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Good conversation turns me on. A connection between two people, a mental one first.

— Brian Molko

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I want deeper connections with the people around me. I need to reach out more. Because not everyone leaves. Sometimes if you reach out, the person you're trying to reach will be right there waiting.

— Susane Colasanti

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“Sometimes you have to act like you don’t care, even when you do.”

— Unknown

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“Bin im Gegensatz zu anderen komplizierter gestrickt und auch viele, die ich kenne, die kapieren mich nicht.”

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Girl I got a deal... you can be my girl if I can be your world

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“I don’t know how I feel, I don’t know how to feel.”

— me, panicking

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“my mind will pull the trigger. ”

via @blacksincity

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how do you expect me to be sane? I have completely lost my mind.

@blacksincity

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i was looking for someone to inspire me, motivate me, support me, keep me focused. Someone who love me, cherish me, make me happy and then i realized all along i was looking for myself.

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“Before I fall in love again 1. I want us to be friends. Which means, I want to be able to eat my favourite cheese crust pizza with you, while having cheese all over my face and even in my hair, without feeling embarrassed or concerned about it. I want to be comfortable with you, I want to be okay about being messy, irritating, embarrassing, disgusting, petty while with you. Because I will be petty when I see my ex best friend post a happy picture and I will be messy during my finals and I will be embarrassing when I meet your parents for I suck at meeting parents. I want to be okay with being the way I am and the only way to be okay is to know that you’re okay with me being things other than beautiful, graceful and composed at all times. 2. I want to be able to have long and passionate conversations with you about not just about existential beliefs but also about what went wrong in the ending of that book and how kids are affected by media and how tomato-basil combination always works. I want to have conversations where we may not always have the same views but our fundamental values always fall in place. I want to talk to you about the beauty of the stars but I also want to talk to you about the disgusting mentality behind certain societal norms. 3. I want to see how consistent your actions are with your words. I don’t want to fall for love letters or poems, for sweet Instagram captions or long birthday texts. I want to fall in love with you showing up on time and keeping your promises. 4. I want to take it slow. I want our story to work out in years, not months. I want to respect time and space this time. 5. I want to make sure I am not seeking love from you for the lack of love I have for myself. I want to make sure you aren’t a void I am filling in, you are not an alternative to the things I can’t give myself. I want to make sure you are not doing the same. 6. I want to work out with my insecurities and fears from the past. I don’t want to project them on you, I don’t want to subject you to the doubts, suspicion and anger I carry from the people I have known in the past. 7. Before I fall in love again, I want to make a mattress with you. Of understanding and respect and trust. So when we fall, it doesn’t hurt.”

— creatingnikki

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it costs €0.00 to be a nice person.

Quelle: takethisride

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“All she needs is loyalty, laughter, and sunsets.”

— Juansen Dizon

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“Die Liebe sagte über diejenigen, die liebten, viel mehr aus als über die, die geliebt wurden.”

— The Best of Me - Mein Weg zu Dir, Nicholas Sparks (via honigimohr)

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“Eyes talk.”

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“I like you; your eyes are full of language.”

— Anne Sexton, Letter to Anne Clarke, July 3rd, 1964

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heartbreak playlist 2017

james tw - when you love someone

kodaline - all i want

ed sheeran - perfect

james arthur - can i be him

amber run - i found

luke sital-singh - nothing stays the same

ron pope - a drop in the ocean

passenger - holes

the goo goo dolls - iris

james arthur - say you won’t let go

shawn mendes - a little too much

ed sheeran - all of the stars

niall horan - flicker

sam smith - too good at goodbyes

coldplay - fix you

chord overstreet - hold on

ed sheeran - save myself

zara larsson - i can’t fall in love without you

kodaline - high hopes

the script - breakeven

ed sheeran - supermarket flowers

shawn mendes - roses

snow patrol - chasing cars

james arthur - safe inside

lewis capaldi - bruises

jaymes young - i’ll be good

camila cabello - i have questions

james tw - ex (acoustic)

shawn mendes - never be alone

blackbear - idfc

linkin park - one more light

one republic - let’s hurt tonight

fink - looking too closely

hozier - someone new

shawn mendes - life of the party

james arthur - certain things

lewis capaldi - fade

niall horan - this town

hurts - stay

shawn mendes - running low

austin percario - never be the same (camila cabello)

x ambassadors - unsteady

alfie arcuri - if they only knew

sam smith - lay me down

little mix, jason derulo - secret love song

harry styles - sign of the times

andreas bourani - auf anderen wegen

niall horan - too much to ask

family of the year - hero

ed sheeran - give me love

hozier - like real people do

austin percario - boys in the street

passenger - let her go

birdy - skinny love

zayn - fool for you

ed sheeran - happier

one direction - love you goodbye

linkin park - iridescent

shawn mendes - imagination

justin bieber - purpose

one direction - if i could fly

linkin park - nobody can save me

calum scott - dancing on my own

gnash, olivia o'brien - i hate u, i love u

ed sheeran - lego house

halsey - hopeless

kc rebell - ich brauch dich

russ - losin’ control

(2018 out)

(2019 out)

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Fuck her like her ex is living in the apartment downstairs.