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I feel like I need two durgetash playlists -one that’s tragic “let’s rule the world or die together” vibes and one that’s toxic but goofy with things like Waterloo

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— David Cronenberg, Consumed

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Look, Oxalis hasn't always been a great friend. It took her some time, and some mental breakdowns, to come clean to Karlach about her past. Especially that particular part that they both share...

I love how in the game Karlach just so flippantly gives his name like it means nothing to the plot. I choked when she just put it out there. Had to imagine how it went on the inside of Oxalis's mind.

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god he's so fucking pathetic. what a god damn loser. (insane with lust)

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Dark Urge nervously sweating as they attempt to explain to their father why vigorous nightly sex with the chosen of Bane is necessary to the world domination plan, while Gortash and Bane high five and chest bump over how often Gortash is fucking the chosen of Bhaal.

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i figured it out

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Talking about the future.

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"...two people who love each other very much, and accept their lot in life to torture each other to death."

Thank you so much to @drathe for this amazing commission of my girl Amara and her evil husband Gortash <3 I am so so happy with it

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I feel bad for Ketheric Thorm because he went mad with grief and loss, I also feel bad for him because if Gortash and Dark Urge were constantly whispering and giggling and sitting in each other's laps during their evil chosen three meetings in front of ME, I'd definitely mock the Dark Urge when they came back to me with no memory of what happened and also not tell Gortash what happened to them even though I probably knew.

Like I'd definitely be like, *nodding at dark urge* that's what you get for being a whore, and *nodding at gortash* I'm not telling you shit about your slut. Fuck you for making me third wheel. You guys thought you were so cool and smart and sexy for coming up with your dumb plan well, your stupid romance ruined everything, hope you're happy, harlots.

And then I'd fuck off and die.

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"welcome home" "gods you're a sight for sore eyes" "we have so much history" "I tolerate Orin, but I liked you" "he fully intends to share his kingdom with you"

Ohhhhhhh these people were not normal about each other

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Someone is cheating at cards :o

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baldur's gate 3 is just. break the abuse and trauma cycle. being forced to believe a certain way is wrong. there is more outside of the small window that i perceived the world to be. i will create my own identity. maybe the people i thought loved me did not, in fact, have my best interests at heart. i need to find the clown's body parts so the drag queen can resurrect him. my destiny is not written in stone.

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Actually, Durge deciding to destroy the whole Absolute Conspiracy is so funny. They're like "I apparently started all this, but now that *I* have been infected and personally affected by the tadpole, I'm taking it all down."

Durge is the true ultimate king of Fuck Around And Find Out, sorry Astarion.

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though i burn, how could i fall? (Shadowheart/Lae'zel)

You know when you get a story stuck so far in your brain and it won't leave and let you write anything else until you get it all down?

These two needed to have hatesex and then begrudgingly fall in love SO badly that it clawed its way out of me. I even made a moodboard

"No matter how desperate I get," Shadowheart says through gritted teeth, "I'm not that desperate."

But her body is betraying her. It's responding to Lae'zel's suggestion, rising like a well-stoked fire, and Lae'zel lowers herself to the ground near Shadowheart's feet. Shadowheart's legs part in an instinct so bone-deep that she can't stop it before Lae'zel is filling the space.

"Give in to your desires, istik. Submit to me. In my experience," Lae'zel says, crawling slowly up Shadowheart's willing body, "the hatred will only make it sweeter."

And then Shadowheart is being kissed so thoroughly that she forgets her own name.

OR

Shadowheart doesn't know much about her past, or her future, or even who she is beyond what Shar asks of her. But she knows one thing. She hates Lae'zel. She hates her so much that the gith hardly leaves her mind, and there's nothing that could possibly change that.

A tale of misplaced hatred, building trust, and finding new purpose.

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Read it here!

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First, let's swore on the body.

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manager i cant come to work today i forgot how to mimic the behavior of a human. being

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my durge/gortash experience in a nutshell