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I've seen a lot of discussion with fat people talking about things it's socially unacceptable for us to do (I feel weird calling myself fat cause I feel like I am appropriating the term while still being not that big, but I am not thin, I am technically obese [but I know bmi is bullshit], and I've heard "midsize" is disrespectful, so I think I quality as small fat). I've seen "we can't say we're hungry", "we can't eat fastfood in public or admit to eating fastfood", and the obvious ones about revealing clothing, but I keep thinking if it's just me or is it also "we are not allowed to sweat". If a skinny person sweats, there are marks on their shirts under their armpits, it's fine. If you can smell sweat from a skinny girl it's fine, it's hot outside or she wore a sweater when it was warmer than she thought... But I feel if I sweat it's immediately "of course, she's sweating cause she's fat". I feel incredibly insecure because I always sweat profusely. I have been late to class before because I forgot to put on deodorant and had to go back home or go and buy one before going to class. Maybe it's very specific because I really sweat a lot and I am not very sporty person so I get fatigued easily but I feel like paired with my weight it's different than on its own. Am I alone in this?

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“Bath Time” drawn by Abigail Larson

source: https://bit.ly/3Zi6trQ

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Finally some relatable content

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EDDIE NATION COME GET YALLS FOOD

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When you survive the end of the world by partying with your (maybe?) Monster hunting boyfriend. Or are they ‘steddie’ already XD 

(Yeah, yeah. I make dad jokes. My Gen X arse owns that. I’ll see myself out. ;p)

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Started watching dickensian and i already identify with Arthur so much. I too am sad, pathetic, whiny and very homosexual

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mhm yep

im normal about them

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#He’s pretty when he’s wet 💧

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Update: he's not my boyfriend anymore, HE'S MY FIANCE CAUSE HE PROPOSED A FEW HOURS AFTER I POSTED THAT AND I AM HAPPIER NOW

I know it sounds dumb but i feel like nothing the world has to offer brings me joy anymore so I either constantly watch or play something or sleep so I don't think about how pointless and joyless my life is and i can't tell that to anyone cause the only person I could talk about that with is my boyfriend and i don't want him to ask the follow-up question “are you not happy with me” so i thought i will at least get this off my chest and write it here where no one will read it

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sad reactions to the queen's death are so funny to me, cause when john paul II died he was almost worshipped in poland so then young people started making fun of him and his death (since he was fucking problematic) and now there's even a meme connected to the exact time that he died, we call it pope hour and on parties or something often sing or just play his favorite song at 9:37 pm (even numbers 2137 are a meme, cyberpunk had a joke about that) so I'm really waiting for queen's hour or smth

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I know it sounds dumb but i feel like nothing the world has to offer brings me joy anymore so I either constantly watch or play something or sleep so I don't think about how pointless and joyless my life is and i can't tell that to anyone cause the only person I could talk about that with is my boyfriend and i don't want him to ask the follow-up question “are you not happy with me” so i thought i will at least get this off my chest and write it here where no one will read it

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Can we talk about how actually Dustin not believing Eddie could kill Chrissy was a little fucked up? Don't get me wrong, I love Eddie with my whole heart, but a girl was found dead in his house, he was a bizzare guy, adult who hangs out with children cause he keeps failing to graduate. Being immediately like "oh no, he wouldn't do that, he's such a nice guy" is kind of scary. As far as first reactions go, Lucas being sceptical about Eddie's innocence is so much better. I think this season was good anyway, showing the satanic panic and how actually fucked up it was, but this thing still doesn't sit right with me

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I just can't stop thinking about the fact that Vic's face is the face of Sebastian Kalemba, creative director in CD Projekt Red, so simping to him is weird cause you can just meet a man looking exactly like him on the street and it's just some guy xd

Cyberpunk 2077 characters I wish were romance options

What are some you guys wanted?