you a second too long to recognise the pastel yellow book that haechan holds in his hands and you nearly faint when you do. you’re pissed that he’s in your dorm, your safe space, but that was the least of your problems. you make a mental note to yell at your flatmate before looking the bane of your existence in the eye. he offers you a shit eating grin in response to your glare as you angrily ask him, “where the fuck did you get that?”
“the amount of time i’ve spent thinking about kissing haechan is honestly embarrassing,” haechan reads out again, holding your diary above your head when you try to snatch it away. “oh sweetheart, it is embarrassing.”
“give it back!” you shriek, jumping up when he suddenly snaps the book shut and hides it behind his back.
“i thought you wanted to know where i found this literary masterpiece?”
“seriously, this isn’t fucking funny.”
“watch your tone,” haechan gives you a warning look. “don't be a bad puppy.”
“don’t call me that, what the fuck?” you sputter, a scandalised look on your face as your heart sinks. the little shit must have read everything.
“but pup,” he fakes a pout, “i thought you liked that name. at least that’s what it says in here.”
“please,” you beg, deciding to change tactics, “just give it back and pretend this never happened.”
“now where’s the fun in that? besides,” you don’t realise that he’s backed you into a corner until your back hits the wall. “how can i pretend it never happened when i’ve already made a bunch of copies? i’m sure there’s many people who would love to read this.”
haechan should feel bad, but he can’t help the way his cock hardens as your terrified, big eyes become glossy. the whole situation is so hot to him. his body has you trapped in the corner of your room while you softly beg for him to forget about this mess. forget about your diary and the perverted thoughts you’d been stupid enough to write down. and pass up on an opportunity to fuck a pretty thing like you? not a fucking chance.
“y’know doll, you could always compensate…” he trails off, twisting a few strands of your hair around his finger. “after all, you’re asking me to give up something as fascinating as this.”
“what do you want me to do?”
“oh... nothing you haven’t asked for,” he answers with a sly grin, waving your diary in front of your face.
you should not be this turned on when the man who’s been treating you like shit for the past two years is essentially blackmailing you. but you’re also horny and extremely touch starved. so minutes later, when you find yourself on your knees, cheeks covered with your own spit, the ache in between your thighs doesn’t take you by surprise. you whimper softly, rubbing them together as haechan stands above you, fucking his cock into your eager mouth. there’s a bit of a stinging sensation at the back of your throat but you can’t complain- not when haechan looks this good. grunts and breathy moans leave him, his head thrown back as he thrusts. he opens his eyes to watch your pretty mouth wrapped around him. his hair falls in front of his eyes but he makes no move to push it away, fully focused on your face.
you swallow around him, tongue doing its best to swirl around his dick. you must be doing something right, because one of his thrusts has him shuddering and moving even faster, chasing his orgasm. his hands grasp your hair tightly and you find yourself moaning. the whole situation feels so degrading but so hot. it might sound ridiculous but haechan pounding into your mouth like an onahole while pretty moans leave his lips is everything you’ve ever wanted. your whimpers grow louder, your face a mess of tears and spit as you stare at haechan, his face scrunched up in pleasure.
the man in question can’t help but smirk at how pliant you are as he uses you to get off. all you can do is helplessly kneel before him like a good little fucktoy and take it. he fucking loves it.
“such a good fuckdoll,” he groans as more tears leave your eyes. “fuck- you’re gonna take it, right puppy? gonna swallow all my cum?”
you let out a cry, the sound strangled because of the dick in your mouth. you’re eager to have his cum in your mouth, eager to take it all like a good little slut. one last grunt leaves him before he’s spilling into you. the sensation of your mouth around him is too much, making him pull out and start pumping his cock with his hand.
“don’t swallow yet, whore. keep it in your fucking mouth,” he growls, painfully tugging at his aching cock, moaning in satisfaction as he forces out a few more ropes of cum.
you whimper pitifully, struggling to keep all of his cum from spilling out. your jaw hurts, but you don’t want to disappoint him.
“shit,” he pants, watching as some of his cum drips down your chin. he looks so fucked out, brown bangs sticking to his sweaty forehead. “just- fuck, hang on.”
he scrambles to grab his phone, snapping a picture of the mess he had made on your face, making sure the reservoir of cum in your mouth was visible. he makes a sound of disappointment when he notices that some of his cum has fallen onto the floor as well.
“now swallow it all. every last drop.”
your eyes never leave his, watching expectantly as you swallow. waiting for his next order. he cocks an eyebrow and looks down at the floor before meeting your eyes again. you blink back dumbly, not understanding what he was trying to say. ever the impatient one, haechan rolls his eyes before moving to stand behind you. what was he doing? you’re about to turn around when you feel a pressure on the back of your head, pushing you down.
haechan presses his foot into your head as he speaks again, “i said, every. last. drop.”
you finally realise what he expects you to do when you notice the small puddle of cum on the floor. you whimper when he presses harder, sticking your tongue out and licking up the cum when it touches the floor. you’re glad you had cleaned your pigsty of a room for once.
“for someone as inexperienced as you, you certainly are quite the whore,” he scoffs as he watches you with smug satisfaction.
he finally lifts his foot when you’re done, fighting an amused grin when you turn around and beg him to fuck you. he pretends to ignore you, stepping out of your room. you don’t even bother to wipe your face, not caring if your roommate or anyone else sees you, rushing after haechan.
“you can’t just leave!” you call after him, eyes threatening to tear up again. you can’t decide if you’re humiliated or horny. or both.
he continues his little silent treatment as he puts on his shoes back on, trying his hardest not to laugh. he’s enjoying this thoroughly. you’re so desperate for his cock and he loves it, his ego inflating further. he’s about to turn the doorknob when-
“I’ll take anything you give me!”
he stops in his tracks, turning around. you think you’ve finally convinced him, will he fuck you now?, but he spits out, “oh i know that.”
he takes a step towards you, “you’re such a desperate little slut, i know you’ll do anything to have a cock fill you up.”
you whimper at his words. they’re true, of course, but it’s embarrassing to hear.
“take off those flimsy shorts and come here.”
you do as he says, stepping closer and obediently dropping to your knees again when he tells you to, making him laugh, “such an eager pup, aren’t you?”
“now what?” you ask hoarsely, throat raw from the rough fucking it had received minutes ago. you fought the urge to rub your thighs against each other, afraid it might piss him off, even though you were desperate for some friction against your core. your prayers are soon answered when he takes a seat on the couch and brushes the tip of his shoe against the damp crotch of your panties. “get yourself off.”
he has to fight back another laugh when he sees the near heartbroken look that dawns on your face as you realise he isn’t going to touch you. “but i-”
he sneers, pressing his shoe so close to your clit, making you whimper, “you said you would take anything, you ungrateful little whore.”
you’re starting to have second thoughts, maybe you should have let him leave. but then he begins to rub the tip of his shoe against your core and you decide you’re too horny to say ‘no’. i never had much dignity anyway. you begin to grind your hips, face hiding between his thighs in shame. it’s easily the most shameful thing you’ve ever done, but at the moment, you don’t care. all you can think about is chasing your orgasm as you moan and pant like a bitch in heat, humping haechan’s shoe. fresh tears well up in your eyes, pussy aching for release.
“come on slut, i haven’t got all day,” he speaks in an annoyed voice, as if you’re wasting his time. you whimper, grinding faster as you feel embarrassment burn through you.
“need to cum, need to cum, need to cu-” you mindlessly babbled, your words barely coherent. you’re crying and doing your best to get yourself off. your panties are absolutely soaked, sticking to your pussy lips as you move. suddenly, the toe cap of his sneaker catches against your clit, making the friction even better, making you cry out. you harshly grip his thigh, pants growing louder as your eyes squeeze shut and your needy hole clenches around nothing.
“if you don’t cum now, i’m-”
you don’t hear the rest of his threat, your orgasm hitting you hard. you moan loudly in relief, your body shuddering as you ride out your high. you still crave more, your clit is swollen and in need of more attention, but your legs hurt too much to carry on. you pull away from haechan’s shoe, falling on your back as you try to catch your breath. he stands up, shooting you one last uninterested look as he tells you to give him your panties. too tired to speak or protest, you pull off the soaked pair and hand them to him.
he smirks, pocketing them, “maybe i’ll give them back next time.”
you sigh, staring at the ceiling as you hear the door close. had you let this go too far?

“it’s too much,” you whimper, softly, as haechan continues to rub at your clit. he scoffs, pushing his chair closer to yours. you cringe at the light scraping noise, nervously looking around the classroom. your classmates were still focused on the documentary and there was only one other person in your row, who you think had dozed off. no one suspected a thing but you couldn’t help but worry that someone would eventually hear the wet noises coming from yours and haechan’s corner of the room.
“and here i thought you wanted me to touch you, pup.”
“don’t call me tha- hah, oh fuck,” your eyes squeeze shut as you lean forward, a single tear leaving your eye. haechan’s pace was fast and cruel, rubbing your sensitive spot harshly.
“look up, puppy, we’ve got an audience.”
you look up, mortified when you make eye contact with lee jeno, professor choi’s new teaching assistant and one of haechan’s ice hockey buddies. but more importantly, he also happened to be yet another object of your sexual desires. sure, you have a tiny crush on haechan but that doesn’t mean you have to limit your depraved fantasies to only him. you wonder if jeno knows anything, if he knows one of his best friends is getting you off during his class. and if said best friend had told him all the dirty things you would think about him.
haechan confirms your suspicions as jeno smirks at you, admiring the fucked out look on your face. “don’t be shy pup, i’ve told jeno all about you.”
he suddenly moves his hand from your clit, choosing to tease your tight hole instead by shallowly dipping a finger inside. you continue to hold jeno’s stare as haechan slowly stretches you open, watching as his tongue licks his dry lips. you’d rather see that tongue wet something else. haechan’s lips nip at your ear, parting to speak while, at the same time, two of his fingers pump into your slick cunt at a steady pace.
“you greedy slut, giving jeno all your attention while i’m nice enough to fuck your dirty pussy with my fingers.”
his fingers pick up the pace, wet sounds getting slightly noisier but your mind doesn’t really register it. your thoughts were full of the two boys, thinking about their thick cocks, full of cum, just waiting to fill up your tight holes. you’ve spent many nights rubbing your pussy raw at the thought of taking them both at the same time. sometimes even in the same hole. you licked your lips, wondering if jeno would fuck you too. judging by the look he was giving you, you safely assumed the answer was yes. you sharply exhaled, head resting on haechan’s shoulder, eyelids heavy but gaze still focused on jeno. your eyes slowly trailed down to admire his gorgeous hands, thinking about how well they’d fill you up. a light pinch to your clit snaps you out of your lust fuelled daydreams, the pleasure making you bury your face in haechan’s neck.
the boy scoffs, “you’re fucking hopeless. is there anything you think about besides having dick stuffed into your cunt?”
his pace grows faster and you can feel yourself getting closer. the harsh words haechan whispers in your ear - what a cock hungry whore you are, how both your greedy fuckholes need to be filled all the time - only makes your slick hole clench tighter. you’re only seconds away from unravelling when your cunt is suddenly empty. you almost whine out loud but haechan pushes you away just as someone turns the lights back on and you remember you’re still in class. there’s a discussion going on but you don’t listen, it’s not like you watched the stupid video.
you take a deep breath, trying to clear your mind. the past few minutes had barely registered in your mind, you weren’t sure if it had actually happened or if all the stress of college had finally made you go crazy. you try to pay attention to the class discussion and brush off your annoyance at being left high and dry but you suddenly feel haechan’s hand slide into your panties again. you shoot him a glare but it falters when you feel something brush against your clit. to your horror, you realise it’s a tiny vibrator as it begins to softly buzz.
“please, god no,” you whine quietly, but he only pouts mockingly at you.
the lecture ends a few minutes later and haechan is pulling you out of the room by the wrist. he cages you in a corner, ignoring your peers even as someone calls out to him. you desperately want to adjust your panties and move the vibrator as far away from your clit as possible but one sudden move had the toy directly nestled against your sensitive spot. your body shivers as you bite your lip, fighting back an embarrassingly loud moan.
“when’s your last class?” haechan demands, watching your discomfort with great satisfaction.
your thighs press together, squirming at the vibrations. at this point, you were dangerously close to shoving your hands into your underwear and relieving yourself, right in front of everyone.
“one- ah shit, one lecture left.”
“good. I’ll text you my address, come over directly after. and don’t you dare remove the toy.”
your gaze is unfocused as you stare at his chest, the pressure on your overstimulated core feeling like too much. haechan hooks a finger under your chin and makes you look him in the eye.
“did you understand what I just said? answer me, doll.”
you blink at him. you definitely heard him speak but you’ve already forgotten what he said exactly. haechan fiddles with the remote in his pocket, turning up the vibrations as he watches in amusement. your jaw goes slack, head leaning against the wall and thighs squeezing against one another. you weren’t exaggerating when you’d written that you were extremely touch starved in your diary.
“such a dumb puppy,” he coos, almost affectionately, as he thumbs at your lower lip. “can’t even understand simple instructions from her owner.”
“haec- hah, need your cock,” you whimper, grateful for the empty corridor. you were definitely late for your next class but you can’t be bothered.
he steps closer, hand reaching under your skirt in search of the vibrator. he smirks when he feels the device through your ruined panties, pushing it in further between your pussy lips. your breathing grows heavier, eyes closed as you hold his arm, not sure if you want him to apply more pressure or push his hand away. you feel like you’re floating, hips unintentionally bucking up to feel more friction when it all stops, leaving you frustrated again.
“no, why? please,” your voice cracks and you almost cry. your orgasm was ruined for a second time in a row and it hurt so bad.
haechan pulls away from you, “remember: you’re not allowed to take it out.”
“for the love of god, just stick your dick in me already,” you snap, submissiveness fading away as annoyance takes over. you almost sound angry but the desperation in your voice is evident, making your tone weak. normally he would’ve gotten mad at your behaviour but he chooses not to react, simply ignoring you as he walks down the corridor.
you sigh, irritated, awkwardly trying to adjust your panties when the vibrator buzzes to life again at the highest setting. you gasp loud enough for him to hear you, making him snicker to himself as you double over. you exhale loudly, trying to get a grip on yourself. one day, lee haechan will be your thirteenth reason.
part 2 coming soon and it only gets worse lads

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#GADDAM#nct smut#haechan#haechan smut#sof wants to read#tagging this in my ‘read later’ because ahem who doesn’t want to read it again
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