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[venusaira]

Hi, everyone.

Today, I'll share simple tips on how to get things done. These actually what make me more motivated and focused on finishing the task.

1. List it down

Write what you need to do. Keep it simple and put it somewhere you will always look at.

2. Please your ears with silence/sounds/musics

Listen to something that can make you focus such as ASMR or white noises or lofi beats, even silence if you prefer it. Just make sure you're not chit chatting with your friends. Time will flies if you do that.

3. Prepare snacks

If you want to do something that take longer time such as homework or studying, then having snacks near you can provide energy and little fun.

4. Relax / Stay calm

Don't feel too pressured. Everything have a solution. Maybe you have passed that due date but at least you submit it. But don't be lazy! Now, if you're stress, BREATH IN, BREATH OUT, phew.

I think that's all for now.

[venusaira]

Sunday (13/11/2022)

I have assignments due tomorrow and I didn't start anything yet. I already planned to do it but somehow I am just procrastinating all day. 😔

Wish me luck!

I'm going to finish it before night coz I've got a dinner to attend to 🤫.

Probably need to organise my life again after this hahahahaha...this is embarrassing 😅

WHY AM I TOO LAZY URGHHH!

Maybe after writing this I could get the spirit to change for the better!

[venusaira]

Friday (24/06/2022)

Have you ever cry in the middle of the night without a reason?

The sadness just barged into your heart suddenly. Have you ever experienced it?

Well, I did.

Nothing sad happened today. But suddenly many thoughts just came up in the head.

The fear of uncertainty, it's as if you just imagine the worst scenario that could happen in your life. Then, you remember the painful past. The trauma, self loathing, the mistakes...everything just resurfaced.

'What if the person I love abandoned me?'

'What if my decisions are wrong?'

'What if I am the cause to my parents' problems?'

'What if...what if.....!?'

All questions just appeared in your head and you couldn't stop thinking about it.

It's 1 am and I was facing this situation. Yep, I cried when nothing sad actually happened today. I was just afraid of the future that might going south. At least, crying somehow make me feels better.

I'm wondering how sadness can just appear out of thin air 😓

That's all for today. Writing this make my heart feels lighter *phew*.

[venusaira]

Each days I will hate myself, for being lazy, for not even trying, for dreaming something unrealistic. I want to be better but my useless self still stick around. Everyday I promised to myself but the cycle just keep repeating. I wish I can have more motivation and commitment on something. To actually enjoy my life even with something as small as passion on drawing but I no longer interested in something I used to like.

Did I really make correct choices?

Did I mess up somewhere?

I wish I can live without worry. Worry about money or other complicated things. I just want to live peacefully, away from my old life and being surrounded by people that can improve my moods to keep on seeing the beauty and fun of the world.

My heart long to be somewhere, somewhere that's not in this world.

My heart long to meet someone, someone that yet still not appearing in my life.

This post is just me being emotional. Hope you don't mind haha reading what inside of me like this. ☺️😅

[venusaira]

Hey, I'm back teeheee...

I have been gone for too long. Well, kind of losing motivation and all but still I'm back.

Okay, to put it short I try not to procrastinate (;ŏ﹏ŏ)

And I really need to write down the to do list here coz it feels like a promise that I need to fulfil once I have posted it here.

Wish me luck.

[venusaira]

Monday, 27/4/2020.

Well the MCO have been extended so now I'm stuck at home for a longer time. But it doesn't mean that it is something negative. Now, I can do things with my own pace. Like studying and living my life.

Btw, talk about studying I just realized that learning math is much more easier if you learn it from YouTube with teachers that teach that subject with easier approaches. Maybe you have a boring teacher at school but you can always find a teacher that suits your learning style out there.

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Sunday, 19.04.2020,

Wish me luck. Today I'm going to revising for the math quiz tomorrow and as well as preparing a report that's also due tomorrow. This is what you get when you're procrastinating...suffering and rushing...!

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I think that maybe I will find a part time job after this.🤔 I just don't want to burden my parents with my allowances anymore. Gotta be independent now.😁 I just wish I know what kind of jobs suit me. It's hard to find a job especially when u r a girl that wears hijab because the employer always asking us to take it off...😒 I mean duh if I can take it off on whim in front of man then there's no need for me to even wear it in the first place. Still asking? Nah.

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Monday, 13/4/2020.

I'm reading the materials for the next class! Never have I done something like this before. It feels refreshing to change sometimes. Gonna work hard. I will be the best teacher one day!

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Sometimes we just want to take things slowly but then we realize that now we lived in fast-paced world...😣

[venusaira]

This is the most realistic standard I ever read so far. Thanks to the creator of this article, you have lift up my motivation.

a real ass guide to life

there’s a lot of shit on here about lighting candles and waking up early to see the sunset and if we are being hella honest, no one actually does that. u probably don’t own candles or if u do there in a closet and the only time you wake up early all year round is never. so here’s a guide to actual human beings.

-wake up when you need to. don’t wake up at 5 to “journal” and “meditate.” sleep is more important. if you have a class at 9, wake up at 8. it’s simple. - eat something. it doesn’t have to be avocado toast. just have a bagel or a bowl of cocoa puffs. - have ur meds if u take any - attempt to look nice. at least brush your hair and your teeth. but honestly no one cares how u dress. if you wanna dress like a stripper, then dress like a goddamn stripper. honestly no one cares. (but if ur in hs try to follow the dress code a little bit?) - wear makeup if u want, or if you don’t then don’t. - ur probably not gonna exercise or stretch. who cares. i dont. your friends don’t. if ur feeling up to it then go jog 4 miles, but if ur not then don’t. - actually try to have a plan of what ur doing for that day. attend ur classes, and do ur work. ur education is hella important. FUCKING DO IT. kill those grades, murder everyone else in that class, impress and surprise ur teacher, parents, and everyone else who thought u couldn’t do it - attempt to be social. make plans with friends and try to go. it can be lowkey and only like an hr. eat pizza or go to a bar. just have fun. - eat healthy. eat a hamburger when u really want a hamburger and eat a large pizza when u really want a large pizza but try ur hardest to eat healthyish. - watch ya shows. who doesn’t love some amazing netflix binges? watch it. do it. - actually read. books are honestly the best. at least try to pick up the first harry potter. - go to sleep before 2AM!!!!!!¡¡¡¡¡¡¡ sleep is hella important. - shower. you don’t need to buy expensive bath bombs or candles and have a fancy bath and coat ur skin in so much lotion that you are a walking wet rag, but try to smell somewhat pleasant. - do what u want. just make sure it’s legal. have sex, travel, learn how to code, be with ur family, have a family, marry someone nice, build an empire, be fierce, be strong, but most of all: be happy. you live once on this planet. live it to the fullest. and don’t let ANYONE bring you down. not a girl, not a guy, not a parent, or a so called friend. keep your standards high, and heels higher.

[venusaira]

Tuesday, 7/4/2020.

Well, I didn't actually follow the plans that I have made *sigh*. But still I'm trying. Little by little I'm also can be organised! This is what we called a changing phase.

So, no matter what others may say if you want to change for the better and still struggling with it just keep going. Maybe we can't fully follow those so perfect to do list that we have made but that's the journey that we are taking right now. One day, we will still arrive at the destination sooner or later.

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Sunday, 5/4/2020

Today I'm trying to finish 2 videos for my assignments that need to be submitted tomorrow. All the speech practices make my throat hurts...but well nothing can stop me when the dopamine is here haha!

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I'm trying very hard to focus to my tasks...but do you get the feeling when we are very diligent to finish our homeworks etc and suddenly our moms come and ask us to do chores? It's not like I don't want to help her but at the moment I finally in the mood to study and finish my homeworks. Now, the mood is gone and right now I'm procrastinating 😒😔

Honestly, I don't have a very conducive learning place at home. My room is invaded by my brothers 🙄 (it's a total mess) and I don't even have my own study table. Sometimes, I think I don't have my own privacy here (as a girl I really need it). So, I JUST hope that they don't DISTURB me when I finally stuDYING!!

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Saturday, 4/4/2020.

Today I am planning to finish my assignments that due on 6/4/2020. Wish me luck!

What I will do today is:

1. I will make an outline for the reflection essay.

2. I will start to write my speech.

3. I gonna finish my part in the group works.

That's all for today because all of that gonna take a lot of time. Btw, I'm the real procrastinator that you ever meet.